Dylan's Picture.

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My future husband agreed to defer my punishment. It might be because he felt that something is wrong. I reflected on what Amy said. Deep in my heart I also want to have a baby with Nikolai. Contrary to what my bestfriend fears, I know that my Nikolai would be the best father despite him being the Mafia Boss. Vyacheslav was able to raise Nikolai and Yelena well even without a mother, more so this time that, me and my Nikolai are both here for our future kids.

The three of us are in Nikolai's room. Alexei was the one who carried me on his arms to Nikolai's bed. Alexei and Nikolai are already in their usual white shirt and boxers, while I'm wearing my white undies and a pink cotton crop top. The no bra on policy of my ever difficult Nikolai has already taken effect.

Alexei is resting his back on the headboard of the bed. I'm resting my back on Alexei's side while his hand is on my abdomen.

All of a sudden my phone vibrates. It's Dylan. Geez of all the time to call me, why now Dy?

"Why the fuck is that shithead calling you?" Alexei said all too seriously. His mood suddenly changed. He then tried to snatch my phone from my hand.

"No Alexei, please. Perhaps Dylan wants to say something important."

"Then he can say it to me. Give me the phone princess or I swear this motherfucker will not see the light of day tomorrow."

I looked at Alexei sternly as he again threatens Dylan's life. I just decided to hand him the phone. He then answered Dylan's call.

"What do you want? Yah well you cant talk to her. Go fuck yourself." He then quickly cancelled the call.

My eyes widened in horror. What did Dylan ever do to him?

I just heard Nikolai snorted. I quickly remove myself from Alexei and tried to grab the phone back but he throws it right next to him on the other side.

I begrudgingly lay on my side facing my back on Alexei.

"Nikolai I want to sleep, come here, just the two of us."

There's this moment of silence after I said that.

"It's okay brother." Said Alexei.

I then felt him walk out and shut the door.

I feel like my eyes are being pinched. I am so mad at him but at the same time, I feel so guilty for making him feel out of place.

Nikolai then snuggled me. I can feel him breathe on my nape.

"My brother, he's one possessive asshole just like me."

"Nikolai, Dylan is my friend."

"He was your boyfriend." Nikolai said correcting me.

I turned to face Nikolai and burried my face on his neck. I feel like my heart is being crushed for doing this to Alexei. I shouldnt have said that to him.

"Nikolai baby, let's sleep at Alexei's?"

Nikolai said I should talk to Alexei first. I know it was a low blow for me to say that to him. Ugh! I really hate myself right now.

When I entered his room I see that he is holding a glass of scotch and a cigar while watching something on television.

When he sees me, he drinks all the scotch from the glass and pours another shot.

I sat in front of him. I looked him in the eyes but he gazes away from me. He then places the smoke on his mouth and inhales. The cigar lit up as he inhales deep.

"Alexei..."

He is still not looking at me. I inched close to him. He looks to the side as he exhales the smoke from his mouth and nose. He places the glass on the side table and clips his cigar on the ash tray. Alexei then stood up from the bed and walks away from me. He then went to the door and opened it.

"Out." Alexei said ordering me to go out of his room. My heart feels like its being torned into pieces.

I stood up and looked at him in the eyes.

"I said get out Belle!" Alexei yelled at me.

"So I am just Belle now?"

"Yes. Just like I'm JUST Alexei to you."

"You are important to me and Nikolai."

"Well you sure have a unique way of showing importance."

"Then what do you want Alexei? Tell me!"

He did not answer me. Alexei's hazel eyes are looking at me so intensely.

"Alexei! What do you want?"

He slammed the door close and walks towards my direction.

"I fucking want you Belle! But youre giving me this mix signals, its driving me insane! " Mix signals? What does that even mean?

"I fucking believed that I might actually have a place somewhere in your heart but just a while ago you made me realize that it was all in my fucking head!" Alexei signalled his index finger on his head.

At this point my tears are threatening to fall. I quickly wrap my arms around Alexei. I want to touch him to make him feel that I regret doing that to him.

"I did not mean what I said a while ago. I was just upset Alexei."

Alexei then pushed me away from him making me sit on the bed. He then ran his fingers on his hair in frustration.

"Just go Belle."

"No!" I stood up on the bed and embraced him tight. "I'm sorry Alexei. Forgive me." I cupped his face and made him look me in the eyes.

