These past few months have honestly been good for me and amor'e.

I love her.

I honestly do she is everything that i can ask for but.....

The thing is I've been keeping some stuff from her.

Ive been going through alot recently shit i'm always going through some shit even before she came along its always been ''chris brown did this....chris briwn did that?''.

That shit gets old sometimes I'm just like f everyone leave me alone or ill out a bullet in your brain but i have to remember my daughter and my mom like who gone take care of them if im locked up ?.

Mor'e caught me drinking at the party a while back and shit got out of hand ,i listen control of myself and i hit her...i -i fucked up Big Time.

I apologized to her so much times i still feel like i should be apologizing i felt how i felt a decade ago at that point i feel like shit.

I can never make that mistake again i thought to myself.

I cannot loose her .

That would just be another that i let get away and i can't afford for that too happen .

Not this time.

I see myself settling down with her i really do you may think a nigga is loco but im talking the truth i love that girl .

Her sense of style, she looks good in almost anything she put on, her vibe is out of this world, her curves ugh just everything about this girl makes me so happy.

And imma let the world know for sure.

I heard light footsteps on the concreate ground.

I had been out by the pool sitting on the pool chair just thinking with my back to everything.

I felt her hands wrapped around me and her breath on my neck.

She placed her soft lips on my cheek and she hugged me from behind.

Amor'e: you okay?

Me: yeah I'm cool

Amor'e: you sure babe?

Me: amor'e i love you please don't ever forget that

I pulled her onto of me with one swift move , she straddle my lap and her hands around my neck .

Me:i love you so much please don't leave me .....ever

Amor'e: i love you too chris and im not going anywhere okay?

She reassured me as she wasn't going anywhere but i still couldn't help but feel like i was gonna mess shit up .

She leaned in and kissed my lips ,i wasted no time i kissimg her back , my hands found her butt and squeezed it chasing her to moan in my mouth turning me on.

Her moans were like music to my ears .

She had on an oversized t-shirt with black lace panties underneath.

She gave me this look that let me know that she wanted it too.

My hands slide underneath her shirt and pulled her panties to the side.

She reached down and gripped 'CJ' out of my sweatpants.

I moaned at her touch this girl really have a nigga acting like this no other woman has had me moaning just by touching my dick.

She lifted herself up and slid my dick into her wet paradise.

I looked down at my dick disappearing into her as she bounced up and down.

"Fuck" i moaned out as my hands found her waist making her bounce harder.

I smacked her ass which hyped her up even more ,her moans were uncontrollable which made me even more hard.

"Sh--it ugh" she bounced even harder making me groan as her words were broken up caused by her constant bouncing.

Me: shit

She started riding me her wetness was all over my lower area, her cum coated my dick .

She let her now black hair loose ,she was like me didn't keep one colour for long and it worked so well for her too.

Amor'e: daddy im gonna cum!

I slid to the edge of the pool chair and started thrusting upwards making her moan even louder.

I bet the neighbors now know my name.....shit if i had any.

I trusted faster and harder making her face scrunch up as her orgasm was fastly approaching.

Amor'e: im cumming! Shit

Me: fuck this pussy so good

We came together , she shook uncontrollably riding out her orgasm.

Amor'e: i love you

Me: i love you too *kisses her*

After me and chris made love this morning he took us to the bedroom and we went to sleep.

After we got up we took a shower and got ready for the day .

Today was a chill day honestly, i took some pictures for Instagram , we ordered some food and now im on live .

Me: y'all what colour should i do next one my hair? *passes hand through straight hair while meaning against the counter *

@ - yellow!!!!! You would look so good

-pink!!!

- brown or some shit ask Chris he always know

Me: y'all yellow ion know i ain't never tried yellow ,pink august i had pink already bro, brown hmm naw i need something that pops chrissss!

I heard his footsteps coming down the hall to the bathroom in which i was in.

Chris: yeah babe?

Me: what colour should i do?

Chris: do blonde

Ouuu see my baby is smart.

Chris: im gonna do it too

Me: ight imma do it now though

Chris: ight well lets start

Me: okay y'all we gone do it rn

After hours of coloring and washing chris's hair/ dying my wig and installing it I'm finally done with both of our hair and it looks so good.

Chris: you look sexy damn

I laughed as he grabbed my ass and spanked it...HARD.

Me: babe we still on live cool it

He gave me a 'nigga are you serious look' which made me bust out laughing but i know he wasnt playing.

He gave me three slaps on my ass and ended the live .

Me: chrissss!!!

Chris: save that moaning for tonight baby

I rolled my eyes making him pull me to him.

He tried kissing me but i swerved him until he grabbed me roughly and kissed me.

This man is gonna be the death of me.

Tokyo : you sure you wanna do the whole thing blonde

After yesterday i decided to the the whole thing blonde and save this other wig for another time so right now Tokyo is coloring another wig full blonde for the event later.

I was invited to the Kylie Skin Cosmetics Summer launch party as a special guest by kylie herself .

Me and her got accquainted when we met at travis's 'Mom Look I Can Fly' premiere and we instantly hit it off she is rich a nice and kind person she is nothing like people describe her to be and this is why i never judge people from their look or based off of what people say about them.

If i did that i wouldn't be with chris .

Anyway im taking Tokyo with me tonight as my plus one .

Tokyo: girllll this wig and the outfit is gonna be amazing together

Me: well you and shyla did pick it out

Tokyo: yeah that's true

After Tokyo finished the wig he got started on my hair while i scrolled through Instagram.

That took roughly two hours plus he stayed it so and extra thirty minutes good thing we started this at two the event is at 7 .

With the styling and the washing and dying everything took really long not to mention tokyo still had to get ready.

After he did my makeup he got started on his hair and his makeup.

Having a stylist who does everything it really comes in handy.

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Tokyo wore an Versace shirt buttoned down giving visual of his chest tattoo , his skin oiled to perfection ,his hair straightened and clicked back into a ponytail he wore some similar fendi shoes along with an black gucci bag.

When they arrived at the venue they were escorted out of the car and into the building by chris's bodyguards jamal and hoody.

Kylie: omg you guys look so good!

She praised us and gave us a hug.

Me: you look fab babe

Tokyo: yeah this dress is too die for boo

Kylie: your welcome and thank you , i appreciate you guys coming to support

Me: anytime love

After our conversation we took pictures with the professional photographers that kylie had there using her kylie skin backdrop.

We did alot of networking and got too meet some really amazing celebs like James Charles , Jaclyn Hill, Nikita Dragon and alot more we also got a chance too meet the rest of the Kardsahian-Jenner Clan.

I made alot of friends from this night , i got to bond with stromie and al the kids everyone took pictures and had a great time , im really glad that i came tonight .

When we got back too my house i posted some pictures from that day.

- Fendi Princess👸🏽

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Today was just perfect.