"I am still angry at you for going to men's strip club. What if I went to women's strip club?" I said eyeing the women infront of me.

"I wouldn't be angry at you. Ask why?" she said taking the bag out of the room. When I raised my brow, she further continued. "'because I trust my man" she smiled patting my cheek like a kid and left the room, disappearing into further our home.

Cue the pinky pink cheeks.

Was it that I didn't trust her? Fuck no. but I didn't trust other people. I mean wasn't it natural to see your partner going to strip club and being jealous of it. Like I could fucking imagine people eyeing her up and down and god help me, she was looking hot as fuck that day.

Okay, lesson learnt - trust her, fuck other people, because they aren't important. Sweet little Avha is.

"Oyii, slow it down" I yelled realizing she had taken her heavy bag down the stairs. I ran down seeing her struggle with the bag walking slowly, carefully. I took the bag from her hand and smacked her forehead. "Didn't I tell you wait, stupid bitch"

today we were leaving for Spain without Esmee, she would reach there tomorrow and god knows who she''ll bring along. It was better to let her and Avha sort their shit out first. I had done my work of letting her know where we stood.

"I mean, I just wanted to help" her voice came out low. "shut up" I said making her grumble some shit under her breath.

"Silassss" she sang when the injured silas came strutting in. "Fuck off bitch" he directed his statement towards me, walking straight to Avha.

"Who did these?" she asked inspecting the bruises on his face. Under the eye. On the cheekbone, on the jaw and everywhere else. "Some fucker destroyed the whole beautiful scenery of my face" he spat towards me. Glaring at him, he stepped back shutting up instantly.

"You know both of you fight like kids and y'all better take care of yourselves. I am not giving you any ointment" she said pressing his wound making him hiss in pain.

Avha and silas both turned to me instantly when a laugh erupted from me which I tries covering up with a cough. Avha came towards me and instantly pressed my stomach. I gulped trying to supress the hiss of pain. Fuck how did she know. "I know he punched you there. Just because I didn't say anything doesn't mean I don't know. I guess I know you enough in these past 4 months to know your every step" she punched me on the wound and this time I did complain.

Did she just say 4 months? Yes. Did I smile on that? Yes. Did both of them give me stink eye? Yes. Do I care? As if.

scary woman!

****

I fucking hate planes and their fucking turbulence. I will never get used to it. Sitting in the business class with Avha by my side and Silas somewhere away from us, I was fucking scared. The plane just suffocates me. I mean what is there to like about it? Closed shit planes. We could crash and nobody will find us and that would be the worst thing. I mean planes are disgusting and dangerous and risky. One wrong shit and it will all crumble down and icing on the cake I had Avha with me. What if some shit happens to both of us? I'll hunt down the whole damn airline after my death. Fuck no stop. Don't think about dying, think about Avha, beautiful smily Avha. Fuck yeah! That's more like it.

"It's going to be fine, Mr. Araztimuno. Breathe" she spoke sitting on my lap grabbing my face in her small hands. Avha didn't have small hands, she was above 5'6" she just had hands smaller than me. meaning they were still small.

"I-" I tried swallowing but it proved to be difficult. It was as if someone has blocked my air passage and it hurt. Like there was a ball trying to stop me from breathing.

"No. stop. It's going to be fine. I promise. You have to try to take deep breaths. For me" who was I to deny her. Esp when she brought it to her. I needed to calm down and try breathing slowly. For her.

"That's right. Just like. Such a good boy" she said caressing my cheeks slowly just the way I liked. Her hand reached my hair and she massage them slowly. Avha had put my now growing hair into some braid and I fucking loved it. Did I take picture of myself in that? Come on now. I surely did. She too took one, of us together after braiding my hair and later when I braided her hair. I was kissing my girl and that was currently my phone wallpaper. Avha blushed just the way I wanted after seeing it. Such a cute darling!

"you are fine, yeah?" she asked trying to keep her voice straight and not affected. "yeah" my voice came out more pathetic than I'd thought. It was small and husky and I felt like I hadn't had water in so long. "I'll ask for some water" she said, still sitting on my lap, hands still where they were earlier. She's getting bold and am I complaining?

"Here" after a moment, the air hostess brought the glass of water and the cool liquid calmed me but not as much as her presence, her scent, she did. "Come on big boy, sleep now" she spoke and I brought my head into her chest.

Heaven, y'all heaven.

Her little caressing, massages and sweet scent lulled me to sleep. A lot more hours to go. Fml.

I stirred in my sleep holding the soft pillow closer against my body, squishing it. A smack on my head made me open my eyes.

"stop squishing me so much" I heard a soft voice. The same voice which has me hooked from months now. The one I loved the most.

