Waking up and not being able to move can cause anyone to panic. I try my leg but fail once again, I huff and open my eyes.

Ricky is laying on my chest, Ethan on my right side with my leg in between his while he wraps his arm around my waist. Looking to my left there's Liam with my left leg in between his while his free hand is in my hair and the other one gripping my breast lightly.

All three of them look like babies all snuggled up under me. I try and get up again and fail as I did before. "Stop moving baby go back to bed" Liam says moving his hand in circles on my breast, he's soon comfortable and is sound asleep not removing his hand.

I sit and think about my life and the choices I've made in the past leading up to all of this. My life is a complete mess with me being involved with my stepbrothers and then there's Mark. I want him to be happy and find him someone who can make him happy and if that someone is Stacy, I'll let them be because being the bigger person about the situation is best.

Maybe I can handle being with the twins. No, I will not forgive them for what they have done but I do love them both and we've had some great times together. The only bad they have done was tell Marks parents about us and stay out all night without telling me.

Sometimes I don't know what I should do. My heart wants to be with the twins, but my mind says it's wrong that I suppose to be with someone and not the both of them.

Which one would I pick if I had to choose. I already know but what would happen to the other I love him also it would be hard.

***

"Liam you have to let me go"

"No Abby you belong with us not just him"

"Liam, Ethan and I are together now I don't want to be with you anymore now please let me go"

I watch as my brother who I thought I trusted picks up my baby and walks right out of the door with her. She looks back at me and we lock eyes for a moment before Ethan kisses her making her forget all about me and what we promised we would do.

"We about what we agreed on Ethan she's supposed to be ours not just yours!"

I can't take it anymore I'm going to go crazy. A tear falls down my face and so does many more as I try to get her back, I trip over my own two feet and soon they are gone leaving me in this house of memories filled with us and the things that lead to this.

I hate my brother for doing this to me he took away my only happiness in this world.

*

I wake up in a pool of cold sweat not knowing where I am until Ricky licks my face. Looking to my side I don't see Abby, but Ethan and I frown at the dream I had just seconds ago.

Why would I dream about Ethan backstabbing me like that.

I get up from the bed with Ricky following me. I go into my room for a quick shower trying to erase that from my mind.

All I can think about is Ethan's face when he took Abby away from me, he seemed. Happy.

***

"Bye Ethan"

"No please Babygirl don't go"

"I can't be with the both of you I have to choose, and I choose Liam"

"Liam how could you we said we'd both have her" i turn to face my brother who doesn't make eye contact with me but just stares at Abby instead.

"She wanted me Ethan just forgets about it"

He leaves out the door with my Babygirl, I single tear leaves my eye followed by many more my heart aches she's the only girl I've ever loved.

I look at my brother one last time. He betrayed me and took her away, manipulated her mind to leave me and for that I can't forgive him.

I hate my brother for doing this to me he took away my only happiness in this world.

*

I wake up in a cold sweat, looking around I notice that I'm still in Abby's room, but no one was here not even Ricky.

I think back to my dream and shake my head to clear my thoughts.

Why would I have a dream that my brother would actually betray me like that?

Going to my room I run a hot shower right now I needed it more than ever that dream was beyond me would Liam actually do such a thing to me.

I stand in the middle of the shower thinking back to my dream with a confused expression. Liam's face showed no remorse or sadness, he was happy that he actually had Abby all to himself.

It's just a dream Liam is my twin he would never hurt me like that would he?

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