I see Billie standing there in the next isle with a smile on her face.

My mouth was opened a little and eyes wide.

"Um" she said, "hey,"

I saw her again. Y/n was at a shoe store with Eli.

I heard him and her bickering about the price on a pair of shoes.

I laughed at what she said, not realizing I did it.

I looked at her and she looked at me. y/n's cheeks got red and she wore a shocked expression.

"Um" I said, "hey,"

"Hi" was all she said, y/n's eyes squinted more and her mouth was now shut. She kept staring at me. Eli walked away, taking the shoes with him.

"Mind if I join you?" I asked her, pointing at the bench she was sitting on. "Sure"

My mind was fucking racing. It was everywhere, up, down, and sideways.

My heart began to start beating faster when she sat down next to me.

We sat in silence for a few seconds. "How's it going?" I asked facing her.

Billie sighed, "it's going alright," she told me, studying my face.

"I see you everywhere dude." Billie said. "I can say the same about you." I told her.

"I hope this doesn't sound that mean but, I actually try and forget about, you know, you and all.

It's getting hard to do that." I say. She nodded. "I get it. I deserved this, you feeling this way. Honestly."

She spoke, her eyes glued to the floor.

I stayed silent. There was nothing to talk about. Actually....

"Why?" I said to her, "why what?" Billie asked. "Why did you give me a note? Just a

fucking piece of paper, that told me, you don't want to even look at me anymore! What bullshit is that!"

I raised my voice. Getting looks from the few people around us.

Billies face dropped. Her eyes glossed over by tears. "I really, really want to tell you. But I can't.

I really can't. And it hurts to know that you're still upset over it." She told me.

"Why can't you tell me?" I asked. "This bitch thinks she can run over my heart with a bus, and

not tell why she did! The hell?" I thought to myself

"It's...." she stopped talking. Billie looked around the store for a moment then said, "Spit it out Bil!" I told her. "I can't I'm sorry" Billie said. "I have to go."

Billie sat up and went out of the building. Eli shortly after came over and sat down in the same spot.

"What happened?"

"I don't know, if I'm being honest."