I sat in the living room with Kayden as her mother sat in the kitchen cooking.

Every time I looked over at Kayden she'd look down smiling.

I can't believe this is really happening she's really letting me in. I thought this day would never come.

"Kell!?" I heard Kay call to me.

"Yeah love?"

"Your phones ringing" she said to me catching me off guard.

I looked down finally hearing my ringtone and answered when I saw it was Macy.

"Hey mace what's up?" I spoke into the phone as Kayden looked up at me.

"Everything going good for you?" She asked me.

"Yes everything's fine I'm just over at ms kaylina's with Kayden and Ashley. Were all just sitting in the living room chilling.. Well me and Kayden is. Ashley was crying.. She up in her room." I told Macy.

"Hmm. Mom was just on her way over there. Ima come with" she said to me causing me to laugh.

"Alright , make that move then sis" I told her.

She laughed and spoke up again "ight well I love you see you in a few"

"Alright love you too" I told her hanging up.

Kayden looked up at me and smiled muting the TV.

"Soo?" She said folding her legs lookin at me.

"What's up baby girl?" I asked her.

Her smile faded and she mugged me "ight I understand I agreed to start over, but please miss me with that gay shit. Im not stud for stud like Chris is, I really prefer you to stick with my name. Ight?" She said causing me to nod.

Honestly I thought everything would be fine and I'd have her to myself but I honestly see that she not letting this stud for stud shit go.. So ima just have to take things slow with her... I mean at least I get to say that I have my best friend back.

"Ight, Kay I understand" I told her nodding.

"Good" she replied back with a sheepish smile.

"So um anyways, what was it like?" She asked me.

I looked at her confused. "What was what Like?" I asked her.

"Being in New York for 14 years?" She said.

I glared at her "ohhh. Uh well actually I was only in new York for 13 years , I moved back here last year and like our mom's ended up meeting that day in the store cause I begged her to go get me some pickles. She actually thought that y'all had moved and we'd never see y'all again but nahh I had faith." I told her as she shook her head laughing.

" you didn't even answer my question butthead" she said causing me to laugh.

"Oh yeah, uh well living in New York wasn't the best of choices if you ask me. Shit them bitches in queens was ratchet as fuck. They stayed yelling or pulling knifes out on muh fuckas" I told her being honest

She looked at me laughing "well damn looks like you had it pretty hard up there huh?" She asked.

"I mean yeah. I just was not finna put up with nobodies kids. And then when I was in school I stayed into fights and shit."

"Tsk, sound like me." She said I just smirked nodding at her.

"Wait so what's up with the mysterious kalley?" I asked her.

She rolled her eyes shaking her head. "Oh her?, she's this girl I've been on and off with since my senior year in high school."

"Yeah?" I asked her.

"Yeah well I mean dont get me wrong kalleys an amazing girl, but ion think she's right for me, like I continue to cheat and cheat on her but all she does is take me back, and hell sometimes ion even beg or have remorse for doing what I he out here doing with these Lil hoes" she said speaking the truth.

I just nodded

"Yeah, how about you? You got any bitches in ya life right now?" She asked me.

I smiled looking down a lil " well yeah, theres this one girl, I wouldn't quite call her a hoe or bitch or anything but I have a lot of built up emotions for her. But she tends to push me away so ion plan on really telling her my true feelings anytime soon" I told her.

She just nodded and laughed "look at you over there blushing and shit. This chick must really have you whipped." She said.

"Oh you have no fucking clue" I told her looking away.

Next thing you know the door bell rung and in walked Macy and my mom.

I looked over at them "where's pops?" I asked.

"The nigga ain't wanna get his lazy ass out the bed" my mother said causing me kayden and Macy to laugh.

"Damn ma." I said as she gave me a glare.

" I mean dang ma" I said quickly correcting myself causing Kayden to snicker.

I just glared at her. "Ain nun funny nigga!" I said looking her up and down.

"Obviously it is if I'm laughing" she said getting smart back with me

"I see yo mouth still smart as fuck" I told her looking her up and down.

"Ain't shit gone ever change about my mouth" she said mugging me.

My momma Macy and ms kaylina stood there stairing at us.

"And y'all stay talking shit to each other but never have enough balls to pass a lick. Shut that weak ass nigga shit up" my mama said causing me and Kayden both to glare at her.

" y'all got some type of shit in y'all eyes or some?" My mama continued causing ms kaylina to join in

" y'all better stop looking at my friend like that for y'all get fucked up" she said.

"On my nation I'll run y'all shit" my mama said causing me and kay to burst into laughter.

"Man fuck this I quit" I said laughing hard.

My mama and her friend got issues. These niggas in this bitvh gang banging and shit.

I looked around and noticed that Macy had ran off up to Ashley's room..

That's weird because usually her and Ashley would chill down stairs or some... Lately they been staying to they're self and every time we'd come around they'd act weird as fuck.

I just shook off my thoughts bringing my attention back to what was going on.

I sat in bed hurt and broken.. I never thought that it would come to this... I'm not even sure yow the shit happened.. All I know is that I'm screwed.

I sighed reading the results over and over again... I'm fucking pregnant..

My life is over.. Ima have to stop cheering ima even have to drop outta school.. Cause I'm not fucking risking the chance of being bullied for being pregnant...

My mothers gonna beat the damn baby outta me when she finds out.

