I woke up with these bright ass lights shining in my eyes. I hissed as it burned my eyes and used my hands to cover them. I rubbed them for a little bit and then I slowly moved them and blinked slowly trying to get used to the light.

When my eyes finally got used to the light I noticed it was a room that I have become so accustomed to. In less than a year I been to the hospital about 4 times, I hate it. I don't know what I did to people for them to do shit to me.

I don't remember how or why i'm here though. I just know that I was dancing with Rowan and then I went for water and everything after that is blurry. I didn't drink alcohol right? I couldn't have, I wouldn't but I don't what else to think.

What if whatever happened to me affects my baby? I don't think I could live with myself if that happened because it's my job to protect him or her.

I tried to relax my thoughts because my head is killing me. As I laid and tried to get comfortable my hand subconsciously went to my stomach my head still went in many directions at once. I took deep breathes trying to make light of the situation. My brain feels a little disoriented but it's getting better with time.

I heard the door open and my attention went to that side of the room. Arlo walked in looking at her phone with a serious expression on her face, she looked angry and that's to be expected since her girl is in the hospital for reasons that I still don't know yet.

She looked up at me and noticed that I was awake and looking at her. She locked her phone and pushed it in her pocket before walking well more like running over to me.

"How you feeling princess?"

"Like I got hit by a bus."

"Do you remember anything that happened last night?" She asked holding my hand.

"Rowan and I were dancing and I wanted water so I went to the bar and asked for a water, someone was standing next to me and I know them but I can't remember who it was specifically." I tried my best to respond.

"Is that all?" I could tell she was mad that she couldn't get any full info from me.

"Yes, I'm sorry."

"It's okay my love, it's not your fault. When we go home we're going to have a family meeting okay?"

"Okay." I whispered out feeling myself getting anxious.

"You don't have to be worried baby." She said kissing the back of my hand.

I just gave her a tight lip smile and she gave me a bag of clothes then she left. I shook out of it and started to put on the clothes in the bag which was just a oversized shirt and sweatpants. When I finished getting dressed I walked out of the door and I was met my Rowan.

I looked around to see if Arlo or Levi was there but they weren't. Rowan looked at me like she was trying to read or calculate me. If she thinks I'm mad then she's wrong, I wasn't mad at her cause she didn't do anything wrong.

"I'm not mad so stop looking at me like that." I playfully pushed her shoulder and gave her a smile.

I could tell she was still in her head about it, beating herself up and that's far from what I want.

"Rowan you couldn't of known and that's okay, we're okay." I walked closer to her with my arms out. She looked like she needed a hug.

She reciprocated the hug and from the way her body loosened I could tell she stopped feeling tense. When we pulled a part she looked better than before which is good.

"Now that we got that cleared up where is Levi and Arlo?"

"In the car waiting for us, I told them to go ahead." She explained.

"Okay I see, so what now?"

"Don't worry about it, let's get you home."

We got to the car and I went into the back seat with Rowan. I laid my head on her shoulder and found myself getting evolved into the salience. The whole ride was quiet, it was like everybody was afraid to talk as if they would say something wrong.

I didn't speak on it though, if they don't want to talk or wasn't comfortable then I can't talk them out of it. When we got home all of us went to the livingroom per Arlo's asking. I sat on the right of the couch, Levi in the middle and Rowan to her left, Arlo stood in front of us.

"With all that happened I want Levi and Storm to fly somewhere safe until I find everybody involved." She stated blankly.

"What!? That could take fucking months." Levi said outraged.

I know where Levi is coming from she wouldn't want to be separated from her sister and her girlfriend for months. But at the same time I think deep down she knows that it's dangerous for us to stay here and it would be dangerous for Arlo and Rowan too since from what I can understand they are going to haunt them down.

"Levi it's for your own good, yes It might take long but wouldn't you rather be safe?" Arlo asked.

"Who's better to keep us safe then you and Rowan?" Levi countered.

"This is us keeping you safe, keeping you both safe." Arlo said frustrated.

"Okay, whatever." Levi said pushing herself up from the chair running up to her room.

"I'll go talk to her." Rowan said getting up.

I watched her walk out of the room and looked back at Arlo.

"So are you mad at me to?" She asked shaking her head.

"No, I understand why you're doing this it just would be a lot." I replied honestly.

She walked over to to the couch and sat next to me. She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me impossibly closer to her.

"Baby I know it's going to be hard but we will get through this. I'll be there with you before you even know it." She smiled at me.

"If you make me have this baby without you, then I'll cut your dick off." I smiled cause baby i'm serious.

"So violent woman." She laughed.

"Just making sure you know what you are potentially getting yourself into.

She told me that we would talk more tomorrow but that we should ger rest. We went up to our room and as soon as I touched the bed I fell asleep.