I woke up and looked around, so it wasn't a dream. I'm in a bedroom I've never been in before but I know who's it is. His scent surrounds me, I love it and hate it at the same time. Just as I love and hate the man it belongs to. I look down and realise I'm still naked in his bed. I search for my pyjamas which have been thrown all over the room, grab my hoodie and head downstairs. I see all the men are in church and slip through to the infirmary

"Well good morning Indigo" Cordelia says with a knowing smile

"How do you know?" I ask as she places Diesel in his crib

"Most of the club heard you two last night. About damn time you made up" She says sitting in a chair and pointing to the one opposite. I feel my cheeks heat up, people heard us, oh my god.

"Don't be embarrassed, I'm happy for you two, welcome to the old ladies club." She says patting my thigh

"I don't think that's going to happen. Yes we had sex, amazing sex, but I still don't know if I can trust him." I reply, she frowns and looks to Killer before looking back to me

"Ok, he's gonna be out for a while we clearly need serious girl talk." She says shuffling her chair closer to me.

Well that was awkward, thank god I never had a sex talk with my Mother.

"Hey don't get all shy on me now, I'm a nurse and married to a sexy biker, I've seen it all." Cordelia says laughing as I run from the infirmary, my face buried in my hands. Of course cos I'm not paying attention I bump into a wall

"Well hey there pretty girl where you running off to?" I look up and see said wall was Ice

"Hi there Ice." I say awkwardly, I try to duck around him but he puts his arm out to stop me

"Always in those little pyjamas when I see you." He says looking over my body

"Cordelia's right you are super creepy." I say before slipping under his arm and heading for the safety of the bar

"Ice likes you." Socket jokes as I cringe

"Well there's flirting and then there's creeping. Eww" I laugh

"Maybe I should run over to my place and grab some clothes." Socket nods and I head outside, I stop to light a cigarette when I feel some one behind me

"Where you going beautiful?" He whispers in my ear and my body shivers at his hot breath on my ear

"I thought I should get out of my pyjamas." I reply before taking a drag

"Well maybe I should come and assist you out of these." He says as he runs his hand up my side. I bite my lip to stifle the moan threatening to escape

"I can't do this Bullet." I say before stepping away from him and heading for the gate

"What are you talking about? After last night you're mine Indigo." He says following me

"Bullet, last night was amazing but I'm still not sure I can trust you. I can't be with you if I can't trust you." I don't stop walking but I know he's following me. I take the key from my neck and unlock my door before stepping inside, I couldn't stop him from entering so I just lock the door behind us. I take my hoodie off and head for my bedroom but he grabs my wrist and spins me to face him

"You are mine Indigo and I will prove it to you." He says in my ear and I will my body not to react but when his lips graze my neck I feel myself faltering. I'll draw blood if I bite my lip any harder as he lowers the strap from my top to travel his lips across my collar bone

"Bullet, stop" I plead but he doesn't. His lips continue to set my body on fire as his hands slip under my shorts to squeeze my ass. I whimper as he lifts me up and my body wraps around him before I can tell it to protest

"You want me Indigo, you love me. I know you do." He holds me to him with one arm as he slides my top off my body, tossing it to the floor. When his tongue finds my nipple I moan loudly

"Bullet" I beg wishing he would stop but the aching in my core is wishing him to take me now.

"That's not what you call me beautiful, that's not what you screamed last night." His fingers roll down my spine lighting a fire as his lips travel back up to my neck. My body is refusing to listen as my fingers move to push his cut to the floor and pull his shirt over his head. I gasp when I hear a rip and look down to see my now ripped shorts being pulled from my body

"You are mine Indigo" he says as his gaze burns with lust. My fingers continue to betray me as they open his buckle and unbutton his jeans pulling his hard cock free. He groans as I wrap my hands around it and slowly tease up and down. He pulls a condom from his pocket and quickly rolls it down his shaft. He lifts me higher and brutally slams into me and I scream, my head falling onto his shoulder. He backs me up against the wall and before I can adjust begins pounding mercilessly. The breath has left my body, I can't react, moan, beg, anything

"Who do you belong to Indigo?" He grunts never easing his punishing thrusts, I shake my head

"Use your words Indigo, I want to hear you say it." He kisses that spot on my collarbone and I can't take it, my orgasm is building, hard

"You" I mumble against his shoulder amazed I could even get that out with no air in my lungs

"Louder. Who do you belong to?" I can't hold on much longer, my orgasm hits as my walls squeeze him tight

"I'm yours Rowan" I scream as I ride my orgasm, I slam my head back against the wall and our eyes meet as his climax hits and he groans loudly. My breath finally returns but our eye contact hasn't broken, he's still inside me and I'm still up against the wall

"I love you Indigo." He says before kissing me so softly

"I love you Rowan" I admit and kiss him back.