She got down my lap and cuddled to my side. Holding her close to my body, I went back to sleep.

"I am so bored rn. This flight is never ending" avha said groaning, sitting at her seat besides me. We both had slept for hours in my seat and when we were up she quickly scrambled to her own starting some movie shit. The movie was paused when avha spoke up again looking up at me softly. Those soft lips begging to be kissed and who was I to deny? I grabbed her chin in my hand firmly and planted my lips on her soft ones making an involuntary groan to slip past me.

Avha kissed back with just enough pleasure and I brought my face into her neck sniffing her soft scent. She'd alter between her new products and my old ones. The mix was just perfect and calming. Who thought a smell could be so fucking addicting.

"same" answering her previous statement with my face still in the crook of her neck, she shivered. With passing time I had found out, avha wasn't one to back down. She'd eventually say and do what she wants. Sometimes she'd need some push, sometimes she'd realize her worth and snatch that fucking thing. And honestly the latter was fucking hot.

Avha had just got her glasses for her headache and man she aced the look. My hot piece. Wasn't she already beautiful, the glasses were just the perfect cherry on top.

She had got emotional when she went to the optician. Throwing tantrums how she looked bad and shit like that. But days later she started cussing I mean soft underaged cussing to that doctor for prescribing her the glasses. She got angry how much it costed and that things would have been better either ways and no doubt the angry woman got her periods the next day and went to bed the whole time.

I, by no means look at her periods in the degrading way, I know better than that. I have been taught better than that. It's just that I love watching her angry once in a month self. She looks so fucking hot when she's angry even if it's for 2 or 3 days. With glasses on, yelling about some shit, pacing around the living room and watering those plants to calm herself, I was all up for it.

Avha has become more important to me than I'd thought. With the passing time, the 5'7" woman was becoming the light of my dark tunnel. I don't know if me obsessing over her like this is healthy or not, but I totally love it. When avha is in my arms stroking my face softly, biting my cheek like an idiot she is and smiling like a lunatic, I am home. I am where I want to be, where I will always want to be.

"when was the last time you went to Spain?" She asked, now sitting in her seat while turning to my side eyeing me closely.

"I never went back once I left it" my voice hardening from the memories I had about the place. "so why suddenly?" She asked cautiously.

"It's Essmee's birthday and mum and dad missed me." She nodded humming a bit keeping all her questions trapped in her. "Also, they wanted to see you" I said mischievously and her eyes widened. "You told them about me? Wat did they say? Oh my god Araztimuno why didn't you tell me before? Come on speak up why are silent?" She gushed continuously in one breath.

A small smile grazed my face at her sudden outburst. "speak up" she huffed annoyedly smacking my head. "Let me speak then" I chuckled and Avha's cheeks reddened.

"okay okay. Speak up now" she sat straight looking at me directly curiously. "my mom's sixth-sense is out of this world" I spoke up pausing dramatically making her glare at me in anger and curiousness. "so she and my dad kind of guessed I had a special person in my life" Avha gasped in horror. "How? What? Excuse me?"

"aren't you the special one?" I asked and Avha looked everywhere else but me biting her lip. "Am I?" She asked inncoently as if this woman hasn't had me wrapped around her. As if she wasn't the reason why I stopped wearing gloves and stood more confidently each day, as if she wasn't calming my nightmares every

damn night. "what do you think?" I asked further wanting to hear it from her mouth, confidently.

"you tell me" she added. Fucking stupid woman.

"what do YOU think?" I spoke leaving no room to let her add her question. "I think" she whispered lowly.

"Huh?"

"I think I maybe the special one?" She shrugged a little looking from her long lashes. I swear she's got perfect lashes. oh wait... everything about her is imperfectly perfect.

"That's right" I said smiling like a fucking crazy bitch. "Stop smiling and continue you stupid"

"yeah right" I cleared my throat trying to not act like a bitch about the new swirling happiness. "so they told me to bring you there and Esmee will celebrating her birthday as she recently signed a big photography deal." I explained to her assesing her getting nervous out of blue.

"what if they don't like me and how many people will be there? Like..." She paused trying to take few deep breaths calming down while I took her soft hands in mine. Even if she had scars on her palm till her wrists, I loved having her hands in mine.

"Avha" I said sternly and she nodded gulping. "yeah yeah. I remember everything" she nodded plasting a fake smile on her face. "That fake smile makes you look so stupid" she narrowed her eyes at me and huffed. "You are becoming so mean day by day" shaking her head, she laid down getting back to sleep pulling up the dividing wall shit.

Fuck me FUCK ME.

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i didn't even proofread it. correct the mistakes. also, WTF has grammarly slowed down my laptop. WHYYYYY.

bye bitches.