dear angel,

love has so many problems, and shouts 'unfair'

the thing is, i can love whoever i want. seems okay.

but so can you.

and that's what just about gave me a heart attack.

you're allowed to leave, and i couldn't do anything; i couldn't hold you back.

i couldn't make you love me, no matter what i told you or what i did.

so that's why, even though i'm alone, i can't get myself to call for you.

being by myself all the time made me realize, the reason i followed you everywhere wasn't just because i was worried.

i wanted you to be more than my friend near to the beginning.

but i didn't know how to tell you.

i somehow knew this would happen.

sincerely,

tae kwang