Jungkook's heart was pounding and he seemed to get lost in Jimin's touch once more. He wanted to kiss Jimin, but the two hesitated and shared a moment with a gentle gaze that left the two only longing for something greater. Jimin's hands were fixed over Jungkook’s hips and his eyes were leading down to the boy's cloud like lips. Even Jimin seemed to want to kiss Jungkook, but they stood there with silence guiding them on. Just then, Jungkook felt Jimin remove his hands from the younger's waist and rest over the rails. Not wanting to let Jungkook go either.

“What am I doing?” Jimin whispered to himself and kept his eyes focused onto the younger student, caged against the rails of the balcony. “I can't kiss you… I don't want to hurt you…” Continued the older and turned his head slightly away and still keeping his hands planted onto the rail. “I'll end up hurting you…”

“Why do you think you'll hurt me, Jimin? You'll never hurt me… I know it.” Jungkook assured as his hands slowly explored over Jimin soft coat and rested over his chest to have him closer against his body. “You never told me why you always felt like a threat to my well-being.”

“I'm not so stable as I seem… I'm too complicated, too controlling, and too much of a selfish and chaotic guy… I might hurt you. That's why I don't want to kiss you and promise you I wouldn't. I don't want to disappoint you…” Jimin spoke of this like it has happened before. He looked at Jungkook and this made the boy realize that this was what he meant over the phone before.

“You won't hurt me or disappoint me, Jimin… If anything… I like you too much to care if you do…” Jungkook confessed and thought it would be better to use the word ‘like’ for now. Even if he truly loved Jimin deep down. “I couldn't get you out of my head at all… No matter how many days or weeks has passed, I just wanted you for the longest…” Jimin listened to Jungkook’s words and realized that the boy seeked for something more than just a friendship for the night. As for Jimin, he found red flags everywhere. But with doubts being silenced in his head from left and right, he went for it and slowly moved in to press his forehead against Jungkook's right after.

“I couldn't get over you even if I tried to.” Jimin concluded. Giving Jungkook a feeling that Jimin wanted him as well. But as Jimin battled in his head to kiss the boy, Jungkook ran his hand up Jimin's chest and locked his arms around the man's neck to keep him in place. Within seconds, Jimin closed his eyes and kissed the boy before him. Jungkook at last felt the gentle first kiss of the first man he has ever wanted. Jimin's lips against his was soft, affectionate and gentle. The two didn't know what floated around in each other's mind, but they knew for sure that they didn't want to break away. Surely, Jimin felt something bigger in his heart that was pounding in sync with Jungkook's, he felt different, he felt wanted, appreciated, and this led to their kisses breaking up for one second until they reunited lips once again.

It was only now that Jungkook smiled in between the kiss as his face turned red; showing off Jimin's weakness like this. Just as they made out for the first time at the balcony of the apartment building, Yoongi seemed to walk up the steps of the stairs before stopping and looking up to see Jungkook and Jimin kissing and smiling at that very moment. As Yoongi stood there in disbelief, he dropped a small bundle of roses he collected for Jungkook and kept an emotionless stare right at the two.

“Jungkook…” Yoongi thought as his eyes were locked onto the two… Until he caught the attention of Park Jimin. Jimin's eyes opened and smiled into the kiss while he stared at Yoongi. Looking as if he owned Jungkook and the older just stood there to stare in jealousy. With all of this, Yoongi backed away slowly and hid at the bottom of the stairs as Jungkook finally broke the kiss.

“Jimin… Jimin that was my first kiss with a man…” Jungkook whispered and let out a soft giggle once he threw his head against the chest of the older. “What are we doing?”

“You're so innocent, Jungkook… Gentle and innocent..” Jimin whispered to the boy's ear and smiled to himself before telling Jungkook sweet nothings. “Why are you so confused? Someone as perfect as you shouldn't be so confused over something as innocent as a gentle kiss. Do I make your beautiful mind run wild?~” Right there, Jimin's hands slid up to Jungkook's hands before holding them with his. “First we were playing around… Then we ended up kissing, do you like me that much?”

Jungkook innocently nodded his red face as Jimin rolled Jungkook's hair back and fixed the glasses over the boy's round eyes. “You're perfect…” Jimin whispered to the boy. It was words everyone wanted to hear from their crush and this was it. Words like that made Jungkook feel so complete and loved, he paid no attention to anything else other than Jimin that night. They held hands as Jungkook finally unlocked the door and walked in with Jimin by his side. However, they haven't confirmed any relationship status just yet, But of course, it didn't stop Jungkook from wondering if they need more time to be together in order to say they were in a relationship.

As Jungkook walked into the apartment place with Jimin, the older broke away the contact they had of their hands joined and locked the door before following Jungkook to the bedroom. By there, Jungkook walked over to his own bed and laid back to see Jimin following inside the room as well. “Nice place you have here, Jungkook. Small but very well decorated.” Jimin mentioned as Jungkook was thinking of something in his own head. “What are you thinking about?”

“Who… Who is Suyong? Is she… Your girlfriend? Don't tell me you have someone… and kissed me because you pitied me.” Jungkook wondered and sat up to see Jimin switch on a lamp in the dimmed room. “The waiter was talking about someone named Suyong. Is she-”

“He. Suyong is a little boy. He's my little friend. Although, I raised him as my own. He's in Japan, a little one year old boy. Very adorable.” Jimin answered as Jungkook kept watching Jimin take off his own coat while he looked around. “His mother… Didn't want him, she's a crazy drug addict and his father left him. I saved him from his mother. He's like my own.”

