Amor'e laid in her bed allowing the thoughts of him to consume her mind.

How good he looked, how great he smelled the aroma still lingered in her nostrils.

She'd gone so far as to imagine a relationship with him but then the thought of him only wanting a friendship was thrown in there first she too thought about as well.

She was cool with the fact of friendship.... Was she tho?

This was the guy that had her heart from ever since his lisp days back in 05'.

She was a part of team breezy from the very start and hadn't folded on him...ever.

Apart from her Chris Brown fantasies she'd meditated on the idea of making an Instagram account.

Her and kaya were known around the Atlanta area, she took a lot of pictures together and apart and it would be good for her business as well if new followers could be driven towards her online store and hopefully visit one of her locations.

"Fuck it! I'm gonna make one" she said to herself.

She proceeded to download the app and made my name and did a bio.

@theyloveamor'e

- Ik y'all been waiting, so I finally made an account.So stop being on my ass jk jk love y'all tho❤️

She posted the picture an in no time her page started blowing up

Her page racked up nearly 100k followers in an hour.

She scrolled through her comments.

She chuckled seeing that comment, her best friend never failed to make her laugh even on a bad day.

What happened next left her speechless.

when she saw drake's comment she forgot all about the shoots she was supposed to do for him.

A couple months ago he'd reached out via email from her business page and asked if she could model for his brand ovo.

He'd offered her a million dollar contract that she'd failed to sign because of her being busy.

But the next few comments from celebs really had her feeling herself, never in a million years did she think Megan the motherfucking Stallion miss hot girl herself, would be in my comments.

A bitch almost passed away at that moment.

She was dying with laughter, when she got a call from an unknown number.

[Phone convo]

"Hello!?" I said hearing a chuckle that instantly made my eyes widen and a smile appear on my face.

"So you get famous and you forget boutta nigga huh?" I laughed.

"Whatttt nawww, just thought i'd post a lil picture that's all".

"I was thinking you should come through. I'm gone have a little party at my rental this weekend and was wondering if you and you girls can make it cuz my niggas Trey and August can't stop talking bout them" he said as she laughed

"Alright we'll be there , I'm always down for a party. Text me the addy" she

Both talked for about 2 hours before saying our goodbyes.

[Phone convo over]

Chris is a good soul, but I need to watch myself with him. He is known to be a player and I want a real relationship not some entanglement/cheating situation like my last long term relationship.

Ding!

Chris had texted me the address and I saved his number as Chrissy😍😭. I mean it's cute right?. I texted Kaya and Niah about everything and they were so hyped.

Niah is also one of my very close friends. How we grew so close in such a short space of time.

She also head of sales at my store.

The week flew by like a flash, before I blinked it was Saturday morning.

Waking up I said my prayer thanking God for the new day that I was able to see, after I got on my phone checking emails for work .

I replied to a few more important messages about photoshoots also letting drake's team know that once i got the time that i'll come by to do the photoshoot.

By the time that I was done. I made my way downstairs to get some breakfast. I made some oatmeal, with some fruit on the side along with a glass of orange juice. I sat at my dining table and ate while scrolling through Instagram.

My eyes widened in shock, I racked up another 200,000 followers I nearly chocked on my food, I guess people really fucked with a bitch to be following me that fast.

After a few hours of relaxation, me and the girls decided to do a few hours at the store, we goofed around and sold a bunch of things.

"So amor'e what's up with you and breezy!?" Niah asked as Kaya smirked, I just laughed.

"Girl you know he likes you right shoulda seen the way that he was looking at that ass the other night at the club, not to mention he invited you to his lil party!" Kaya added.

"Alright, alright y'all nothing is going on we are just friends" I made the situation clear to them.

"Wait ain't he still messy with lil miss krochy look a like!?, that girl from Germany?" Niah asked as making me shrug my shoulders shrugged i knew that they were rumours about Chris and her expecting a baby boy together.

Not gone lie it hurt but then i realized that wasn't my dude.

"Y'all tripping it's just a party, which reminds me we gotta go home and change, his rental house is 3 hours from here" I said as they nodded and we walked outside.

We went our separate ways and journeyed home. When I got home I got in a hot steamy shower , I washed my hair with my Pantene conditioner and shampoo and washed my body with an apple and berry scented body wash from Bath Body Works, I then shaved my girl areas.

