I love him still. I still can't love him.

It's been a whole day since I last saw Sasuke or Itachi. I've found myself a place near the city borders.

I move tomorrow with the help of Kiba, Gaara and Shikamaru...he probably won't even help.

I don't want to leave, but I have to.

I miss them already~

I miss that random kisses from Itachi.

How Sasuke would try to say that Itachi is forcing me and i'm being bribed.

How Sasuke used to try steal me from Itachi.

How Itachi would steal me back.

How Gaara would take me away for the day and somehow i found two Uchiha's in the bush.

My friends and I are moving me outta of there today, No-one was there all night.

Probably off at a bar or at working or maybe fucking their bestfriend.

I get settled into my new house while Gaara stayed a while.

We sat on the couch in a comfortable silence.

"Are you alright Naru-chan?" He's stroking my hair, he knows that i'm upset without even telling him, this is why i can only trust Gaara.

"I'm better now" He nods and continues to stroke my hair.

I fall asleep on his lap and i had one of the best nights sleep i've had in ages.

Monday.

Dreadful.

Hateful.

Spiteful.

I hate it with a passion!~!

Like usual i'm walking to school with Gaara, since i'm still close enough i can still walk.

And also apparently Gaara's brother went and helped his sister instead of Gaara which i'm thankful for.

I'm not leaving his side anymore. I don't want him to leave me where i could suddenly get interrogated by a certain someone.

Itachi has sent me 34 messages since I left and Sasuke has sent me 31. I haven't read a single one.

But i know the basic idea of what they wanna say...

'Where are you?'

'Come back'

'Did i do something?'

'Can i see you?'

And my most favourite to imagine... 'Are you having sex with someone else?' I can totally imagine that.