I hold her in my arms bridal style as I walk down the stairs with her outside where the ambulance is coming. Lila just started fainting and I did not know what was happening to her. I've never felt more terrified for her so as I hold her unconscious body in my arms I feel this fear dig itself deep inside my body. I can't do anything but to hold her and make sure that she is breathing. I don't know what is happening to her, but she is burning up and I think she has a fever but I need her to be safe.

"Don't worry, my love. It will be all right" I whisper to her, I've been whispering things to her, just in case that she can hear me and I want to make sure that she is not afraid wherever she is in her head. Seeing the ambulance come and hearing the sirens from it, I hand them Lila, but they refuse to let me go with her because I'm not her family. Those stupid rules suck, I need to be with her without her I'm nothing. I run as quickly as I can after them to the hospital where they take her inside.

The anger inside me is bursting out of me as I enter the hospital, ordering them to let me see her but the security had to escort me out. If anything were to happen to her on their watch I will personally make sure that each and every one of them will suffer, so they know that I have suffered. My blood boils as I run to the gym. Finding my coach he sees my anger, and we get ready. I punch him over and over again. I might not release my anger out on my competition but I have no problem doing it to him.

Each punch harder than the last one. I keep seeing her face and then in what situation she is and all the pain that she has suffered in her life. I will never allow her to go through that pain again and the things that she has been through makes the beast inside me even more blood-thirsty than it was before. To destroy those who have wronged her and harm them in the same manner as they have harmed her but that will never be enough for the angel that she is has been tainted by darkness which can never be taken back.

Blood covers my gloves as I beat him, allow the anger to do its work. He doesn't mind it as he does not stop me nor does anyone else. He fights me back. Landing a few blows on my jaw and my chest but that doesn't stop me from beating him up. I can't stop thinking about Lila and how she could've died. If she had been alone there and no one would've walked inside that apartment for hours she would've perhaps taken her last breaths.

And the wicked person who has been taping her for some time. I destroyed every single camera that was in her apartment and made sure that there were no more. No one can watch her through a camera again in her apartment. I will always be there to make sure that she is safe now that I know that she is in danger which only makes me feel worse as I did not protect her before and I did not protect her now. It is not until I have gotten my anger out that I stop, feeling myself out of breath but even then the anger inside me only rises.

I throw myself out of the boxing ring where I throw off my gloves and take a sip of water. My body sweaty and hot but the anger is still just beneath the skin like a monster that doesn't go away and I wonder if it will ever go away. Lila is all that I can think about now and I need to be there for her, I can't bear this wait that she might be hurt or worse. Seeing her fall like that nearly broke me apart.

She was fine one minute but the next she was just lying there, as if she were in pain, but she did not make any sound that showed pain at all. It only showed like she was falling asleep, as if she were in another world almost. She did not respond to me, and she could barely speak at all when she tried to open her mouth, there came no words from her and her voice was nowhere to be found. She was in a strange condition which I can't seem to be able to stop thinking about.

"Man, you're a mess" My coach says as he is taking three ice packs from the freezer that is nearby and a water bottle from the fridge that is beside it. I roll my eyes. "Don't you think that I don't know that?" I ask him in anger, but he just shrugs as he sits down next to me and hands me the water bottle. I had finished mine and I chug the bottle until all the water is gone like it had never been there at all. "If you fight like that tomorrow, we definitely win" He says.

I had forgotten all about a match tomorrow evening but that is the last thing that is ever going to be on my mind right about now, at least when the love of my life is in the condition that she is now. I can't bear it and I will not be able to fright and win if I worry about her. I need her to be alive, not just for me but because she has not lived her life to the fullest, and she deserves it. She deserves the world and I will give it to her. I love Lila and would do anything for her.