《OF PAIN & REGRETS ( FORTHBEAM - EDITED VERSION ) ✔️》16- Let Me Show You How Much I Love You
Advertisement
3 days ago..
"I want to marry Forth, mom..dad. Please give me your blessing to marry your son."
I feel my brother Yo' s hand squeeze mine when I shake of nervousness as I am facing Forth's parents. We are in his parents house. I told him earlier that I need to meet Yo for some things and he let me without asking. Now, I am here facing with his parents with Yo of course to ask his parents approval for me marrying their son.
I heard mom's gasp and dad's deep chuckle before a suffocating hug engulf me followed by a soft cry.
"Of course, we will give you our blessing. Damn that idiot, for being so lucky to have you."
Mom grumbled while letting me go as dad pats my back. I let out a shaky sighed of relief. Yo chuckled and tap my back as he congratulates me in whisper.
"Is it related to the two of you adopting a child why you suddenly decide to get married with Forth, son? Don't get me wrong Beam, I really love to see you two getting married one day but if it's this because of you are adopting a kid I think you should give it a deeper thoughts."
Dad said after a while of thinking and grunt when mom elbowed him. Mouthing him to keep quiet and I shake my head with a smile. I am already expecting this.
" I truly understand your point dad but rest assured that I love your son enough for me to marry him. I love Forth and I will marry him even without this adopting thing. The kid is a bonus to our family though."
I say in conviction and mom's eyes starts to water. Dad roll his eyes to her but give her a tissue when she starts to sniffle. I smile at the sight.
Advertisement
" I am not doubting you, darling. I know you love that stupid son of mine but please expect him to be dumb first, okay? You knew him, he just throw words without thinking that's why I am wondering if I dropped him when he was just a child."
Mom said and I giggle as I give her another hug.
" Thanks mom, dad. I will make sure that he will not doubt me even for a second and even if he did I will do anything that I can to assure him and believe me."
I say with mischief and their eyes widen when they realise what I mean and I laughed out loud when their face shows disgust.
"Beam, as much as I love you don't give us a hint of what the two of you are doing inside your bedroom. It gives me goosebumps!"
Dad exclaimed while rubbing his arms. We all laughed at his expression. Just then mom hold both of my hands.
"Thank you Beam, for making us happy and my son happy. Thank you for coming to us and asking us before proposing to our son. This is very important to us and I appreciate it very much."
"Thank you too mom, for accepting me. It doesn't matter who propose who, all I know is I want to be with Forth for the rest of our life. "
Present....
I saw how his expression change into hesitation and doubts. I sighed. I already expected this but still I feel hurt and disappointed but I can't blame him though. He went through me a lot. I can't even say I love him and yet I ask him to marry me.
Thankfully Siri didn't even give it a thought why his dad didn't answer us and brighten a mood around us. I smile at him and touch his face gently. He is sleeping peacefully and still smiling even in his sleep. Thank you for coming with us baby, you made me realise something about myself. You made me realise just how much I love this dumbass of a father you're gonna have. I just need him to know that. Sleep tight, love. Tomorrow we will be a complete family with you and your brother as the center of it. Good night and sweet dreams baby...
Advertisement
I breath deeply and speak as I can still feel Forth's presence inside the room.
I paused and look back at him staring straight into his eyes and smile faintly then I look down on my lap, suddenly I feel nervous confessing to him. Then he start to speak.
I said cutting him.
My words are cut and the next thing I feel is Forth's lips claiming mine in a searing kiss. I gasp at the sudden attack and he slid his tongue in as I grip his shirts and my body weaken at the feeling of his tongue exploring my mouth. I feel his hand grip the back of my neck and he moaned while deepening the kiss and I shiver while encircling my arms around his waist. We both pant when the kiss ended and he give me small kisses on my face drying the tears that I don't know that is falling down my cheeks.
I say and bit my lips when the words came out from me with so much need in it. He stared at me wide eyed and I smile at him. His hands tightened on my shoulders as I look up to him clinging on his neck .
I say and rose on my feet and climb on him locking my legs around his waist as his hand goes on my bum to support my weight on his body and I blush but grin at him when I feel him stiffen. I tightened my arms around his neck and bite his adam's apple lightly and he let out a low grunt and I smirk.
With that words and my teasing nips on his neck and earlobe I feel him walk fast to our room with his hands busy gripping my ass and me grinding on his waist.
