God fuck! I fell for her again. It might not seem like I did but the whole time I was in love. I had hearts in my eyes!

She's so beautiful, and has the warmest smile I've every seen. Her eyes are such a bright color, and full of life when she's at her best. Billie fills my heart with joy, and it hurts

to know me and her went to trash because of some "unknown" reason. We had something.

Me and Billie both felt it but never said anything. We became best friends in less then a week, and I had such a fun time. It made life worth living, and she made me forget about

how bad my life is, made me feel safe, made me feel happy. Even though I was madly in love with this girl, and it was slowly killing me, I still had a great time with her. I would never

trade those experiences with her for anything. I love her, more than I even know.

It's scary to think about. But it's the truth. I would never want to live a lie.

I need to talk to her about it, if she likes it or not.