WHat have I done? This is so bad!

I shouldn't have kissed him. BUt his lips were there. So plump and red. Red like blood.

I saw the oppurtunity and took it.

I was just so mad that he keeps avoiding me and I guess the anger turned into lust.

"It didn't mean anything, okay?" I turn to Leif.

"You always ate me alive, pup." he raises a brow, "am I supposed to believe that?" he takes a step to me and hit my back on the wall.

"What? No I didn't. I - ... don't call me pup." I frown.

He hovers over me, putting his hand over my head.

"You are such a cute puppy. Do you wear colors?"

"Shut up!" I hit his chest.

He puts me in my place. "I didn't mean dog ones ... so you're not into that? That's fine."

"W-what?" I blush.

"Not even a leash? What a pity. SUch a wasted oppurtunity."

"I-," what?!!!!

"It's good." he pets my hair, "you're really beautiful. The fairy genes made their work on you. Thank Lord, wolves are ugly."

"They're not."

"Kind of are ..."

"Okay, some are, but don't insult them. It's still my kind." I breath heavily because he's so close.

"The full moon is tommorow."

"What?" I almost scream, "already? What day is it? oh no, ... I need chains."

"Chains." he smirks, "I have handcuffs in my bedroom."

"This is not funny, Leif. I can attack you because I'm not used to vampires.

I don't know what I will do."

"Aw, and you are worried about me?"

I frown. "Shut up. it'S not like that. Either I'll be angry or ... horny." I whisper.

"What was that?"

"Horny!"I scream into his face.

"Ohhhh, I get it. YOu're scared I would take your cherry."

"Huh? I'm not a virgin." I look at him.

He clenches his jaw. "You're not?"

"No." I shake my head.

He frowns and scoff, taking two steps away from me. "Were you assulted then?"

"NO! It was with a friend ... why the fuck you care?!"

"Who? Wolf?" he growls.

"Yeah, wolf. Who else? We were allowed to leave the border. I ran away remember?I'm an outcast now.

WHy do you care so much if I'm virgin?

it's not like - I would have sex with you."

"We will see tomorrow." he comments.

"NOTHING will happen tomorrow! I swear on my mom's life."

"Well, that doesn't say much since she left you ..."

I gulp down and go silent.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. It's just- you're probably not close."

"No, we are not close. I barely know how she looks like.

I swear on my uncle's life. I love him-as a parent."

"Right, your uncle."

"Hm ..."

"Alright then. Should we grab a lunch? That's actually why I came to you before you jumped on me."

"Jumped-it was not like that."

"Lunch, babe?"

Babe? "Sure, I'm kind of hungry. What are we having."

He shrugs. "It's a surprise."

"I don't like surprises."

He comes close to me again. "My life is full of surprises, Bay," Bay, "you have to get used to it if you want to live with me."

"You ... and others."

He clears his throat. "Yes, OTHERS. But it's my castle."

"Yeah, but we're not ALONE here, ya'know." I wink at him and walk past him.

"YOu know where the dinning room is?"

"Yep, I learnt."

"Smart boy." he pats my hair.

"Ew, stop it." I smack his hand and he chuckles.

I see Tadeo's nose behind the corner and roll my eyes.