Advertisement
- In Serial16 Chapters
Alpha Rogue
"I don't believe it." a low inhumane voice whispered. I have to look up to meet his gaze. Is he a new bully? Haven't seen him before."What is your name?" He's against the light but his eyes were like sapphires glowing in the night. Curious."Your name." I felt some weird tone emanating from his voice. Too demanding... too powerful."Uh..." my name? No one's interested with my name, except for the cafe's barista. "Don't make me repeat. State your name!""Nathalia Nicolai." I spilled flabbergasted by his yelling. For once, i saw... amusement then it quickly changed back to disgust."I, Alpha Chase Ashton Michael, rejects you Nathalia Nicolai as my mate and Luna of Bloodridge pack.""Huh?" Should i say 'nice to meet you'?"Now, repeat after me. I, Nathalia Nicolai, accepts your rejection, as your mate and luna of Bloodridge pack." He nod at me. Ok? i repeat the whole verse."Good." He remarked letting go of me and exiting."Wow." My only comment. That's really a new way to introduce yourself and rejecting people. I took a sip of my drink."But that's really uselss." I smiled leaving the room.If you are born missing something, will you ever stop looking for that something? Try to fill what is gone? Won't you continue on living?
8 251 - In Serial10 Chapters
The Girl's Secret. Earl Grey x reader
An 'X reader' already! Heehee. I haven't found a lot of these, at least... not with this guy! Anyway~ Enjoy!
8 91 - In Serial13 Chapters
"My concubine, farewell we all go!"
" The king had once been all-powerful but in the end all he had left was one woman and one horse." - Farewell My Concubine (1993)'My Concubine, Farewell We All Go', is a story about love, revenge, poetry, and Memories. This story focuses on the melodramatic romance of two complex characters from the novel and hit tv show 'Kinnporsche', Kinn Theerapanyakul and Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham. The story unfolds in the 17th century in Siam, Thailand, as these two characters make way to each other, in this heartwarming book.This book is now and forever part of you.
8 266 - In Serial57 Chapters
2413 (Kanato x Reader)
"Hey,"You looked up from your phone and to your dad. "I'm getting us food okay? Watch him, don't let 2413 go."----------(AN: 100k! //O M F G// Thank you so much!!! This is an AU fanfic of Kanato Sakamaki from Diabolik Lovers. All of the things that I'll write here aren't realistic so if you want those stuff go to the non fiction of Wattpad. The anime does not belong to me ^-^)(Cover made by @skyestorms ^-^Highest Rank: #223 Short Story 2/16/15 :D)
8 130 - In Serial36 Chapters
Gone Bad (Nigerian Novel) -Editing
"Nimi, a frustrated church girl, encounters her biggest temptation yet when she lands herself in the arms of Lagos' most eligible bachelor..."Nimi is tired of being a 'good girl', so she decides to take a risk for once in her life.Yet, she never expected that a late-night adventure would land her in the arms of Lagos' most influential bachelor.Rich enough to be on EFCC's wanted list, and too hot to handle, Isren would be the undoing of every moral she had learned in Sunday school. With her misconceived faith on the line and promiscuous desires in mind, there was no surviving this man. Only God could save her now.Ranking #1 Nigerian 17/02/2022#1 Christian Fiction 11/04/2022Nb: I am currently editing the first draft, hence it won't be the best quality of writing, so thanks for your understanding if you proceed with reading it🤍. Also, share with a friend who might appreciate another Nigerian read!
8 217 - In Serial7 Chapters
The White Cat Is His Majesty's Lover
E N G L I S H M E D I U M💭 O N G O I N G | Under RevisionIt's about a cat and the characters' white moonlight(first love).The author of the top book selling "The Flowers Bloom At Winter Ends" is probably one of the most awaited for the netizens. The author itself is unknown but her work is the most-love by everyone. However, it isn't just about it, the King of the Entertainment Company for producing the best movies and top artists, the CEO Wan Chen claimed himself that the author was his white moonlight! As the every girl's dream and every boy's idol, Wan Chen himself has an unparalleled beauty coupled with his skills and wealth but everyone knows him as a typical iceberg man that no one can move except for the mysterious author.Here, not just everyone was waiting for the unknown author but everyone also knew that the King himself is waiting for his white moonlight.While Wan Chen is continuously waiting for her to come back by herself, he met a white cat that comforted his melancholy heart. However, why does as days passes by, his cat is becoming more and more familiar?... It seems to be a human-like?... and why does he sees a familiar face every time?c o v e r n o t m i n e | ©All rights reserved © ailespeakApril 2, 2021 |Revised: October 11, 2022 |
8 82

