I sat in bed silently as the images of kell beating me with the belt just replayed in my head.

I'm shitty as hell. Who the fuck gave her the responsibility to hit me with a fucking belt? I fucking bruise easily. The fucking bitch had no right!

I'm finna be 17 in a few more days she really has no fucking right! I'm not a kid anymore.

I'm gone be ignoring the fuck outta her.

But I have done some thinking and she's right. Ashley ain't no hoe. I know I'm the only one shes let in. So I'm finna do what I gotta do and own up to my child

Shit. Ion think I'm ready to be a damn parent but it is what it is.

We fucked and made it. We might as well take care of it. I'm fully down.

I carefully went over my thoughts a few more times the grabbed my phone and shot Ashley a text.

:

I sat and waited for a respond from her.

2 mins later my phone went off alerting me that I had recieved a text message.

🙊💨 : nahh. You late 💀 it ain't no baby. I just got an abortion.😪😭 fuck you thought this shit was? You fucking left me to the decision. Its over with there is no baby. Forget that it ever was. K? 💁

Mace💔🔪: the fuck did you do Ashley? How the fuck could you just make that type of decision without talking to me about it first!?😶

Ash🙊💨: nigga! You said it wasn't yo baby remember? Foh✌ now its neither of our baby.

Mace💔🔪: I know what the fuck I said! And I regret the fuck out of it. But you made the choice you made. I wasn't ready for no damn kid anyway.

Ash🙊💨: exactly, lmfao ian even get the abortion yet. Your a fucking dubb.🙅 dont flex Lil homie. Its over with. I'm at the center now. I'm finna get it. ILL call u when I leave. ✌

Mace💔🔪: bruh wtf!?

She didn't text me back after that. She just sent me a picture of her in some type of place it sorta resembled an hospital.

I groaned pacing the floor back and forth. Sues making a dumb ass decision but.. Who's there to blame? Its my fault. I shouldn't have denied the baby like that.

Its fucking over...

I looked over at Ashley who was moving her thumbs across her screen fast as hell with an angry ass look across her face.

"Aye sis?" I said looked over at her. "You OK?"

She looked up at me. "No but I will be" she said looking back down at her phone.

"Who you texting?"I asked her.

"Its nobody" she said "sure looks like its someone"I told her. "Nahh its nothing dont worry."

I nodded and looked around the abortion center noticing a water fountain behind Ashley. So I stood and made my way over to it.

I pretended to drink the water as I looked over her shoulder and saw she was testing Macy. It looked as if they were arguing. Next thing I noticed was Ashley's messages : nigga you said it wasn't yo baby remember?

I quickly started feeling weird in my stomach as I made my way back to my seat.

How the fuvk is that even possible... I sat and thought shit over as I started adding things together. If my memory's correct I remember Macy calling the child's father a "it" when I asked about him.

Now everything's making since. The argument her and Macy got into a few days ago the denying of child's. The reason they would act weird as fuck when someone would come around them..

Macy and Ashley fucked around... And Macy must be intersexed or something.

I continued to think as I looked over at an anxious Ashley.

"You sure this what you want?" I asked her.

"Yes!" She said almost yelling.

I nodded shaking my head as someone finally came out.

"Ashley Valentino?" The women said

"T-that would be me" ash said standing up.

"Very well then! Follow me." The women said.

"Kayden cmon!" Ashley said to me. I stood and followed her and the women into the back.

The women explained what would happen during the abortion to Ashley and she just nodded.

"Alright before we start this procedure. Are you aware that if you dont want your child there's plenty adoption centers that you can look into? There's also a hotline you can call to talk to about parenting. Are you sure that you want to go through with this abortion ma'am?" The women asked Ashley.

"Yes. I'm sure. I'm not ready for a child and I dont want complete strangers to raise it. I also dont want to talk to people or for them to try to teach me on how to be a parent. I'm sure I want the abortion" Ashley replied to the women.

"Alright we need a signature from a legal gardian since your under the age of 18" the women continued.

"What!?" Ashley said.

I glared at the women's face for a long ass time. This bitch got lite fucked up. I just paid 200 dollars and this hoe wanna say she need a signature from a legal guardian? I'm a hot head and everyone knows that. Fuck outta here I'm finna sign that bitch my self.

"No problem. Where do I sign?" I asked trying not to catch an attitude.

"Right here." The women said eyeing me.

I rolled my eyes and signed.

"Alright. Now I'm going to need you to step out so we can began our procedure." She said looking me up and down.

See I then had enough of this bitch.

"If you hurt my fucking sister during this procedure on my dead dog skittles ima fuck you up!"

She looked at me and gasped she was about to speak but she got cut off when Ashley spoke.

"Kayden out!" She said to me.

I just rolled my eyes and left out.

By the time I reached the waiting room my phone had went off. My mom was calling.

"Oh shit" I thought aloud and answered the phone.

"Hello?''

"Kayden?! I asked you not to take my sick baby out of the house! Where are you two at?!" She screamed in my ear.

"Ma, relax we just out setting she's fine. She was the one who came up with the idea. She seems to be feeling a lot better." I said to my mom.

"Kayden if my child gets worse then what she already is I'm gonna hurt you".

"Look ma. Our food just got here I'll call you when we're on our way home."

She hung up without even saying bye.

See now y'all know where my attitude comes from.

I was laying down on the couch when Ashley came back out her eyes were glossy and red letting me know that she had been crying.

