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CASSIE POV

My eyes opened and I was staring up at the ceiling. This feeling? What is it? A slow painful burning feeling spread throughout my body. I clenched my sheets in pain. I tried getting up but I ended up rolling out of my bed causing a loud thud. I couldn't breathe at all, what the hell is happening to me?! I swear to god if it's Elliots doing the devils tango I'm killing him for sure. My bedroom door flew open and my mom ran in.

"Cassie what's wrong?!" My mom kneel down in from of me and held my face,

"M-My body hurts, I can't breathe."I tried getting up but if I move one inch pain just spread everywhere. Not only that but I was getting irritated very irritated. I think I might just punch a wall. My dad ran into the room frantically too.

"I'm going mad mom, I need to transfer my anger somewhere!" I snapped. My mom tried holding me back but I think I was going rabid. My dad disappeared for a moment into my bathroom then ran towards me.

"Bare with it Cassie ok!" He picked me up and took me to the bathroom. The tub was filed with water and he literally just dunk me in it. I started to thrash around trying to get out of the bath. I unconsciously took my claws out and to scratch him.

''Dad I swear if you don't let me get out of this cold water I'm going to kill you!" I yelled. I didn't really mean that I was going to kill my dad it just came out my mouth. My dad held me down in the bath tub.

"Calm down!" My dad yelled in his alpha tone.

"You're telling me to calm down?! I'm in pain!" I snapped. I was growling and biting my dad's arm. No sooner Toby came into the bathroom to help hold me down. Jay was standing in the bathrooms door way concerned.

I built up electricity in my arm and held onto their arms. They seem like they weren't bothered by it at all. I looked in their eyes and notice they let their wolves take over. Despite me moving caused more pain I couldn't just stay still.

Just like that for a good 15 minutes were fighting in a tub.Eventually the pain did go away. I was just staring up at the ceiling just listening to myself breathe. That pain was horrible, now I really hate being a werwolf. This fucking sucks major ass. I sat up in the tub and peeked down to see the state of my dad and Toby. They were laying on the floor with their eyes close as if they were dead. I can see the injuries I caused them and I felt extremely guilty.

"I'm sorry that wasn't me." I apologized.

"Yeah we know." My dad sighed out tiredly, all Toby could do was nod his head. Wow what a way to end a good day. I beat Veronica up to a pulp but ended up like this.

I got up from the tub and headed towards my room.n I was leaving little droplets everywhere. I couldn't care less because I was exhausted. That really took all of my energy that I had. I grabbed my computer chair and sat on it.I leaned back into the chair and touched my stomach. It was tender, I lifted up my shirt to see a bit of bruises. It will go away quickly hopefully, who knows I'm not exactly in my top condition right now.

My mom was standing in front of me with a weary look. She looked guilty for some odd reason, what is there to be guilty about? She didn't do anything wrong. My eyes went to her hands as it was fiddling around.

"I heard about the rejection." My mom broke the silence. I felt awkward in this situation. I didn't want to make her worry about my nonexistent love life. Not only that she really hyped it up for me and herself. She had a rather, easy going mate experience despite being a gifted human.

"Yes I got rejected." I awkwardly scratched the back of my neck. I didn't dare to look at her because I can feel her eyes on me.

"Y-You know why you're in pain right?" My mom asked hesitantly. I shook my head. Of course I know why.

My mom read my face, she was getting worried because I wasn't saying anything. I shrugged my shoulders, well I can't stop him from having sex with people but I should tell him I get the short end of the stick. I doubt he'll listen, he would probably have sex with someone just to spite me. Though it doesn't happen only when he gets intimate, even if he kisses another person I feel the pain.

I should kill him...No Cassie happy thoughts only.

"What time is it?" I asked out of the blue. How long was I sleeping since yesterday?

"6:30." My mom looked at her watch. My eye ball literally popped out my eye socket, it's morning?! I thought it was like 1 am? Maybe I am going crazy. No wait now I definitely got to question why is he getting intimate this early. Doesn't he sleep?!

"I need to get ready for school, and do my English homework. Out everyone out now!" I only have a bit of time which is just an hour. You know how short an hour is?

My family got out of my room while I was running around gathering my stuff. I barely got any sleep but I can make it up after school. I grabbed a random pullover and some jeans. Quickly drying my hair and putting up. Before heading out I sloppily did my homework. Not the best but it's not like it would affect my grades. I grabbed the necessary things from school the ran downstairs. I stopped midway because I forgot my keys to peaches.

