I close my eyes and allow my feet to guide me on the stage, my stage, in my own ballet studio. The people in the audience don't matter to me as I feel like I'm all alone here. I'm in anther world where Steel and the happiness is waiting for me. Watching me dance with the hope following behind me. A smile comes to my lips as I dance. The steps I can do with ease yet it is not that I care about. Dancing is what I care for and the longer that I dance, the more home I feel and the happier I truly get.

It has been six months since I survived the horrors and ever since then I have been rebuilding my life. Steel has been there with me every step of the way. I can't even explain just how much he has helped me and made me feel loved when all I felt was giving up. My feet and my hands are dancing but my head thinks about Steel and our good memories together. It has been hard on both of us, but we have made it, together. We found a way through it all, and we did it. And we are stronger than ever. I'm stronger than I was.

I slightly open my eyes to see that Steel is there in the front seat. Watching my every move but I don't feel shy under his gaze. I actually feel better that he's here with me. He has gotten me through so much. I send him a smile which he return. In fact there has been a smile on his face the entire time. It's something that I love seeing. His smile brings me happiness and it's something that I have memorized and I can never forget it. Thinking about him smile makes my heart beat faster.

The air that flows through my lungs is bright and it's wonderful. Yet at the same time I feel like I can still smell his cologne, Steel's cologne is just one of the things that doesn't seem to leave me and I don't want it to leave. Just like I don't want him to leave and I know he would never leave. Once again I close my eyes and just dance. Allowing the much to play and the steps that I take are flawless. I finish my routine and the music stops and people clap as I bow before them.

I walk off the stage and into my dressing room. I was about to greet my coach when I see how he's talking to someone on the phone. He's going through a break-up since he was cheated on, but he still has hope for their relationship and is willing to do anything to make it better. I shake my head as I walk to my dressing room but I gasp when I see what is there. Rose petals are covering the floor and there are stars that are sending off a glow hanging from the ceiling.

I stand there in shock as I have no clue what is going on but as I walk inside the room as I see that there is something written on the mirror. I walk over there and see that something is written in lipstick I would have to guess. 'Turn around' it reads and I'm confused for a moment before I find myself turning around and once again I gasp. This time there are tears forming in my eyes, but these are happy tears because of the sight that I'm seeing right in front of me. I can't believe it.

Steel is on one knee with a small box in his hand that is open and inside there is a diamond ring. But I don't care about that. His face is so happy and that is what I care about. I walk over to him and look down at him. My hand goes over my mouth. My heart is beating just for him right now. I notice that his eyes are just staring at me and I do find comfort in looking into his gray eyes and I love how they hold so much love and joy inside them, as I'm sure my eyes do too.

"Lila. I can't even begin to say how much I love you because the love I feel for you is beyond words. My whole existence is there to be with you and without you there is no life. Without you there is no air that I can breathe and without you life would mean very little. You are the definition of living. I will always love you no matter how old and gray we are. I will love you even when you throw me away and leave me for another. I will love you through storms and chaos" He begins.

The tears are running down my face but the smile reminds on my face. "If you will have me then I will be yours in heart, body and mind. You are the one that I will stand beside through everything and I hope you will do the same for me. If you will have me then I shall love you until the day that I take my last breath and I shall love you until the world ends. If you will have me I'm going to make you the happiest woman on this earth" He says.

"Will you do me the honor of becoming yours and marry me?" He asks me. The smile on my lips is so bright and so warm that I don't think I have ever smiled this bright before. I go down on my knees and to his level and put a kiss on his lips. A tear slips down my face as I nod my head. "Yes" I whisper. "Yes. A thousand times yes" I speak louder this time, but he had already heard me the first time and is quick on his feet and pulling me into his arms and kissing me again. When we break the kiss he sets the ring on my finger which is perfect. Our lives are perfect. Our love is perfect.