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" you okay?" My mama asked me as I laid in the bed. " you got to go to school Journey." She sighed.

I didn't say nothing. I just laid there letting all different thoughts run through my mind.

I thought I wouldn't have to ever think about getting raped again.

And the fact that my own auntie new about it hurts me even worse.

" Journey?" She called out. " ma'am?" I asked feeling myself about to cry again.

" I'm sorry mama baby." She said pulling me into a hug making all the tears fall down.

" I love you." She said holding me. I didn't want her to ever let go.

" I-I love you more." I sniffed wiping the tears. "You don't have to go to school today but tomorrow you do okay?" She said lookin in my eyes.

" Yes ma'am." I said lowly and she kissed my cheek leaving the room.

I decided to look at my phone since I haven't looked on it in a while.

After finding out loyalty was out of jail it hurts. I haven't been out my room since.

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😽you good?

😽is it bout the girl I was otp with? If it is I'm sorry real talk jour. ain mean to hurt yo feelings if that's the case.

😽ima give you time Lil mama.

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💕hey bestieee😽wyd?

💕bitch answer me tf.

💕who did it? Kj. Bet ima beat his ass on crip blood suuuwoooop!!!

💕bitch why loyalty out of jail- ouuu ima kick her ass when I see ha. That's why yeen answering. I was finna come up there but ima give you yo space. I love you bestie. Forever us never them😽.

Whatchu on?

damn, it's like that?

I love yo dog lookin ahh , on god turtle face ahh. Bruh answer the damn phone.

I laughed at their messages and laid my head back down and prayed.

I hate this so much. How evil can people be? Like real talk.

And I know y'all prolly wondering why Jamal don't have no emoji.

Y'all remember when he said he didn't love me anymore? Oh okay.

But them messages says otherwise😂.

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he was just with me🙂carry on.

"Bahahahaha." I laughed at that girl comment. " these folks be trippin." I shook my head.

I picked up my camera and turned it on. " hey YouTube , it's Jayda here."

" today I'm vlogging for the first time. Today just going to be a normal day tho."

" but me and kash is going on a date with Kai. We was going to do some else but I don't know what happened."

" right now, kash walking around somewhere with Kai. So when we get in the car ima be back." I said posing then turning the camera off.

I looked at more comments , hearting some then I decided to look at the girl account who said kash was with her.

She was really pretty too. Anyways i walked to the rest room looking at my outfit.

I took some pictures before hearing Kyrie walk back in with Kai in his arms.

" you ready?" I asked kash and he shook his head sitting on the bed.

" I'm tired as hell. All the walking me and Kai just did. Wait no all that walking I just did." Kash said and I started laughing.

" I'm dead anyways look." I said showing him that girl comment. " bhahahaha." He fake laughed.

" bruh bitches be trippin." I said and he dapped me up. " I'm glad you know." He said.

" like baby how? How he be with you? Im definitely not finna entertain her." I laughed.

" facts." He said holding a sleeping Kai. " I'll be back." I said leaving the room.

I knocked on jour door but didn't hear nothing so I just walked in.

" hey baby." I smiled when she looked up at me. " hey." She said lowly.

" our birthday coming up." I cheesed so hard because I couldn't wait for it.

" 2 more days." She smiled lightly then going back to straight face.

" listen I know your not okay. But it's going to be okay. We won't ever let something like that hurt you again okay? And don't be scared no Nigga or bitch put fear in our hearts okay?"

" I guess." She said sitting up in the bed to listen to what I was saying.

" I got you forever. I'm sorry tho sis. I really wish I was there to save you." I said.

My feelings was hurt because hers was. It's like I feel everything she feels.

But when I see loyalty it's definitely up don't care who she is to me. Straight facts.

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" what all this for?" I asked kacey feeling myself about to cry.

He took me out to eat first and now we at this nice as hotel.

I don't deserve him. The tears started rolling down my face and he hugged me.

" you saved me." He said in my ear."from what?" I asked concerned.

" the hoes." He said and we both busted out laughing like it was the funniest shit ever.

" I know you fkn lying." I said laughing so hard tears came down my face even tho I was already crying.

" it ain't that funny." He straight faced me. " shut up. But thank you so much."

" you welcome." He said as we walked through the whole hotel room with roses everywhere.

We reached the bed and it had hella gifts on it. " what you did?" I asked.

" what you talkin bout?" A mug appeared on his face and he paused.

" you didn't cheat did you?" I laughed. " hell nawl." He said.

" k, glad you know better." I said looking in the bags of the stuff he got me.

" girl." He said recording me. " At this point .. marry me." I yelled smiling so hard looking at the Birkin bag he got me.

" ahhhh." He laughed. " bro what the fuck. Thank you so much kacey." I said pecking his lips.

" Yeen gotta thank me." He said posting the video. " omg your the best. Literally."

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