I sat up quick glaring at her "what's wrong? what did that women do to you!?" I asked.

She shook her head smiling a Lil.

"Nothing Kayden. She did her job.. I was crying because the baby that was once inside me was in little pieces inside a tray. It would have been a beautiful little baby."

I sighed shaking my head "let's get you outta here " I said to her as I stood and walked towards the exit she followed behind smiling "thank you Kayden" I heard her say as we got in the car.

"No problem sis" I told her starting the car.

"Were we headed?" She asked me.

"Well, me and Rakell suppose to be hanging out today. So I'm probably finna drop you off at the house so you can get some rest? Sound good?" I said looking over at her and back at the rode.

"Nahh, I wanna go with you" she said.

"Ight cool I'll text Rakell and tell her to bring Macy with her then." I said tryna see if Ashley's actions would change to my luck they didn't. "K, cool" ash said turning on the radio.

Fucking weird I thought to myself as we pulled up in my parking lot.

We got out the car and made our way into my apartment complex as we reached my door I saw someone sitting in the floor in front of it.

I wasnt ready to speak with her just yet. I was still sorta upset.

"What are you doing here?"Ashley asked her before I could.

She looked up from her phone "you wasn't answering none of my messages or phone calls so I stopped by" she said.

"Oh. You can leave now" I told her.

"Kayden come on. Were best friends." She said to me.

I laughed and nodded "yeah you right."

She nodded and smiled a lil

"So lemme go call Hennessey and tell her we gone fuck" I said knocking the Lil smile she had right off her face.

"Kay seriously?!. You told me you ain't like studs? Why you tripping now?" Chris said.

Then life dawned on me. Why am I tripping? I dont even like studs. Kell is a stud. I'm really tripping

"Wait. You think I'm mad cause you fuvked her? Or what ever the fuck you did to her?"

"Well yeah "

"No! I'm mad because you knew ian fuck with her like that and me and you best friends so if ion fuck with her then you dont fuck with her. And the fact that you did that shit knowing ion like her had me bent." I said lying.

She nodded. "And I apologize for that." She said.

"Ight Chris what ever. I accept yo apology and me and Rakell on good terms now. But you can't put yo fucking fingers inside her nomo" I told her.

"Don't worry I wasn't planning on it. Shit hennesy beat the fuck outta me and she forced her strap in my fucking anal!" She said to me

"That shit hurted Like a bitch, but we made it official so I'm done fucking around with other bitches".

Me and ashly bursted out laughing.

"Nigga you got yo booty hole fucked!!" I said as we entered my apartment.

"Man bitch fuck you! I swear on Jesus Christ I can't wait for the day you tell me you like studs and you got strapped down." She said back

"Bitch that day will never come." I said laughing.

"Never say never" ash and Chris said in unison I rolled my eyes

"Man shut the fuck up and roll up" I said to Chris throwing a bag of weed at her.

She nodded and got to work as kell plugged her phone up to the speaker playing rihanna love on the brain.

I looked up over at her. "Turn this shit off mother fucker"

She gave me her finger and continued to let it play. She turned it up louder and my front door opened and in walked Rakell and Macy.

Rakell ass fell to the floor and bursted out singing the chorus of the song.

"Get your goofy ass up" I said laughing.

She hopped up laughing and we made our way to the living room

"Rakells hereeee" I announced as we entered the living room

She looked over and saw Chris on the couch she tensed up a little bit but when I thumped her in the forehead she mugged me and I just smiled.

I looked over at Ashley and her and Macy were just staring holes in each other.

I just rolled my eyes and sat on the couch.

"Ayo ash I heard you was sick how you holding up?'' Rakell asked Ashley.

"Ian sick no more I got rid of the problem" I heard ash reply.

When I looked up ash winked at mace .

After that Lil wink all hell broke loose.

I dont know what happened but after Ashley made the statement of hers

Macy got up and stormed over to her. "How the fuck dare you get rid of our child!? " Macy yelled reaching at Ashley's neck

"Bitch move!"Ashley shouted punching Macy dead in the eye sending her straight to the ground.

"Walk up on me again hoe! I'll break ya fucking nose!" Ashley yelled at Macy who was on the floor in pain.

Kayden shot up and ran over to Ashley pulling her away from Macy..

I made my way to aid Macy on the ground as Chris set up and got an ice pack.

"What the fuck was that about?" I asked Macy as I got her to sit up.

"She got a fucking abortion!" Macy screamed holding the ice to her eye.

I gasped looking over at Ashley "so the fuck what!? You was denying it the whole time." She said said sniffling.

"Y'all need to sit somewhere and talk for real" Kayden said.

"I agree" I said.

"Nahh fuck her"Ashley said.

"You already did" Macy said pulling the ice pack off her eye.

"Bitch you want me to black the other eye?!" Ashley threats.

Macy stood up and walked over to Ashley she swooped her over her shoulder and took her towards the kitchen.

We heard ashley screaming "should we go stop it before it escalades into a huge problem?" I asked

Kayden looked at Chris then me then towards the kitchen and shrugged "nahh, let em handle it on they on" she said and I just shrugged .

"So who wants, to explain first. " Chris asked I just shrugged.

"So you knew she was pregnant?" Kayden asked

"As of earlier today yeah. " I replied.

"Well she ain't pregnant no more. And this will not be brung up to either of out parents." Kayden said.

I nodded in agreement and we continued with our chill out session ignoring the yelling Macy and Ashley was doing.