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" why you so fine?" Kyrie asked me and I laughed picking up Kai.

" thank you baby." I said kissing his lips smiling. " you welcome." He replied getting on his game.

" mama baby." I smiled at Kai while he made baby noises. " Jayda come here real quick." Journey said coming to the door.

" okay." I said holding Kai going to where jour was. " look." She said passing me her phone.

" hey fatman." She said grabbing Kai out of my hands while I read some messages from an unknown number.

" bit- bro I'm finna get mad, here." I said passing her back her phone.

In the messages it says something about her getting raped. " can't win for shit." I shook my head.

" facts." Jour said shaking her head as well. " you showed mama and daddy?" I asked her.

" yes and you know what daddy did?" She asked me. " what he do?" I asked.

" punched the wall , grabbed his gun, then left." She said and I felt so bad.

" and where mama at?" I asked her. " she followed him." She told me.

" Mmcht , why yeen been came and told me?"

" because I didn't want you all work up while both of them was but I changed my mind and told you last minute." She said.

" I'm beating loyal ass , I don't give a fuck." I said getting even madder.

" Kai you see how mad yo mama look?" Jour asked Kai then he started laughing.

" that's funny?" I asked him and he stopped laughing. " oh okay."

" where she at?" I asked getting out of my car at loyalty house.

" she in there." Somebody said.

I went up and knocked on the door waiting for her to answer.

I went inside seeing her laying on her couch like I wasn't here to beat ha ass.

" loyalty get the fuck up." I said mugging her and she looked at me crazy before getting up.

" you got me & my sister so fucked up." I said running up hitting her right in her eye.

" get off of me." She kicked me and I fell but before she could hit me I got up.

I ran back up giving her straight blows to the face . I was taking all of my anger out on her.

" okay chill." Somebody said pulling me off of her. Loyalty always had niggas at her house so I didn't know who this Nigga was touching me.

" get the fuck off me." I slapped him walking out of loyal house.

" bitch." I said getting inside of my car. " hello?" I answered my sister call.

" where you at? You good?" She asked. " yes Journey I'm straight I beat her ass tho." I smiled.

" thank you so much , that really makes me feel better." She smiled then we both busted out laughing.

" your a goofy." I laughed pulling out of loyal drive way. " I'm serious tho." She said.

" whatever , what my baby doing?" I asked stoping at a stop sign.

" he doing the regular , sleeping." She said and we continue to talk till I got home.

" I know you didn't." My mama said showing me a video of me beating loyal ass.

" mama she had it coming, I don't care." I said shrugging my shoulders.

" I get that but you know how people are, going to make us the bad people & you know them tea pages are going to be messy. Talm bout the ray family fighting their own family and shit." She preached.

" okay mama. I did it it's over now what?" I asked because at this point I was getting mad all over again.

" listen to ya mama." My dad said and I mugged him before seeing what the time was on my phone.

" don't mug me lil girl, you not to old to get your ass whooped." He said. " you ain't grown." He added.

I just looked at him with a blank face not worried about nun he talking about.

How y'all mad at me because I fault a bitch that got my damn sister raped?

Shit don't make no sense.

" you can't be having our family doing bad." My mama continued.

" mama is that all you care about? How people see us? I don't care about nun of that. My sister is hurt." I shrugged my shoulders.

" no that's not all I care about , just don't want our image to be broken. I don't want people in our business." She said.

" okay." I said over it. I didn't wanna talk about it or argue any more.

" we done?" I asked and they nodded walking to my room.

Happy to see my baby I picked him up giving kisses to his face.

" you good?" Journey asked me and I shook my head yeah.

I wish kash was here but he went to stay with his mama for a lil while.

" you good?" I asked her as we both walked back to my room.

" yeah, but you coming to the game tomorrow?" She asked me.

" of course gotta see my sis and boyfriend." I smiled and she smiled back.

" okay I'm going to sleep, I love you." She said as I placed papa in his crib.

" I love you more." I hugged her. I'm not usually this nice but I feel bad for her.

" night Kaikai." She kissed him then walked out the room.

After she left I stood there looking at my baby until I broke out in tears.

This is so hard .. school kicking my ass, I'm not making my parents proud , and I'm just a house mom.

" I got you forever Kai." I smiled wiping my face then laying down.