Since I gave Theo a blowjob I wanna do more. I mean I love him and he loves me and we both trust each other more than anything. I think I'm ready for sex, which is kind of surprising considering we are three months married now meaning we've met each other just a bit more than that and I wasn't ready back then at all. But now it's just different...

And sex isn't the only thing I thought about I also thought about the baby thing. It all came up again when I got the mail that I'm accepted into online college today morning. I don't really know why I signed up for online college but I just had this feeling I should. So I thought maybe I got this feeling 'cause I know Theo and I are gonna have a baby soon. It's just all really confusing because I'm just know ready for sex which I didn't even told Theo but a baby. A baby is so much more than that.

First I will tell Theo that I got accepted into college and than we can talk together about. I'm sure hearing his opinion on it will help.

...

Today I wait for Theo on the doorsteps outside excited to tell him the news with college.

Seeing his car come up the drive way I start to bounce on the place not being able to wait anymore. I mean I got into THE college for psychology not everyone can do that.

The moment he steps out of the car he opens his arms already knowing I'm sprinting down the driveway which I do.

Finally springing into his arms I start to giggle.

Leaning back I give him a few quick pecks on the lips.

"Guess what?"

"What?"

"I have exciting news!"

"Oh really, is that why you practically flew in my arms." He says with amusement clearly in his voice.

"Yep" I say popping the "p"

"Well then talk, what is it" he says excited.

"Guess who got into the best college for psychology?"

"No way!" He nearly screams with the biggest smile.

"Yes way! And I don't even have to move away from you."

"How so?"

"I'm doing it online." I smile at him

"It's what I wanted to do I know we would have found a way to do it differently but I just couldn't bring myself to be away from you. I can't be without you, I love you." I clarify for him after seeing his face change slightly.

"I love you Aurora and I'm happy if that is what you think is best for you and what you want but don't do it because of me."

"I don't, promise"

"Good, can we go im know it's a bit chilly" he asks chuckling.

Nodding my head he goes inside the house still with me in his arms with my legs around his waist.

Seeing that he wants to go into the living room I take his face in between my hands.

"Can we go upstairs into our bedroom?"

"Of course" So with that he takes us upstairs. Kissing his neck down on the way.

"Fuck Aurora, what are you doing?" He moans as I find his sweet spot between his neck and his shoulder.

"I'm just bored sorry"

Chuckling he opens our bedroom door and lays me in bed.

"Why'd you wanna go in here?"

"I thought it fits our topic of conversation a bit more." I shrug

"What do you wanna talk about?" He also with his eyebrow raised and sitting down next to me.

Taking his hands in mine I start "The online college thing has another reason"

"Oh"

"I thought about the things our parents said and well I think I'm ready to have sex.." I trail of

"You think? Babe I'm not gonna do anything when you just think you have to be sure."

"I am I'm ready for that just maybe not tonight."

"Okay, but you know that having sex and having a baby is a really big difference."

"Yeah but the only reason I was so against the baby thing in the first place was that I wold have to have sex and I wasn't ready but now that I am..." I trail of again.

"You wanna have a baby?" He questions

"Yeah, do you?"

"Of curse I do" he says with the biggest smile in his face.

"But we're mit trying tonight"

"I know"