Well fuck me in the ass! She heard! Fuuuuck!

"Oh shit-" Eli said but I cut him off by hitting his chest with the back of my arm while looking at Billie. "How much did you hear?"

"A good amount to know that you think I'm a cheating bitch. Am I a whore too?"

Eli and I froze at her words. Both or our eyes going wide in shock.

"We don't think you're a whore. But-" I tried continuing but Billie interrupted me.

"But what? Are you going to tell me another bullshit lie?!"

"Can you let me speak?!" I yell at Billie. Even I was surprised at my volume.

Billie doesn't say a word as she silently lets me continue.

"Eli was just upset. With you."

This doesn't sound good.

"It was because I kissed you and rumors are already spreading about our weird relationship. But they aren't wrong, it's weird."

I explain it the best I can to her. Eli sat back as the whole thing played out.

"I wasn't planning on getting back together with you, y/n."

Another shock added to this conversation.

"You....you weren't?" I question.

"Did you want me to do that?"

"No! I mean, I don't know. It's weird, but I don't want to be in a relationship if I know how it's gonna end."

Billies face dropped but immediately went back to her resting face.

"Then good. We're on the same page."

Billie walked out of the kitchen. Leaving me and Eli to be stuck and slightly confused. I think that conversation pretty much explains itself.

Suddenly, Rich came out and walked into the kitchen.

"I heard everything." He says.

"Like, even when Eli and I were talking in the beginning?" I ask as Rich comes closer.

"Well, you guys weren't really quiet."

I nod my head as I sit on the floor.

Oh how I wish I could cry right about now.

Rich bends down in front of me,

"You can't be upset. You both didn't want a relationship. You said it yourself."

"I know what I said."

I know that I regret that whole conversation.

Did she really not want to be with me again?

Did I really not want to be with her?

This is making my head hurt