She removed my hands from his face and turns his back on me. He places his hands on his waist.

"Out." Alexei said flatly.

I could not take the pain anymore so I quickly exited the room. I went to Yelena's room and locked myself inside. I then dialled Amy.

"B."

"I love him A."

"Uhh...yah..I know B, you love Nikolai. You have said that a million times Im getting tired of hearing it."

"Alexei."

"What?" Amy said almost yelling.

"Alexei. I love him."

"Oh my gosh B! I knew it!"

"He told me that he wants me. I dont know what to do A."

"That's actually not a surprise B! I knew hs this day would come! From the very beginning, my gut tells me that the two of you have this super connection. It's weird I know."

At this point my tears are already flowing uncontrollably.

"What happens now B? How about Nikolai?"

"I love Nikolai A! He's my life. I'd rather die than live without him. It's just that Alexei, he has a very special place in my heart as well."

"Aww..B..you one unfaithful bitch." Said Amy mocking me.

"A!!!"

"Im kidding. Although I cant blame you. Those two are delicious."

"A!!! Im having a crisis here. Youre not helping."

"B, the heart wants what it wants. You cant dictate your heart what to feel, let alone who to fall in love with."

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SCENE WHEN NIKOLAI FOUND OUT ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED.

"What the fuck did you just do? We have talked about this. We are going to take it slow with her."

"It will not work if she doesnt feel the same way to me."

"Wow. And all those times I thought I was the one who needed to see a fucking shrink to check if I have completely lost my ability to feel. She fucking cares for you brother!"

"Yes, she cares for me just like how she cares for everybody around her. Hell she even cares for a fucking door! I'm done brother."

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I'm hugging one of Yelena's pillows. I'm trying to process in my mind what to do. I then wiped the tears off of my face. Moments later Nikolai came knocking on the door. I wanted to be left alone but my future husband as per usual was able to get his way to me. Me and my Nikolai are now cuddling on the bed.

"Nikolai you know that I love you with all my heart and soul right?"

"Yes."

"You know that I'd rather be dead than be without you right?"

"That I did not know."

"Nikolai!"

I heard him soft chuckle.

I turned to face my Nikolai and burried my face on his neck.

I am now starting to tear up again. Nikolai cups my face and wipes the tears off of my face.

"I'm sorry Nikolai. I'm so sorry. I do not deserve your love."

"Tell me what's the matter ."

"It's Alexei. I..."

"You have said that to him before." Nikolai interrupted me like he knows what I was about to say.

"But you dont understand Nikolai. I didnt realize how much I love him until now. I dont want to lose him. I love him more than a friend, more than a brother."

"I know baby."

"What do you mean you know?"

"I allowed this to happen. I want this to happen."

I tried to remove myself from Nikolai's grip.

"Listen to me first. If anything happens to me, you and Alexei can.."

"No! Nothing will happen to you Nikolai!"

"Baby listen to me."

"No!" I covered my ears. Just the thought that something will happen to Nikolai is already killing me inside.

"Stop stop stop! Nothing will happen to you! You will not have the same fate as your father."

"Okay..okay.... look at me. Nothing will happen to me."

"This is the last time that you will speak of that. Promise me Nikolai."

"Yes, I promise." Nikolai's beautiful green eyes are looking at me intently.

I then kissed him on his lips.

"Now about my brother. You have to tell him the truth baby. That fucker has completely lost his hope."

"Uhh I think he doesnt want to see me anymore. He wants me to stay away from him Nikolai."

Nikolai just softly chuckles.

"Naah...he cant stand being away from you."

I dont know why but I actually believe my future husband.

"Nikolai, we are weird."

Nikolai just lets out a soft chuckle.

I told Nikolai to text Alexei that something happened to me and to go inside Yelena's room immediately. Nikolai is resting his back on the headboard while smirking like a puppy. I on the other hand am waiting for Alexei to enter the room so I can lock the door when he comes in. Im standing at the back of the door while resting my back on the wall. Moments later, Alexei came barging in the room.

"What happened to her?" Said Alexei and he looks worried.

When he saw Nikolai smirking, he quickly turns around to exit the door.

I immediately closed the door and locked it.

"Where do you think youre going?" I said to Alexei while my hands are on the back holding the door knob.

Alexei places his hands on his waist.

"Get out of my way Belle."

"Or what Alexei?"

He tried to step forward but I blocked his way.

"Belle!"