“Have you ever… Got a hold of his father?” Jungkook asked and kept his hands planted over the bed in silence.

“I don't think the father even knows…” Jimin replied and let out a chuckle. “Let's stop talking about Suyong. All you need to know is that, he's a little boy that I take care of.” Jimin then looked around the room to see the picture of Jungkook with the girl he mentioned before. “It looks like the two of you were close.” Pointed out the man as Jungkook smiled and stood up.

“We were. Best friends since the beginning of high school and then she left me.” Jungkook then scoffed and pointed his head down as Jimin finally approached him and rose his chin up to make the boy face him. “Did I ever love her? Never did...”

“It was just one night then… Did you enjoy it?” Jimin asked as Jungkook then hit Jimin's shoulder playfully and began to giggle once he threw his head down. “Ah, I'll stop asking that then.”

“You're so weird, Park Jimin!” Jungkook laughed as he then stood up and stretched before approaching a cabinet where he began to pick out blankets for Jimin to sleep in the living room. “Anyway, you can sleep in the living room and I'll be in here.” Jungkook pointed out as he walked over to the bed and set the blankets over the mattress so Jimin could take a look at them. “You can take all three blankets if you want to...”

“Going to bed already?” Jimin asked and stood behind Jungkook to give him a hug from the back so gently; guiding his hands down Jungkook's waist and holding him close. “Let's just talk a little longer. I feel more happier with the sound of your voice…”

“Jimin…” Jungkook whispered and felt the man's hands latch onto his waist and his lips slowly guide over the side of his neck so carefully. Right there, Jimin left a warm and soft kiss over his neck as Jungkook felt the urge to close his eyes from such a feeling that he longed to experience. He never thought warm kisses over the side of his neck would be his own weakness. Right there, Jimin moved Jungkook's head back to rest over his own shoulder and position the younger's face to his before kissing him. This silenced the boy as Jimin kept his lips sealed with Jungkook's

The sounds of their kiss breaking up and reuniting once more made the boy slowly begin to question what was happening, but he didn't want to stop. He felt Jimin's hands run up his waist and over his neck. It was like Jimin was softly choking Jungkook into the kiss, but the man applied no pressure. Only keeping his hand over Jungkook's neck. “J-Jimin…” Whispered the boy softly and couldn't stop himself from continuing the kiss he shared with Jimin. He wanted the man and it was obvious that now, Jimin wanted him too. Suddenly, Jimin couldn't contain himself; he turned the boy around and continued to passionately kiss him while Jungkook rose his hands to cup Jimin's face. Leading them to fall back against the bed and over the blankets Jungkook set out for Jimin prior.

It was an addicting itch Jungkook had just growing and he couldn't help but to give in, he recalled that day he masturbated to Jimin and moaned his name so helplessly. But now, this felt good to Jungkook. He felt free to kiss Jimin and pant in between it while they kissed over the bed passionately. “Oh...what are you doing to me…?” Jungkook breathed softly in between the kiss and kept a heavy pant as Jimin's lips teased his gently.

“I want to keep you…” Jimin replied and pressed his head against Jungkook's after. The man hinted sex but of course, he never wanted to move any further than kisses over Jeon Jungkook’s lips until he was given permission to do so. Even if Jimin carried a dominant aura, he was worried he'd hurt the boy like he mentioned before.

Jungkook knew what Jimin implied, he felt chills down his spine after hearing those words and it only caused him to worry. “I've… I've never had sex with a man…” Jungkook whispered in a more nervous tone to his voice. He knew what Jimin asked indirectly and the thoughts of it pushed him to long for it. He has desired Park Jimin for a while now, but he was also nervous about this being his first time with a man. “Jimin… I want to… But I'm so nervous...”

“So innocent..” Jimin told the boy and looked down at him as he caged over Jeon Jungkook underneath him. “Nervous… If you don't want to, you don't have to…” With that, Jimin then began to move back and get off Jungkook when the boy suddenly gripped onto Jimin's hands to slowly intertwine with them.

“Please…” Jungkook begged as Jimin lightly smirked and titled his head. “I want to…”

“Are you sure?” Jimin reassured and got on his knees over Jungkook's body. Watching the boy underneath him nod his own head to assure Jimin once more. “Alright then, since it's your first time with a man and I don't want to hurt you… I'll try to be gentle with you~” Jimin answered with his devious smirk before licking his lips as if he looked at his prey underneath him. Jimin began to unbutton his own dress shirt as Jungkook watched with his breathing growing heavy. Slowly watching Jimin remove his clothes, led Jungkook to strip himself from his own white dress shirt as well.

Jimin then managed to remove buttoned up shirt first and take his tie off after. Watching Jungkook struggle to remove his, this left Jimin to chuckle as he helped the boy, then grabbed both of Jungkook's wrists. Pinning them over his head right after. “Don't worry about that… do you want to play with me now?~” Jimin whispered to Jungkook's ear and guided his wet kisses along the younger college student’s sensitive neck. “Let's play together… I won't be too hard on you… Is that okay?”

Jungkook closed his eyes and huffed feeling Jimin's repeatedly wet kisses against his pale skin until he guided the tip of his tongue to lick the side of his neck; soon leading into a hickey being formed after he sucked onto the small part of his pale skin. “O-Oh Jimin… y-yes…oh yes, please...” Jungkook accepted in a whimper close to a moan as Jimin pulled his lips away from the younger's neck after. Undoing the knot of his tie and then, tying Jungkook's wrists together before they were ready to begin.

“There's no going back now…~”