Your heart does not define you

Neither does your soft lips

You're maturity is threatening to some

But to me everything you are is a dream

From the coils in your hair to the soles of your feet

Why are you in my thoughts

Collecting the rhythm of my heartbeat

Very strange, indeed it is

We are separated by distance but when I hear your voice my world pauses as if it's waiting for our souls to sync

Maybe I'm hallucinating

Maybe my life is a drug

Sometimes I don't feel like I was meant to be happy

Knowing you match me and we probably will never meet

Brings more of a cringe

How?

Why?

Is destiny trying to tell me something?

Can you see me?

Hello? Hello?!

I guess you can't hear me either

I'm the size of a thumb compared to the

Options you must have

I don't even know you but somehow I know you very well

Hello?! hellllooooo....

My voice is too soft for your masculine divinity

At least I still have your friendship

That is one blessing I could ever receive

What if I lose your friendship though?

Because my heart wants more...

Contemplating in my head... why now, I didn't feel this way before

Touch, feeling your breath against my face

I never felt you but for some reason I yearn for your touch and for my hand to lie on your face

Apart of me wants to express myself

The other wants to run and pretend like my feelings don't exist

I find it odd how I see you

But in your eyes I'm probably the speck on your desk

I don't even follow you, look through your pictures

Or watch your every move

All we have is conversations and somehow my heart began to slowly move.

How is that possible, that all I linger on is a voice?

No picture, no memory, just your soft voice.

Ahhh that's it!

It's the words that flow out of your mouth

The intellect, laughter, sense that is not common in others

It's the respect, loyalty, I not only see just you

I see all of you perfectly formed within me.

But then again reality sinks in that although I see you, you can't see me.

You match me

You constantly cross my mind...

My world has been at peace since there has been you.

There could always be a place for you..

but where's the part that will include me?