(Y/n pov)

It was terrifying, but I did it. I face my fears and told this group of superstars my name. Thinking back I'm not sure how it was so hard.

It was four long and tiring hours until the sun finally began to set. Most of it had been spent trying to stop Chris from Bleeding out. I sat near the ocean, fiddling with my hair and trying to steady my breathing. That was until Chris P walked over to me.

He sat down and smiled, placing his arm around my shoulder. "You ok kid?" He asked me. I nodded, yet my nod was a lie, he could tell though, who couldnt. "Am I dreaming?" I said before holding his warm hand tightly.

"I feels like that doesn't it?" Chris sighed. "But hey, I thought it would be any kids dream to be stuck with us" he joked, laughing. I giggled back. "Yeah, if there was beds, icecream and music" I said with a chuff.

I then stared up at the sun set, the pastel pinks diving into an ocean blue. I felt the comfort as he held my hand, his eyes were glaring down at me, I tried hard not to break out into a huge smile. But it was impossible.

"My father wasnt good to me, infact, I dont think he ever cared about me" I said, unaware I was unconsciously telling him my life story. "How come?" He asked me. "Well... my mother left when I was six, and since then I guess he thought he had nothing left to live for, he continued as a pilot, but... I dont remember getting in a plane with you guys, why dont I remember"

"I dont think anyone does?" Chris reassured me. Then suddenly I broke out into tears, curling up in his arms. I wouldn't do this to anyone else, but him, it felt different. "Its ok... shhh shhh it's ok" he said in a soft calming way. I then began to snap back into reality and pulled away.

I stood up and brushed off the dirt. I wiped away the tears and stood there awkwardly. "I... I think we should go to the others now" I mumbled. But I left before he could say an answer. I dont know what that was just there. One moment everything was fine, but then it felt weird. I dont even know these guys, they dont care about me.

Eventually I reached the others in the crowd, but it all seemed overwhelming so I decided to hide myself over in the shadows of the woods, observing from a distance. "We need to build shelters" Robert explained.

He then called me over, I shook my head. Trying to signal that I was too nervous. I dont think he caught on for he walked right over. "Hey, y/n. Who do you want to bunk up with. What about Pratt, I noticed you too are already close?" He said. And for some reason this made me annoyed.

"I can sleep on my own. I'm 14 you know, and me and chris aren't close, I dont even know him. I dont know any of you" I said in a yell. He looked at me confused, the way you look at at someone when there being sour. I was being sour. I was mad that's why, and I wish I could have taken it back.

"Alright then, and 14, you look younger" he said, not really knowing how to react to my sudden outburst. Robert walked away and I saw people splitting up onto groups. I couldnt see all but Tom was with his brothers, they headed over to a large tree and began to lean sticks against it.

The youngest of the four, I think his name is Paddy, stared at me. Then he waved and smiled. I waved back but there was no expression on my face. I could tell because when I smile it makes my cheeks hurt.

Scarlett, florence and two other women headed over to another spot and laughed while colecting materials. Then not far from me was Chris, who was being aided to by Samuel and Brie with there medical bag. I looked around, kind of regretting saying I'd rather be on my own.

I was too tired to build a shelter, so I walked over to the rocks on the far end of the beach. Pratts eyes were on me once, but I could tell he wouldn't dare come over, not after how I acted. So much for a new first impression. I wanted to leave this island, I wanted to be back at home, I wanted to be away from these people.

I threw a rock into the ocean, before hearing a voice behind me. It was a boy. The same boy that waved at me just half an hour ago. "Hey, this is gonna sound stupid but tom miscalculated the size of our Den and its not big enough" he laughed.

I laughed back. "Anyway, I was wondering if you wanted to make one for the both of us, it's ok if you'd rather sleep alone" he said.

I thought about it, sharing a room with a kid just two years older than me. It could be fun, and I bet he would understand more about what I'm going through. "Ok, sure" I said before walking over to him and then us heading back to the beach.

"I'm paddy by the way" he said shaking my hand. "I'm y/n, it's good to meet you" I replied. And it was. Paddy was the first friend I felt I had actually made on this island. Chris felt like one, and maybe he still does. But I dont trust adults enough to melt down infront of them. And from now on i would stick to that code.

Believe it or not but I have alot of walls for one young kid. And letting them down today was just a mistake. I was determined to get off this island. I'm not going to waste my time getting close to anyone. This new kid could be an exception, but the rest are just grown ups.

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(Paddy pov)

When I saw y/n alone, I saw myself. I, like her/him am not the sort of person to just let someone into my life.

I'm a shy kid, I've got to admit, and it doesn't help being the brother of peter parker either. The Paparazzi always terrified me, that's why I always wore hoodies, and sometimes sunglasses too.

Me and y/n picked at spot right next to my brothers. (Girl)- she would be the only girl amongst us, and I can tell that also might be overwhelming, but shes tough. Real tough.) (Boy) I knew, with time, he would become one of the bros, and then he'd learn how awesome my brothers really are)

We spent a while buling the den. The sun was getting real low, it was practically pitch black. Even scarlett came to check on us. "You lot good, were all gonna try and start a bonfire so do join" she said smiling. Y/n stared at me and nodded. "Oh and y/n, Chris wants to talk to you" she said.

The expression on y/n's face changed Instantly. She/he ignored scarlett and kept adding leaves to the den. "Y/n, maybe you should go I can finish this off" I said. We were all staring at her/him now. "Ok fine, I'll go!" She/he said in a temper, snapping a branch in half, she/he rushed past scarlett and over to the open part of the beach.

"What's up with her/him. Did she/he get into an argument with Chris?" Tom asked. "It might be about whatever happened when Chris and her/him dissapeared earlier trying to find her/his parents" sam suggested. "I saw them together on the beach again not long after" harry intervened.

"Whatever happened, she is one stubborn kid" I mumbled

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Word count- 1343

This chapter may have been kinda sad considering how y/n is reacting. But th tention will only make the love in this story way way better. I assure you.

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