"Here." My mom threw me my keys. I thanked her and ran to the garage. I hopped on my motorcycle, bringing her to life.

Missing school, I would only do that if it was deemed necessary other than that I would like to keep my perfect attendance. Yes I may be hot headed but I do value my education sometimes. Well...majority of the time. My brothers ran out and they go onto their motorcycles.

"You wanna have a race?" Jay asked. I gave them a look with a smile and kicked up my stand.

"No!" I revved up my bike and left them stranded.

As I drove I was thinking about what my school day would be like, well imagining it. Maybe it will be a nice peaceful day. Who knows right? A girl can dream, these last few days have been unnecessarily rough. I feel like the world is against me all of a sudden. I'm having major headaches, I'm not healing fast enough and so on. All because of that stupid rejection.

I should fight the moon goddess.

When I got to school I parked the bike and walked into the building. I went straight to my locker, I was just organizing my things. My book bag was a mess to be honest and it needed some tender loving and caring. As I minded my business I couldn't help but feel to presence behind me. I turned around to see annoying familiar boys.

"Hello." Jamie waved at and so did Thomas. Annoyance already started to rise up inside me These two are Elliot's best friend and I just know they are scheming something.

"What do you want?" I asked them. They both looked at each other and just smiled. I rolled my eyes and turned back around. I should just ignore them, yes pretend they aren't even there.

"So are you interesting in dating?" Thomas asked. Cassie I think there is a bug or two swarming around you?

I closed my locker and began walking away, however they started following me. What are they planning, are they planning to kidnap me? Cause I feel threatened, like extremely threaten. I fastened my pace trying to get away from me, but they were like maggots. Are they going to follow me into my English class too?

I entered the classroom and they were still following me. My eyes landed on Elliot and he was at his seat drinking on a small juice box. I contained my laughter since it just doesn't look right him drinking a juice box. I admit it looked a bit cute but that's all and that's the only compliment he will get from me.

I went to my seat, Thomas and Jamie were just standing in front of me not saying anything. I furrowed my eyebrows. Can they leave now? Like this is just weird now, no just plain creepy

"Get your boys, they're creeping me out." I faced Elliot and he stopped sipping on his juice box.

"Why did you follow her in the first place?" Elliot too seemed confused.

"We were honestly curious about her, since you won't talk about her. Unless it's ab-"Elliot gave Thomas a look telling him to shut his mouth and he sure did.

"Also why did you reject her." Now this time I was listening. I too am curious, obviously the big reason is because we evidently hate each other. Also I don't think we can stay in the same room next to other unless we were forced too.

"That's none of your business." He grumbled and picked up his juice box. I contained my laughter, like I said imagine an alpha drinking a jukebox.

Now Thomas and Jamie attention was back on me. Their eyes were twinkling mischievously and I didn't like that at all. I feel like they were about to ask me a dumb question. I sat back in my chair and waited for them to spill it.

"So...then why did you accept the rejection?" Jamie asked. I crossed my arms over my chest and thought about it. Well I already know my answer so why am I thinking for?

"Why should I fight for someone who doesn't want me? That's dumb." I pointed out. Everyone in the classroom suddenly decided to be quiet when I talked. I guess they too were curious seeing how all their eyes were on us. My face remained blank and so did Elliot.

"Aren't they kind of alike?" Thomas asked.

"Yeah, kind of. They even have the same blank face." Jamie nodded his head.

"Leave." Me and Elliot look at each other since we said that at the same time. We glared at each other and looked away.

"Look at them they are even saying things at the same time!" Thomas said happily.

My eye twitched in annoyance and I grabbed my pencil ready to chuck it at them. Elliot beat me to it as he threw the empty juice box at them. The two boys laughed before running out the classroom leaving the quite annoyed Elliot and I.

***

I was in chemistry right now, we were doing a little lab. Jenny, Thomas and Jamie decided to all become buddy buddy and sit around me. Was I annoyed just a bit, because the little two rat boys were annoying. They keep asking me question and Jenny girl over here is like drooling over them for the past 20 minutes. My pencil was going in weird directions as I scribbled around on the paper.

I can't even concentrate, I'm tired, hungry and I really just want to go under my blankets and pass out. Definitely I'm on the path to losing it, if something bad happens right now I might just explode. I rubbed my face with my hands and huffed out.

All I wanted was peace.

"Are you ok?" Thomas asked me and I stared at him with a tight smile.

