I thought back on me and my mother's similarities. Intelligent, strong, resourceful. All of those good things. But we're bother selfish with tunnel vision.

Knowing she was gone made me think about all the mistakes I made in my madness. Because that's what this was, going a little crazy when you need clarity.

I know I hurt Iida, he asked me not to get into trouble and that's what I did. He's smarter than me, better than me. At least better than what I've become.

All my friends, if they don't know already I definitely disappeared with little explanation. I doubt they believed the 'off visiting my grandmother' story. I hope they're not worrying.

I couldn't stop imagines of Bakugo flooding my mind, I hurt him the worst I think. He would've helped me, I can see it in his eyes as I look back on it.

I refused, it could've been pride, naivety, stupidity. All of those if I'm being honest.

I was trapped then, I'll try and get better.