August 15, 2011 (12:00 am)

I haven't put one up in a while and I just finished this one... so here it is.

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It just starts with another painful cough.

In addition to that is one more sin.

They remind me of how much I’m closed off.

How I keep it all my feelings bottled in…

Each day I know I’ll always be alone.

It seems I only push people away,

Leaving me a destiny of my own.

And that can never make me be okay.

I want to be independent and brave.

Because, I can’t, I want someone to blame.

Yet, still it is your comfort that I crave,

But you only let me dwell in my shame.

Always being alone is what makes me scared.

Day and day, I still wish that you cared.