"Does it loo-" That horrible burning feeling started to rise in my body and I gnawed on lip. Ok all I have to do is distract myself. However I couldn't because my chest felt like it got so tight that I swore I heard a crack. I got up from my seat and started walking towards the door. My teacher walked up to me and try to block me from leaving.

"Where are you going Ms. Dawson? You can't just get up an-"

"Move. Out. The. Way...Please." Addie accidentally came up to the surface and I suppressed her down. The teacher was frightened and moved out the way. I left the classroom and I started to follow a certain scent.

"Toby, Jay if you don't leave your class, I might just murder someone." I mind linked them and quickly shut them it off. I don't need them screaming in my head. There were footsteps following behind me and I quickly looked back to see Jamie and Thomas. God why are they following me for? Can they just leave me alone?!

Wherever Elliot was at, he made sure it was in a secluded area. As I got near a abandoned classroom his scent became even more stronger. Usually it would calm their mate down, but I'm so pissed off its not working. I opened the door and there stood Elliot making out with a girl. They stopped when they notice my obviously pissed off presence.

"You!" I snapped and stormed right up to him. I didn't mean to push the girl out the way but I did and she fell. I will apologize to her later right now I need to deal with him.

"Hey, you pushed me!" The girl yelled out.

"Shut your mouth for one moment, now you! Can you just give me a break!" I snapped at him and even punched at him. He caught my fist and I tried to get my hand back, he held on me tightly.

"What did I do?" He questioned. In that very moment, I think a volcano erupted in me. Before I could even attack him I was pulled away from him.

"Are you dumb?! Like seriously?! First you reject me, obviously that fucks with me physically! I literally coughed up blood, in your face! Two, you getting intimate with people at super inconvenient times! Do you know how much it hurts?!" I thrashed around and I was going to attack whoever it was holding me back. Guess who it was, Thomas and Jamie of course!

Elliot stayed silent and I don't know why, but it made me even more mad. No he deserves to get that same feeling just like me. I pushed Jamie out the way and grabbed Thomas by his face and kissed him right then and there.

Damn I really gave away my first kiss like that for revenge...what am I?

I was abruptly pulled away from him and I think Elliot was about to kill Thomas. Realistically he should be killing me, because I'm the one who pulled him into a kiss. Before he can kill Thomas I wrapped my arms around his torso trying to stop him.

"She kissed me! Kill her not me!" Thomas cried out.

"Jamie help me hold him back!"I yelled out. He too grabbed onto him, trying to hold him back.

"I read your mind! You liked it, no you got excited that she kissed you!" Elliot snapped, actually I think his wolf came out for a moment.

The door was thrown open, Jay and Toby looked beyond confused. I mind linked them to help me hold back Elliot and even save Thomas. Jay went by Thomas and he literally hid behind him. I have to say, Thomas does not look one bit guilty, he looks a bit too excited.

"He can't blame me, she's hot. Who wouldn't get excited from that?" He mumbled.Now Thomas my boy, you didn't speak quiet enough because everyone heard that.

Just for a second the room was still from his words, like all of us were shocked. I felt my face getting a bit flush. I don't know if it's from embarrassment or something else, either way this is ridiculous. Elliot was about to lunge towards him again, we were all holding him back.

"I don't know why you're mad! Either way the point is now you know how I felt right?! It hurts physically!" I yelled out as I held him back.

Elliot somehow managed to push Toby and Jamie off of him. He spun around so quick and I let go of his torso. He leaned down with such a pissed off face and I backed up. Not from fear exactly, I was a bit nervous. I can sense his wolf was damn near to take over.

"Y-You don't have the right to be mad at me...I mean come on these last few days been hell for me! Maybe not for you, but for me. All I want is some peace and time to heal my body. However Elliot you keep preventing me from doing that. So please can you just stop for a moment." See here's the thing when I get extremely frustrated I cry and right now I'm crying. I don't want to cry trust me, but I'm so mad right now I can't think.

His expression changed and I didn't really know how to describe it. I wiped away the tear off of my face, it was in vain since more tears kept coming out. Not only that I felt some wet liquid rushing out of my nose. At first I thought it was you know snot, but there was a metallic smell to it. A sudden pang hit the corner of my brain and I groaned out.. The ringing in my ear was low, and it just got louder and louder. My vision was just getting a bit hazy and I stumbled forward. I grabbed onto Elliot, I didn't want to he was my only support beam right now.

"Not again." My speech got slurred at the end and I felt weightless in the next moment.

"Cassie!"

Moon goddess I hope you know I am indeed cursing you out right now.

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That picture represents Cassie's face when Elliot asked "What did I do?"

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