After I stepped out I went to the sink area and plucked my eyebrows, and placed on a Lush face mask that brightens and freshens the skin.

After the mask dried, I washed it off and put on toner and moisturizer.

I walked down the hall to my closet and picked out an outfit.

I got started on my hair, I decided to create a different version of myself ya girl known for always switching it up with my hair colours and wigs.

After that I did my makeup and grabbed my purse, phone and keys to my Jeep, I took a picture and left.

Minutes later I picked the girls up and we were now on our way to Chris's lil rental house in Buckhead.

It seems like if we had been driving for hours Niah was on live and we were all lit, but I was driving so I had to keep the hype to a minimum.

"Rich nigga, eight figure, that's my type!" my ringtone blasted through the car, with chris's name appearing on it.

"Oop- sis you better get that yo man's calling" Kaya said as she and Niah just was too hype.

"Shut Up hoe!" i replied laughing.

"Wassup," i said.

"Bro, were the fuck you at girl!?, my shit started like an hour ago don't tell me yo ass ain't coming cause I'll come get you!" he said sounding pissed.

"Calm down brown we on our way, we just stopped to get some things" I said as the girls giggled.

"Mhm get here NOW!" he said as I replied with an "okay".

"That nigga crazy bruh, I told you bitch one dose of that amor'e smile he whipped for life imagine what that pussy do!" Niah said as we all busted out laughing.

An hour later we arrived at this big house , we drove up the ramp and parked. I told Niah and Kaya to head on in while I secured our stuff, now being a Compton bitch we hid our shit under mattresses and in the heel of our shoes. But I had this compartment underneath the back seat where I stored all of our stuff. I grabbed my keys and my phone and walked in.

As I walked through the door, the smell of weed and booze hit my nose. I then laid my eyes on my girls talking to Trey and Aug.

I shook my head and made my way to the bar. I poured myself some Henny, I then felt some arms around my waist feeling his head in between my neck.

[Flashback]

I went over to Chris's because he wanted to chill , he was giving me a tour of his house when I had to use the bathroom, he showed it to me. After I was done I came out but was quickly attacked by him kissing me, he lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his body.

He threw me on the bed and wasted no time in undressing me. He sucked on my boobs as I moaned lowly, he kissed down my stomach until he made it to my pearl.

He proceeded to take my panties off with his teeth and dived in.

"Ooouuu shit!"I moaned as he kept going.

"Fuckkkkkk" I whined, dragging out my words, his mouth was on my pussy with a strong grip.

After the festivities we hooked up one more time before he had some shows to do.

"Hey sexy" he said in my ear, as I could feel his dick on my ass.

"Hey" I smiled, turning around too, facing him, he leaned in for a kiss as I dodged it and took a sip of my drink.

"So you didn't give daddy a kiss?"

grabbing and smacking my ass

"Chris, people are gone see!" I groaned saying he sucked his teeth.

"Fuck them niggas, comere give daddy kiss" he demanded looking me in the eye.

"Chrissssss!" He gripped my ass even harder.

"Listen how about you spending the night, I like you amor'e and not to mention you got that good pus-" he started but I quickly hushed him up.

"Bro when you gonna be mine?" he pouted.

I gave him the

"When you get that lil rugrat off your back then i'll give it a thought, I'm not gone be no side bitch" I made it clear to him even though he just kissed me.

"I want you amor'e, you make me feel a different way forreal the past few weeks man I have been in my feelings cuz I wanna make you mine before I leave next week I'm being forreal" he said looking me in my eyes.

"I don't know chris, i mean how are we gonna make this thing work with girls practically throwing themselves at you, like am i going to be your only one tho?" he looked at me with sadness in his eyes, sadness that i have seen in his eyes before.

"Look amor 'e I can't deny that i'm feeling you and I wanna try this but only if you will, I don't want you to think about other girls i want your focus if we do this to be on us" I saw nothing but sincerity and truth when i looked into the eyes.

"Okay chris but if you cheat on me, we're do w you hear me?" I warned him.

"I'll do my best baby". we shared a kiss too seal the deal.

We spent the rest of the night vybing, drinking, smoking and dancing I really wanted to wait a little more until I knew for sure he wasn't going to have a son with her and that we got a to know each other a little better but I said to myself ''take a risk amor'e'' it can't hurt you more than your ex already did.... right?.

I was scared to say the least but look at ciara and future didn't work out but god sent her Russell.

So maybe chris is my Russell?