I can't hold back anymore, I have to have her. When she grabbed me by my cut and pulled me to her that was it, nothing could stop me now. I carry her up to my room never removing my lips from hers, her sweet taste and lavender scent filling my senses. I kick the door closed with my boot and walk over to the bed lowering her down below me. She fights to get my cut and shirt off and I know she's as desperate for me as I am for her. I lift her hoodie over her head and my lips begin to travel down her neck to her collarbone, her soft little moans driving me on. Her fingers run down my torso tracing every muscle until she grasps my belt buckle and swiftly undoes it. I grab her wrists in my hand and lift them above her head before sliding my hands down to lift up her little pyjama top. My tongue finds her hard nipple and I bite it gently as she gasps and arches her back off the bed

"Rowan" She whispers between moans as I tease her nipples with my mouth. I missed hearing her call me that more than I realised. I continue my journey down her body running my fingers and my lips over her soft skin until I reach the band of her shorts. I pull them down her legs and throw them to the floor. Finally, I have her naked under me in my bed, where she always should've been. I kiss along her inner thigh as she gasps and sighs until I run my tongue along her folds, she's so wet for me

"Oh god, Rowan" she gasps as her hands find my hair tugging on it gently. I flick my tongue over her clit as I insert a finger, slowly moving it in and out. Her moans become louder as I tease her with my tongue and fingers, I feel her walls clenching around my fingers and I know she's close

"Oh fuck Rowan" she moans as her climax hits and I don't stop until her body begins to relax. Hearing her scream my name as she climaxed is the best sound I've ever heard. I move up her body until I find her lips and kiss her fiercely before reaching over to my nightstand to grab a condom, quickly sheathing myself before settling between her thighs, our eyes focus on each other as I slowly slide into her, she hisses and throws her head back into the pillow

"Fuck you feel good" I groan as I fill her completely. I give her a second to adjust before I begin to move, slowly at first but soon building up a rhythm, she digs her nails into my shoulders as she moves her hips to meet my thrusts

"Rowan.. Oh god.. please" she begs between ragged breaths as I move faster and harder burying myself in her where I belong. I find her lips and our tongues taste each other as I thrust, her moaning into my mouth.

"Rowan" she screams as her walls tighten around me and her climax hits hard, her breathing uneven as her body spasms underneath me. Her climax triggers my own as her walls milk me and I release into the condom with a loud groan.

I stay there, above her, inside her as we both catch our breath before I roll off of her and quickly dispose of the condom. I roll onto my side to look at her and she hasn't moved, still trying to steady her breathing. I wrap my arm around her and pull her into my side, she rests her head on my chest and I lean down to kiss her forehead. This is how it should be. I was stupid to push her away, she belongs by my side.

I woke up the next morning to her still curled up against me, sleeping soundly, her long hair covering her face. I gently slipped out of the bed and grabbed my clothes, I dress quietly and head downstairs leaving my woman sleeping in my bed, my Indigo. I head down through the bar to the kitchen and find most of the guys are already here eating breakfast. I grab some coffee and sit down. Izzy comes over and puts a plate of food down in front of me

"Sleep well Bullet?" Ice asks with a smirk on his face, I look at him confused

"None of us slept very well because somebody kept screaming 'Rowan'" he says and the guys all burst out laughing.

"Yeah, I'm glad you've made up with my cousin and all but take her back to her place next time, I don't need to hear that." Knuckles says mock disgust on his face.

"Alright that's enough, finish up, church in 10 minutes." I say trying to change the subject. I head over to the infirmary to check in on Killer

"Morning Bullet" Cordelia says as she feeds Diesel

"Morning, how's he doing?" I ask looking to Killer

"He's ok, lucky as hell to be alive. He lost a lot of blood, he's going to need a lot of rehab to get back on that leg, so it's his turn to not be able to ride while I can now" she says as she chuckles to herself

"Let me know if he wakes up, I'll be in church." I reply before heading out

"By the way Bullet. About fucking time you idiot." She says with a big smile on her face, I roll my eyes at her and carry on towards church.

"Ok guys, yes we succeeded in blowing up the warehouse last night but they knew we were coming. Now I trust my brothers in this room but some one is giving them information and we need to find out who. Look into anyone new to the club. The prospects, the club whores, any new employees. Trust no one." I say looking around the room.

"Circuit I want you doing more checks on anyone we come up with, see if we can't flush out the rat." He nods. Church carries on discussing our next move and finding the rat.