dear angel,

i hate you.

i really do.

i hate the way you tore me apart, and wrecked the person i was supposed to be.

i hate how happy you are with someone else, and not me. my heart is tied in millions of knots impossible to undo.

i hate that no matter how much i try to hate you, my stomach starts to whirl. i feel like i have to be right by you... and i can't.

yeah.

i hate you so much that...

i love you.

no matter what you've done, i love you.

i hate myself for loving you.

i hate you.

sincerely,

tae kwang