" Guys, meet Carina - she will be part of our friend group!" I enthusiastically voiced out once I had dragged Carina to where the others stood. We had already left the bus and the teacher was giving out name badges to everyone with the teacher and schools number on it in case we got lost.

They all gave me weird looks which made me glance at Carina to find her standing a bit uncomfortably.

" Are you not going to introduce yourselves?" I asked the four of them, a little annoyed with their attitude. I was excited and I know Carina isn't someone that is very sociable, the least they could do is at least say hi.

" hey"

" hi"

" hello"

" hey"

They all plainly said, their voices laced with boredom. I didn't like how they were acting.

" Can you stop being so dry? Just welcome a new friend into our group, you all are being extremely rude right now." I cross my arms as I speak to them sternly, I was pissed at their attitude too.

" Okay fine." Jennie spoke up first before she crossed her arms and stepped towards me and Carina, standing opposite Carina while crossing her arms.

" leave." Jennie demanded strictly. I looked at her with wide eyes and stepped in the middle of her and Carina, only to be pulled back by Lisa.

" Hey, stop that Jennie!" I demanded, but she only looked back to glare at me. I tried pushing Lisa off, but she did not let go.

I saw already that Carina was tearing up, signalling she was about to cry but she kept a strong face. No, what is wrong with Jennie.

" Carina, no. Don't leave, please." I begged her, as she stared at the ground. Controlling the tears that were threatening to leave her eyes. I felt awful, I just wanted to introduce someone in our friend group and they all are being really mean towards her. I never even thought Jennie could be so mean. She is bossy sometimes but I never saw this rude side of hers and I wasn't liking it a bit.

" I don't want to see you near y/n again. Leave right now or else I will slap you." Jennie demanded. I gasped at what she said and before I had any time to say something, Carina ran off somewhere. I tried running after her only to realise Lisa was still holding me back. My heart broke into pieces when I saw her crying. Jennie had never threatened someone before, she was always such a sweetheart and I never expected her to say the words she did.

Tears were slowly building in my eyes, but I blinked them away. I'm not talking to them, they are being horrible right now.

" Leave me, Lisa." I spoke sternly as I pulled away further. Jennie gave Lisa a look before she let go of me. I pulled my jacket back up my shoulders again and attempted to go after Carina but Jennie stepped in my way.

" Don't, or else I'll get her in trouble." Jennie threatened, making me stop in my steps. I literally couldn't believe it, how could she be acting like this? I glanced at Jisoo and Rosé but they didn't seem the least bit affected by what had just happened.

" Don't come near me." I spoke sternly before walking off and standing at the side myself while I waited for the teacher to come give me a name badge. I didn't even recognise who they were despite knowing them for years. It was like something possessed her because I never saw acting this way and wouldn't even imagine it.

Rosé came after me, but I ignored her; even when she was tapping my shoulder.

" Don't be mad" She pleaded with her eyes but I just huffed at her, continuing to ignore her.

" Go away, Roseanne." I spoke blandly. I saw how her eyes widened when I used her full name, I've probably only used it twice in my lifetime. Too bad, they should know I'm beyond pissed.

" Listen, we only want what's best for you. That Carina girl was going to come and take you away from us, do you really want that to happen?" She asked with a pout as she stared me deep in my eyes.

" She wasn't pulling me away from anyone! I was just introducing a new friend I made into our friend group." I raised my voice slightly, causing Rosé to flinch a little. It was then that I felt a hand on my shoulder from behind, this time I jumped at the sudden contact. Looking back, I saw it was Jisoo. I attempted to pull her hand away from my shoulder but she didn't budge, keeping her hand tightly on my shoulders.

" Stop being so mad about this y/n. We're only trying to protect you, these people always end up breaking your trust." Jisoo tells me from behind, making me send a glare at her as I turn my head.

The only thing she does is smile softly.

" Y/n, trust us on this please? If you want, you can go to Carina - we won't stop you now. But, just remember you can't come back running to us when she leaves you. Do you trust a girl you've only known for an hour more or the four of us who you've known for years?" Jisoo removed her grip from my shoulders and coming in-front of me, standing beside roseanne.

I looked over at the far place where Carina stood crying and then back at Jisoo and Rosé in-front of me. I let out a sigh before shaking my head to myself.

" Of course I choose you" I say softly with a smile and with that they both hug me and I return the gesture. They're probably right, she might leave me in the end. But I know they won't ever leave me.

They've always been by my side.

" What the fuck roseanne, snap out of it!" I yelled as I saw some students looking at us. Rosé simply was just dragging me across the campus with Jisoo trailing behind, who did they think they were?

" Mind your language." Was all she said. Deciding that I didn't want to call anymore attention on ourselves from the other students, I stayed silent and let her drag me to wherever the hell she wanted to before I would get mad at her.

I only felt bad for Ashlyn. She stuck up for me and gave me one of the most peaceful moments I've had in a long while and for that, Jisoo slapped her across the face.

I was beginning to hate their obsession with me. I mean we've been friends since childhood and are basically siblings, I was obsessed with them too. But it literally does not mean they can go around abusing people I hang out with. I should be able to have my own life and other friends as well, they can't expect me to just stick with them four for the rest of my life.

After a few minutes, I realised where exactly rosé was taking me. It was a classroom us 5 always hung out at since it was empty all the time, we stay here for most our breaks and lunches.

Once we were inside, Jisoo locked the door from behind and inside were Jennie and Lisa talking among themselves. Once Jisoo had slammed the door close, it caught Jennie and Lisa's attention and they furrowed their eyebrows once they saw me.

