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"You don't wanna talk about it?" Loyalty asked me. I shook my head no.

"Well if you need anything let me know." She said and I nodded getting out grabbing my things and walking in the house.

"JOURNEYYYY!" Jayda yelled jumping on me causing me to smile.

"I miss youuuuu." She dragged still hugging me. "I miss you more sis." I said lowly.

"Everybody here." Jayda told me and I looked around seeing them.

"I see." I said hugging my mama then my daddy tight. I didn't wanna let them go.

"Hey baby." "Hey mama." My mama and daddy spoke to me.

"Hey." I said walking over to my uncle Kari. "Hey unc." I said hugging him then daisy.

"Wassup." Kari said holding Tyler. "Hey girla." Daisy told me.

Then I went and told everybody else hey and allat before going to my room.

Feels like I been gone forever. I put my stuff up then put my phone on the charger.

I grabbed a rag and towel then went to take a shower.

I cried my heart out in the shower while listening to sad music.

After my shower I hopped out then hopped right back in when Jayda scared me.

"I'm so sorry." She said chuckling helping me up since I fell.

"It's okay." I smiled a little grabbing my towel from her. "Don't scare me again tho." I told her.

"Ain mean to." She laughing going to sit on my bed as I put lotion on, brush my teeth again, put my clothes on, then washed my face.

I put my bonnet on with a crop top and shorts. "Where Kacey?" I asked jayda getting in my bed.

"Somewhere around here. Prolly shitting all that food he ate." Jayda said laughing.

"What happened?" Jayda asked me frowning.

"What? Huh?" I asked looking confused cause how? "Journey I know when there's something wrong with my TWIN sister." Jayda told me.

"Please don't tell anyone this .." I said lowly already about to cry.

"If somebody fucked with you on god we fighting and Ain even capping." She said getting mad already.

"Well um .." I started then told her everything and we sat here crying together.

"Journey .. I'm so sorry this happen to you. I wish I was there to save you.🥺😭💔." She said wiping her tears.

"And ima beat loyalty ass because where dafuc was she at? She had to know something if she didn't even check up on you! I'm so fucking mad right now!" Jayda said mugging.

"Man what the fuck .. what we gonna tell mama and daddy? Even Kacey? They going to go crazier than me." She told me.

"I'm really sorry Journey .. I can't imagine how your feeling." She said once again.

"You don't have to feel bad .. god got a plan." I told her lowly.

"Mann bruh where this nigga? Have you seen him since? Never mind don't worry bout it." Jayda said standing up.

"No please don't do anything crazy .. remember your pregnant." I told her.

"I'm fine get you some rest baby." She told me hugging me tight and kissing my cheek.

As she was about to walk out the door there was our mama crying her eyes out.

Jayda walked past her going to do whatever she was finna do.

"Mama? Please stop crying." I said walking to her hugging her.

"I would have never thought .. I'm sorry Journey I really am. " my mama said crying still.

"Mama it's not your fault. Please don't blame yourself. I'm fine okay?" I asked hugging her tight.

"Journey listen to me okay?" She said closing my door and we sat on the bed.

"I went through the same thing mama.. I know your not okay. I know you'll never be the same. I know you wanna die and don't wanna be here. I know everything mama and I'm here for you .. we all here for you. And he's definitely going to get his." She told me and I felt happy.

Finally someone gets me. Someone knows how I feel.

"Thank you so much mama. I feel so much better now. I swear I do." I told her smiling.

"I'm glad I made you feel better baby .. now let's pray." She said and I put my head down as she prayed.

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(I'm sorry it's so small😭)!

"Say what?" Kyrie asked me getting mad. He is very protective of me and Journey also his family.

"Come on bae." I said grabbing his arm. "Bet hollon." He said putting on his shoes.

"Got me fucked up." He mumbled standing up grabbing his keys.

We got questions about where we was going but we was so heated we didn't answer.

After a while we pulled up to loyalty's crib seeing multiple cars outside.

I didn't give a fuck tho I jumped out. Mind you I had on stuff to support my belly just in case so don't worry.

"Come on." I told kash as we made our way to her door. I banged on the door and a nigga answered.

"Who-" he started to say but I walked right past him. I went up to loyalty and smacked dafuc outta her.

"What's your problem?" She asked me standing up. "Who the nigga is?" I asked calmly.

"What nigga?" She asked and I looked around seeing niggas and bitches on her couches.

"Don't play dumb loyal. Who dafuc raped my sister?" I asked. Saying that really break my heart.

"Raped? What you mean?" She asked playing dumb. "Ima beat yo ass if ion get my answer and on my mama Ain playing." I said.

"You got folks raping people now?" Some bitch asked loyal. "So that one time I got raped you knew about it? You played dumb huh?" The girl said looking sad.

"I went through the same thing with you loyal .. what type of time you on? I would never hurt you." Another girl said.

"THAT SHIT REALLY CRAZY LOYAL .. YOU SUPPOSE TO BE ME AND JOURNEY'S AUNTIE!" I yelled at her.

I didn't even let her say nothing I just punched her right in the face.

"Stop fucking touching her." A Nigga said and kash went up to him knocking him dafuc out.

"Fuck you real shit loyalty and ima tell grandma because why? Just why?" I asked shedding tears.

"I never would have thought .. Journey was so close to you." I said shaking my head wiping my tears.

"Come on bae and I'm sorry she hurt y'all." I told the other girls and they left.

"Shut crazy.. it be your own family." I shook my head walking out the door.

"He definitely gonna die." I said getting into the car. "No cap." Kash said showing my his wallet with the boy id and stuff.

"I'm hungry." I whined looking at Kyrie. "Yo mama cooked." He told me.

"Oh yeahhh."

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