all of her is fake

her makeup

her hair

her love

she knew that no one liked her

so she changed

into someone she's not

her smile is fake

her laugh is fake

she's not real

but I know her past

all her tears

all her lies

just to get someone to be friends with her

she tries to forget it

but she remembers

how unwanted she felt

how she hid away from everyone

she used to be scared

of love

of happiness

of joy

because she knew

all it would do was

break her

when she looks in the mirror

it's not herself she sees

it's someone

completely different

she's lied to herself for so long

that she doesn't know

who she is

anymore