Once I saw that smile I was hooked. Those eyes too, those fucking eyes.

"Earth to y/n, hellooooo" Sarah said waving her hand over my face. "What! Ah shit sorry what we're you saying?" I replied then went right back to staring at the pic.

"I wasn't saying anything you goof" she said giggling.

"Soo, when you gonna admit it?" Sarah says looking at me smirking.

"Admit what dude?" I said staring back at her blankly. Her jaw dropped "Are you serious? You like her, you never admit that you like someone till it's to late" Sarah spoke playing with her fingers. "Noooo" I said in a baby voice.

Shit she was right, but I can't help it, I think I could get the person I like, but I just end up imagining it than doing it.

"Fine, you caught me dude." I giggled being a blushing mess. What was up with me? I am always pretty smooth but she was doing something to me right then and there, just threw a fricken PICTURE!

"I KNEW IT!" she said playing with my hair. "Well I think ima hit the hay, it's getting late" I said fake yawning stretching out my arms, "Yeah whatever" Sarah said closing the tab with the beauty on it.

"OH, and if you plan on staying up with my bill- BILLIE, than keep it down" I said still pretty red making my way to the door. "Got it, I won't stay up with YOUR Billie for too long" she winked.

I rolled my eyes and closed the door.

I woke up to my alarm going off.

"I just want to go to sleeeeppp" I say into my pillow but I know I got to get up and start the day. I really regret staying up and looking more into Ms. Eilish, but damn she is really like me, and her voice is like no other.

I got up and started my daily morning routine.

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I get out of the shower and put a bra and boxers on, then a beanie, oversized t-shirt, baggy jeans, and Jordan's.

I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. I stopped to the fridge and grabbed an apple ()

As I turned around I was instantly looking at my sisters troll face. "Woah! We are close there aren't we" I said as I slid past her heading towards the the counter.

"Y/n" Sarah said sounding serious. "Yes ugly" I said looking back with a smile. "Can you sing me a song?" She asked playing with her fingers. "Suurree, don't need to be weird about it dude" I said laughing biting into my apple.

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We were upstairs and in my room, I was sitting on a stool while Sarah was on my bed. " So, what would you like me to sing piggy?" I said chuckling.

"Wish you were gay.....by Billie Eilish" she said looking at the bed. My cheeks went bright red instantly as her name came out. "S-Sure" I stuttered picking up my ukulele. While I was picking my ukulele up I noticed a small smile form on my younger sisters face as she was looking down at something. Probably looking at Instagram on her phone.

"You ready?" I said making her head lift up from her gaze. "Yup" she said smiling next I knew I was singing.

"Baby I don't feel so good,"

"Six words you never understood,"

"I'll never let you go,"

"Five words you'll never say,"

"I laugh alone like nothing's wrong,"

"Four days has never felt so long"

"If threes a crowd and two is us,"

"One slipped away"

I sang these words with soul, putting in a lot of effort, like a crowed was watching, in the moment, like someone I knew very well. I wish they were gay.