" You all need to stop this behaviour!" I practically yelled at them. I was furious. Jennie and Lisa had a confused expression on their faces while Jisoo and Rosé just looked pissed.

" You need to stop with your attitude." Jisoo fired back at me from behind. I turned around to look at her with crossed arms and let out a scoff.

" Really? I've been apologising for three fucking days and you all have been ignoring me. And now, when I make a new friend; you slap her in the fucking face?!" I yelled out loud, I wasn't even afraid that maybe a teacher would come inside and scold me for my use of profane language since I was growing more infuriated by the second.

" You made a new friend?!" Jennie spoke angrily, I turned around again so I was facing her and Lisa and with that I nodded my head.

" Yes, I did. I have all the rights of making new friends, you guys need to stop controlling me! This happened at the club with Frederick and it is also happening right now. You are my friends and will always be, but it does not mean I can't get to know more people." I reply, this time lowering my voice a little and not yelling as loud.

Jennie still seemed pissed while Lisa held a shocked expression on her face.

" You know what, that's it, fuck you all. I'm leaving." I announced out loud as I turned to head for the door, Jisoo immediately got in the way and crossed her arms in-front of me. Her figure towering over me as she was a few inches taller. But still, I remained my stance at stared back at her. I pushed her to the side only to be end up getting pushed back by her, making me stumble a few steps.

" Who said you could fucking talk like that to us?" Jennie spoke sternly, I looked behind once again and scoffed in her face as she got off the desk she was sitting on and started walking towards me.

" I did. You all have gone way past my limits and i don't give a fuck anymore. You don't own me and I have every right to say and do what I want." I returned the stern tone at her. She almost looked shocked at my words but that was hidden by her anger.

I may have been taking it a little too far, but it's their fault to begin with. They've been getting way too annoying over the fact that I can't hang with others and it's pissing me off.

" Oh, you did not just say that." Jisoo said from behind, and once again - I turned around to face her and a second later; Lisa and Jennie walked past me from behind and stood next to Jisoo and Rosé.

" Oh, I fucking did."

" Did Jennie and Lisa touch you?" Jisoo asked all of a sudden when I was eating. I was basically devouring the slice of lasagna they gave me due to my hunger not being satisfied for the past two days.

An egg was definitely not enough.

Her question made me choke on my food a little but I made sure to swallow it before shaking my head no; as a response. Jisoo sat on my right while she watched me eat and Rosé sat on my left, using her thumb and index to rub circles on my thigh.

It was extremely uncomfortable but I tolerated it since I did not want to risk anything that would take the food I'm eating away.

The whole bedroom was filled with the scent of the microwave heated Lasagna and I wondered why they didn't just take me to eat in the dining table instead.

" We'll be sure to mark you then." Rosé said from my left, making me look at her instantly with my cheeks filled with food. All she did was show me a smirk that I wish I could slap off her face.

I wasn't even sure entirely by what she meant. She could be talking about bruises, scarrs or hickeys..judging on her actions before I started to eat.

Once I was done eating, Jisoo took my plate from me and headed outside the door with it. As soon as the doors closed, Rosé got up from the bed and I assumed she was going to go out but instead, she sat on to of me; facing me. She hooked her arms around my neck and stared down at me with eyes full of lust.

I grew extremely uncomfortable with the position we were in and cleared my throat, in hopes of getting her to get off me. She instead gave me a smirk and pushed me down onto the bed, her hands now on the bed beside my head as she was on her four; on top of me.

Her right hand slowly trailed down my chest making me suck in my breath as I closed my eyes, hoping that she would stop. But instead, her fingers trailed down and once they were in the valley of my breasts, she spun her fingers around on my clothes nipples. My body betrayed me as they hardened and started poking out the thin material of the tank top even more.

" All of you and right below me." She whispered to me, her hot breath fanning over the visible parts of my collarbone and neck while at the same time the hair on the back of my head stood up.

I was scared to say the least.

I'm still that girl who hasn't had a dick inside me and even though I came out as pansexual a while ago, it does not mean that her actions aren't disgusting me.

To think that the hands that were once red from the blood of my loved ones were now attempting to fuck me made me disgusted to the extent that I could throw up.

Before I could process anything, her right hand went under the thin material of my tank top and her hand found its way to my right boob, toying with it as I held my breath once again.

Please stop this.

A loud gasp left my mouth when she unexpectedly pinched my bare nipple, the pain shooting through it's way across my whole body as my eyes opened widely from the sudden action. She smirked once I made that response and leaned down, her lips meeting mine.

I never imagined us to be in the position we are now. Someone I knew for my whole life was now kissing me even though they had done horrible things not so long ago. Her hand moved to my other nipple and gave it the same treatment, once again making me gasp out loud when she unexpectedly pinched my nipple, but this time harder.

She only moaned into my mouth when I jumped and gasped from the pain, I could feel the smirk forming on her lips. Slowly she forced her tongue into my mouth and began to explore the new founded territory.

My hands trembled from their position and once rosé's hands started trailing down closer to my heat. My unconscious self grabbed her hand tightly and shook my head no, tears welling up in my eyes slowly. She pulled away and looked down at my hands clutching onto her arm tightly before a dark look crossed her face.

And just then, Jisoo entered the room. For the first time in a while, I think I may have been relieved to see her since it meant rosé would stop.

Or so I thought.

" Jisoo, I think someone here needs a little punishment." Rosé spoke tauntingly as her eyes never left mine.

Fear trickled it's way from my whole body to the tips of my toes as I started regretting my actions. My heartbeat began to beat faster and my breath hitched.

I knew I fucked up, big time.

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I'm tired of the whole 'shy submissive' y/n stereotype, we need more badass female leads instead

btw I'm teasing your horny asses ;)