oh my god...

soo, that was the end🥺

i did not just end a whole damn book😭😭

i'd be lying if i said i wasn't crying at least a bit, i'm so damn emotional right now?

over a year ago, i started writing this book with this tiny little idea of mine just appearing inside my head, i literally did not expect anything but found it a bit sad to carry these ideas around in my head instead of writing them down. i can still remember how happy i was when i reached 80 reads, i just couldn't believe that people actually were interested in my stories and now?

i have over 250k reads (which is like, over 4 times the amount of people that live in my city btw), over 350 followers and so many beautiful people supporting me and caring for me which is the most beautiful thing i could ever imagine, it feels like a present and i can't thank you enough because it really means the literal world to me💕

i can't believe how many people always support me and encourage me, read my long ass author's notes and my endless rants and rambles (sorry for that btw, i have a tendency of shutting myself off and never talking about my feelings except i really really like someone so wattpad is the perfect place to let it all out? i feel safe here somehow

in that one year that i wrote this story, i went through many changes and so did my writing and despite the huge amount of chapters that i wrote, i think i can remember writing every single one of them, every single writer's block and burst of good ideas. this book means so much to me and i'm so glad i had the opportunity to end and share it with so many supportive people💞

thank you so so much and yes for real, thank you so so so much for everything uwuwuwuwu🥺🥺💜💜💜

and i have new book ideas (even though i think this book has the softest spot in my heart since it's my first one and the nostalgia just- omg) and i would love to try them out actually!

i may have told you before but i have this book idea inspired by the vampire diaries, then i have another high-school based one but a bit darker?(probably the last one for a while sjsksk) and a kinda kdrama-like winter-based one (my most recent one), i actually have more but i'm guessing those will do for now. i'm actually kinda confused what to do next so i'd appreciate feedback in case you wanna read more books by me (apart from enraptured shjdjs)😔

and now, it's time for my BIG face reveal that i promised months ago🥰 (don't expect too much👉🏻👈🏻):

(i'm just gonna show you a few pics since i kinda look different in every single picture i take-)

(last one's a gif bc videos >>> pictures uwu, i'm proud of my editing skills)

okay idk i guess i look kinda good in those but i can assure i don't look that good irl :D

feel free to follow me on instagram if you wanna talk or something btw, my @ is the same🥰🥰

there's many more things i could say but i'm just gonna leave it here since i don't wanna spam you too much shsjsskwj, in conclusion thank you so much for everything this means a lot to me, writing this book was pure joy from me and getting such positive reactions is extremely uplifting💕 i love you guys and you're all beautiful and precious, don't ever forget that ♡

btw by the time i publish this it's gonna be the 14th already in my country so happy valentine's day💘💘

guess who finally has a girlfriend? not me✨:(

i hope i'll see you and be able to talk to you even if this book is finished, thank you alot again and i'll be taking my leave now, goodbyeee💜