No longer I know myself

They say "Be yourself"

How though? Be yourself?

When you don't even know yourself, yourself

I hear them

But the voice is gone

I am breathing 

But the life's gone

Difficult to hear

I'm in a zone

What I want to be?

It's hard to expound

Dearth of Spirit

Dearth of Motivation 

Dearth of Elegance 

Dearth of Quotation

An expression becomes fake

Who are "you"

The version I'll take?

Words inside me, feelings built.

The master has failed more

Than novice has tried dear

I'm lost

I don't want to be saved

I want to be found