I was in horrible pain. I hated it. I looked at Jaxon. He was holding my hand. I was pushing. I let out a little yell.

"Don't yell" the nurse said. I wanted to punch her in the damn face.

"Shut the fuck up" I yelled. She rolled her eyes. I felt the pain again.

"Push" she said and I pushed.

A little cry. I looked down. The doctor put him on my stomach while he clipped the cord. He was so tiny and red. He picked him up and handed him to the nurse. I was still in pain until the placenta came out. I watched the nurses with our son. Jaxon walked over there and was smiling down at him. I wanted him so bad in my arms. Finally they brought him over to me for the skin to skin. I smiled down at our baby boy. Jaxon kisses my forehead.

"You did good babe" he said. I nodded and held on to him.

I was in the hospital for two more days after that. Then we finally went home. My mom helped get my room ready for when we came back. I laid down on the bed with him. He was sleeping. I yawned. I grabbed my phone and set it for two hours for when he would need his next feeding. I closed my eyes and fell asleep cuddling my little human.

I woke up to the alarm and panicked. He wasn't next to me. I looked to the little chair to see Jaxon holding him and feeding him a bottle. I shook my head.

"Your mom told me you pumped some milk and put it in the fridge before you laid down with him" he said. I nodded.

"Kind of gave me a heart attack a second ago. Didn't know where he went" I replied.

"Did you hear that? We scared your mommy" he whispered towards him. I shook my head.

"Maybe we should move in together. Be together to take care of our son" he said.

"Maybe" I replied shrugging. He nodded and looked down at him.

Everyone was coming over to my house for dinner and to spend some time with Mathias. I looked around the room at everyone crowding around me while I held him. I needed some space. I gave him to Bree and got up from the couch. I went to the kitchen and grabbed some water. I turned around and leaned against the counter near the sink. I took a drink and then put it down on the counter. I crossed my arms and took a deep breath. Jaxon came in and smiled at me. I smiled back.

"Do you wanna go out for a bit?" He asked. I nodded. We went back into the living room.

"They have him. I already asked them to watch Mathias" he said. I nodded. I have Mathias a kiss on the forehead and went with Jaxon.

We drove around for a bit and then we went into the drive thru at Wendy's. We got some food and he drove us to an apartment building. He grabbed our bag of food and got out. I followed him. We went up to the second floor and he opened up a door. I stepped in and looked around.

"What is this place?" I asked.

"It's our place. It has two bedrooms. I got it last week for us and after today. I think maybe we could move in together like I said earlier" he answered. I nodded while still looking around. I checked out the bedrooms and saw the one that would be Mathias's room. It had a crib in there with a rocking chair. Along with a changing table. There was boxes and boxes of diapers and wipes in the closet. I was shocked. I went into the other room and had a huge king sized bed in there. A stand with a tv on top of it too. I went back out into the living room.

"There's more furniture on the way in the next couple days. My parents and Bree helped me with it" he said. I nodded.

"It's nice" I replied.

"So what do you think?" He asked.

"Okay" I answered smiling at him. He smiled back at me and kissed me.