My life is a complete mess I don't know how or when it got this messy but all I know is that I can't take this anymore I had to go leave this place get away from my stepbrothers, Mark, and Zack.

All of them wanted something for me that I couldn't give them I caused a mess and now they're going to hate me for it. I can only choose one and I couldn't live with myself if I broke all of their hearts like that.

I had to get away from here somewhere far off the grid or something I really need to get away from this life.

I know this isn't what my parents would've wanted for me and the way I've been acting out I know my parents are probably turning in their graves looking at me now.

Looking at myself now and how I've been living my life I'm ashamed, all the things that shouldn't have happened did and I let it I'm really not such a good person but it's not my fault they all fell for me it's not like I tried to make it happen it just sort of happened.

I've made a great deal of friends from my time being here I wonder if I asked one of them to come with me will they. I shouldn't stop anyone's life for my own but if I really wanted to leave, I know I'll be scared to do it all by myself the twins will probably find me in a second if I was to leave by myself.

"Abby time for school Babygirl" Ethan calls from the other side of the door oblivious to me being up all along. I decide to just throw something together not in the mood for today or anyone else.

"You look absolutely gorgeous baby"

"Yes, you do Babygirl"

I push pass the both of them making my way to the kitchen for a banana instead of a full breakfast I wanted to leave fast before the bickering started again.

"So, we were thinking how about the three of us go have a night on the town"

"When did you two make-up"

"Well, he's my brother and we both feel the same about you I was just being a little crazy I'll admit but that's all past me now"

How psycho could these two be not even 24 hours ago they were ripping each other's head off and now they are the best of brothers I seriously need to leave here.

I grab my bag and my car keys before leaving out the door. Ricky runs behind me and nudges my leg, it's the first I've smiled this morning he brings me happiness when I'm down I love him so much.

"Come on Ricky you can't go to school with me" I grab him and walk back inside with him putting him in his doggie bed and fixing his bowl.

"We could of did that Babygirl don't be late for school Okay"

Ethan walks up and kisses my cheek and Liam does the same. They both were grinning from ear to ear like the psychos they are.

Before this could get any more crazier, I take my leave heading for school to find the other two psychos.

***

"Abby over here!" Mark calls as I step in first period. I guess we have a substitute today because I know for sure that the man in front isn't anywhere as old as Mr. Lock.

I look around and everyone was in different seats all but Zack who sat at our table with his headphones in obviously not paying attention to anything around him. I walk to where Mark was and take a seat.

"You look very beautiful angel"

"Thanks Mark"

I smile a halfhearted smile at him before getting my notebook out ready to tune in to work instead of dealing with all the questions and talks about relationships with me and Mark I didn't want or need to hear it all again.

"Um sir Miss jones is my partner Stacy is Marks partner"

"Thank you .... Zack yeah that's right"

Zack smiles at me and I stand to leave from Marks table over to my original seat. I say goodbye to Mark, but he was too busy glaring daggers at Zack to say it back without sounding angry.

I shrug it off and sit next to Zack taking Down all the notes that I needed for this class.

"You look very nice today"

I close my eyes tired of being complimented on my attire today. It was a simple shirt and skirt I didn't do anything different to my hair but let it hang loosely down my back. It was getting old fast I probably could wear a garbage bag and they'll still say I look pretty or compliment me recycling or something. Men.

I thank him and decide to focus on my work beside him or Mark.

"So, I was thinking that tonight we could catch a movie or something just the two of us"

I look at him and roll my eyes, I put my head down mentally praying that this bell will ring soon I can't stand him asking me out on dates.

God answered my prayers and the bell rings. I throw my notebook in my bag and leave hurriedly in a rush to get away from him, but I couldn't get away from Mark.

"Angel want to go out to dinner tonight just the two of us it'll be like old times" I walk around him speed walking to the girls' room where he couldn't come in.

Take out my phone quickly calling one of my friends for help.

"I need you"

"What's going on"

"I'll explain it all to you later but right now I think I'm going to kill myself if another person compliments my outfit"

"Woah I would want compliments on m outfit everyday why are you so special"

"If I asked you to leave town with me, would you"

"Why what have you done Abby"

"Just answer the question"

Silence no one says anything for a while. I wait for an answer until I finally get one.

"Yeah, I would"

"Would you leave with me like today if I asked you"

"And go where"

"Anywhere but here please help me"

"Okay meet me in an hour go home pack your clothes I'll be there I got to pack to"

"Thank you so much"

I hang up the phone and run out of the school doors heading home.

I finally get there and thank God the twins are at work or else I wouldn't be going anywhere.

I run up the stairs quickly taking out my three suitcases from the back of my closet loading them all with clothes. I don't even know what I'm throwing inside but it's going to have to do until I can buy some more.

I finish packing and go into my little box at the top of my closet. My parents left me a college fund that I was only to use in car of emergencies or something but right now it had to be my way out. I quickly grab all the money inside throwing it into my purse.

I look around my disaster of a room and see the necklace Liam and Ethan got me for my birthday I take it and put it on to remember them by.

I struggle to drag my suitcases downstairs and look around the house one last time I really didn't want things to end like this but it's too much for one person to handle times like these you had to run and that's what I was doing running away from this mess.

Ricky barks at me and I pick him up cradling him in my arms.

Should I take him

I stare at him remembering all the times we had but now I'm leaving taking care of a puppy like Ricky was the same as a baby and I couldn't do that to him when I know the twins could give him a better life than I could at the moment.

"I promise I'll see you again baby I love you so much"

I cry harder than I've ever did leaving Ricky behind was like leaving a piece of me behind I couldn't bare it, but it had to be done.

A horn beep from outside and I put Ricky down and hurry out the door with my suitcases.

"I'll help you"

"So where are we going" I ask getting into the passenger side looking out the window.

"Wherever life takes us"

"Thank you for doing this for me Michael I couldn't-"

"Shh, I know I felt like that before until you came along and broke me out of my shell, and I owe you for that"

"I just need to get away for a while"

"Well at least we have each other"

We speed off going wherever life takes us anywhere, but our current lives and I was scared but happy that I had at least someone that I trust to help me.

Michael was my partner in crime now.

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