words i wished to say but didn't

chances i wanted to take but wouldn't

they matter not this very moment

as i tell you all the things that i couldn't

how beautiful you look

really, you are

much more

than when i looked at you afar

how sweetly those words of yours

sugarcoat the things you say

pastries and candies

that make my heart decay

how you slowly make my heart captive

it's beating, still

how you captivate and deprive me

as if i know not of free will

but...

know that i will never send to you

this god-forsaken letter

i'll just keep it safe locked away

i'll forget it soon enough

don't worry

the memories never stay

neither do you

+° || [] () l|3

*****

happy valentines day