I stepped closer to him and slap him on his face it echoed inside the room.

"That's for pushing me away."

I landed another slap on his other cheek.

"That's for calling me Belle."

Alexei is now looking at me intently. His hazel eyes suddenly looked playful and wicked.

I then wrap my arms around his neck. Alexei scoops me and spreads my legs on his waist. His arms are wrapped around my waist very tightly. Alexei then plants an intense kiss on my lips. He makes small bites while reaching my tongue with his. I can taste the mix of scotch and cigar in Alexei's mouth.

"I love you Alexei. Youre not JUST Alexei to me, you are MY Alexei."

I planted another kiss on his lips. Tingles of electric current is running inside my body as our lips touch.

"Nikolai and I are incomplete without you. It will be the three of us forever and ever remember? And I'm sorry, I was just upset, I didnt mean a single word I said."

Alexei just lets out a sweet smile. To my surprise he went towards the bed and throws me right next to Nikolai. I gasped in disbelief when Alexei made me lie on my stomach. He spreads his legs placing my thighs in between him. He then landed his palm on my left bum, it made a sound echoing inside the room. My butt hurts but the good kind of hurt. Yup, I seriously need to see a shrink.

"That's for almost breaking my heart." Said Alexei.

"Alexei!"

"I have been wanting to do this princess. Hold her down for me brother."

Nikolai collected my wrists effectively immobilizing me.

He then landed another palm on my butt making a smashing sound.

"Your ass is perfect princess."

Nikolai just lets out a soft chuckle as if he enjoys watching Alexei hit my ass.

Nikolai are now planting kisses on my bum. Alexei then pulled my lace undies and immediately releases it making a hitting sound.

"Alexei, you are sick!"

"I know." Said Alexei. Yup he has completely lost it.

After several minutes, Alexei is now placing an icebag on my bum. The crazy man might have felt guilty seing my butt turn blood red. Nikolai on the other hand is resting his head on the small of my back while watching Alexei tend to my sore bum.

"I hate the both of you."

"No, you love us baby."

"True." I just shook my head in defeat.

"Nikolai, your assitants in the office, how long have they been working for you?"

"Since we established Volkov Holdings."

"Oh the three of them?"

"Yes baby."

"I think Grace likes Vasily. I was trying to hook them up but Vasily is like a rock."

Alexei snorted.

"He should be baby. Thats his job."

"What do you mean?"

"Our security detail, that includes Ivan and Vasily are forbidden from getting into a relationship. They can fuck as many pussy as they can but they cannot get involved."

"You mean they cant have girlfriends? They cant marry?"

"Yes princess."

"But why....?"

"My father's rules." Nikolai said.

Of course, Vyacheslav.

"So in effect they stay single forever?"

"Thats part of their job baby. They know what they were getting into before signing up for this."

"What if they do not abide?"

"Then they get punished. Why do you think our organization survives baby? It's because of the rules my father and I laid down. It's very simple. They follow the rules, they can stay in the organization, we all live as family. They protect the Mafia, the Mafia protects them back."

That actually makes a lot of sense. No wonder why Nikolai's men are loyal to him and to the organization.

"What are you thinking princess."

"Uhh I'm just thinking about I.V"

"What about them?"

"Well they are stuck with me forever."

"Not necessarily, I might have to shoot one or both of them in no time."

"Nikolai!"

"Those lucky bastards get to spend more time with you than the both of us combined." Said Alexei.

"Well its not their fault you assigned them to me."

All of a sudden, I see Nikolai dial his phone.

"What are you doing?"

"Relieving the two from their duty."

"Nikolai! I have grown to like Ivan and Vasily. They have performed their job very well. And besides who are you going to replace them with instead?"

"I'm thinking fags. Although Yuri might have a hard time finding them within the organization."

"Give me that!" I grabbed Nikolai's phone, and he's actually calling Yuri. Oh gosh, my future husband is too much.

"I'm comfortable with I.V, if you relieve them I'm going to punish you Nikolai."

"Yah? What kind of punishment?"

"Well a punishment fit for a king of course."

"Hmm I like the sound of that."

"Im going to castrate you." I gestured cutting is penis off with my fingers.

The two looked disgusted. I just let out a laugh while slow clapping my hands.

"She's a lunatic brother." Said Alexei while looking at me.

"That's exactly why we love her brother." Said Nikolai as he turns to face my back and plants small bites on my skin.