I sobbed softly in my pillow as my room door swung open.

"Ash?, what's wrong?" Macy asked me.

Great... Just the person I needed to see, I slowly sat up looking at her...

"Mace... Sit down.. Can we talk?" I asked her.

She made a face and sat on my bed looking at me.

"What's up love?" She asked me.

"Macy I'm pregnant" I told her with tears streaming down my face.

Her whole face changed. "Who else you fucked?" She asked me.

I looked at her like she was crazy.

"You fucking joking right?" I asked her shocked that she'd even ask that.

"Do I look like I'm fucking joking?" She asked.

"Macy I'm two weeks pregnant! You took my virginity two weeks ago. What the fuck do you mean ?" I yelled at her.

"Oh nahh, hell nahh. Ashley I did not get your ass pregnant! No! I wore a damn condom" she shouted at me.

"Condom my fucking ass! If you wore one I wouldn't be pregnant!" I shouted back at her.

" shit u would be pregnant if you fucked one of your niggas. Ashley your tripping. That damn baby ain't mines. Fuck what you talm bout" she said to me.

I laughed shaking my head... "This is what I get for messing with a pathetic ass bitch with a dick" I yelled glaring holes at her

She just chuckled and looked at me "yeah? Well you took all this dick and enjoyed it so you had to go try to find someone else to see if they coulda beat the pussy up like I did. They obviously did it wrong if they got yo ass pregnant" she said looking me right in the eyes.

"I can't believe I let you take my virginity" I screamed crying harder.

"Well you did. Thanks for giving me your card. It was fun. But yeah I gotta bounce cause yo ass dead ass tripping right now" she said to me.

She sounds like a actual fucking nigga right now... What the fuck did I ever do to deserve this shit man?...

"Get the fuck out!" I screamed throwing a water bottle at her.

She laughed carelessly as she left my room leaving me there quietly to think about the decision I was gonna have to make.

"I'm gonna get an abortion" I said aloud as I layed there crying myself to sleep.

I shook my head in disbelief as I stumbled out of Ashley's room, she crazy as fuck. I know for a fact I had a condom on, I did not get that heffer pregnant. Damn it.

I guess your wondering what happened actually? Well here's what's up.

I guess you could say im half male half female? A morphodyke? What ever you wanna call it but I was born with a penis and a vagina.

My mother didn't know what to do she told the doctors that she'd wait till I was older to make my own decision about it. And that's what she did.

I was embarrassed about it first, but I chose to keep it. So long story short I was with Ashley two weeks ago and she was complaining about her boy friend.

"Bruh I'm so damn tired of darious" Ashley said to me rolling her eyes I laughed hopping on her bed.

"What he do?" I asked her

"The nigga still fucking with that hoe Tasha " she told me groaning.

"Damn that's whack as fuck" I told her

"Right shaking my head, see this why I need to do what Kayden said and actually start fucking with females" I laughed at her.

"Why haven't you tried?" I asked.

"Cause a hitch love dick waaayy to much" she told me.

I smirked shaking my head.

"Better go try you a bitch with both" I told her.

"Bitch a morphodyke?" She asked me I only nodded at her.

She glared at me. "Have you ever been with another girl before?"

I shrugged "I'm bisexual so you know I then fucked me a couple of bitches from here and there" I told her

"With Rakell Lil plastic strap? Oh yeah sure" she said laughing her ass off.

"Oh you think I used a strap?" I asked her.

"Rakells? Yep" I looked at her smirking

"Nahh baby girl I used this bad boy" I told her pulling out my dick.

She glared at me "yo thats fake as fuck!" she told me laughing.

I glared at her making a face "touch and see how fake it is" I told her. and sure enough her ass took it in her hands and she quickly pulled her hand away making a face

"Bruh your a morphodyke?!" She asked glaring at me.

"Well if you put it like that I mean I guess"

She laughed at me as I put it away.

"Damnnn, that's cool as fuck" she said causing me to shake my head.

"Welp ya nigga Darious a weak ass hoe for fucking around on you but shit if you ever wanna fuck with a female to see if you like being with one then I'd love to fuck with you." I told her she smirked. And nodded.

"You know what since you brought this offer up, I'm willing to try it" she said glaring at me.

"Ashley you sure?" I asked her

She only nodded and I leaned in and kissed her. Shit got heated and one thing led to the next and I was giving her back strokes as she moaned throwing it back. And for a virgin her ass was a freak.

But like I said before I had a condom on, I know I'm not the one who got her pregnant so she can dead ass miss me with that bull shit.

I shrugged walking down the steps to see all eyes on me.

"Well hi there everyone" I said trying to sound as friendly as possible.

"What was that about?" Kayden asked me pointing up the steps.

"Oh that?, i was just tryna cheer ash up and I guess she wasn't okay with my words so she kicked me out the room and was throwing things" I told them lying.

I looked over at Rakell and she had a serious facial expression on her face as if she knew I was lying.

" maybe I should go and talk to my baby" ms kaylina said walking towards the steps.

"Nah ma dont. I got it" Kayden said eyeing me then walking towards the steps.

"Kayden you got company, I'll go check on her when I'm done cooking." Ms kaylina said.

I went and hopped on the couch next to Rakell pulling out my phone as Kayden came and sat across from kell and they continued there little conversation.

I sat there and texted my boyfriend like ain't shit happened.

Cause I'm just that bitch.