"Wassam you reached the voicemail of East." I heard for the 39th time...

I huffed the twins was with Gran and Grandma East. They gotten so big. Dave stood on his shit. He barely speaks to me. He won't lay with me. He won't touch me. Meechi keeps popping up, but Dave never here and it's making me feel uneasy.

I started cleaning up the house to my good old r&b's. I made my way to the guest room Dave been sleeping in and while cleaning something caught my eye. A gold wrapper and a balled up phone number. Interesting. I finished cleaning up and went to start on my hair. I been looking like a damn bum! My hair been in a bird nest for toooo long. I started going live talking to my people about upcoming items I'll be launching for SapphireSins while doing my hair.

I settled on a black middle part luckily I washed it yesterday night. Yae ass in Paris so I learned REAL quick how to slay my own hair. While I was doing my hair talking my shit, a song came on that spoke to me.

"I tried to play cool

But instead I was playing myself

What you gotta know about me

Is that I'm dying in this lonely hell

And I don't wanna be without you

'Cause I can hardly breathe without you

This is what it feels to be the one

Who's standin' left behind

How did I become the wrong side of a love song?

Baby, I'm a mess

Out of every piece and part of me

You were always the best

But instead I was leaving you here alone

But I didn't mean it,

No, I didn't mean it

Now I'm begging, baby, come home

And you got me singing why,

Why you wanna make me cry?

I'll be thinking 'bout you

Got me dreaming 'bout you

Every single day and night" I sung along being dramatic.

"East got me in my feelings? Fuck you and everything you stand on pussy ho!" I said laughing at a comment joking around. I kept responding to them until I was all done.

I went to prepare dinner. Before I started, I sat my new findings in his room on the counter.

I sat there thinking. How should I react? Do I have a right to even react? My mind was racing and before I knew it, I was damn-near done. I let the food sit on the stove on low. I ran upstairs and took a well needed shower in my Olay Shea butter and honey bodywash. I threw some sexy on and took a picture.

I went downstairs and poured myself some red wine. I dimmed the lights and finished dinner. I'll look good for my damn self. I decided to post on Instagram.

💬: 2,439,052+ ❤️: 3,421,890+

2TruSophia: I'll Go To Hell & Jail Bout You Boy.... You Sure you wanna let this go boy? 💙🥺 #snapback #demontime

Random: oop looks like East thinking bout letting her goooo! 🥳🥳.

YaeGotHands: Sexccc😍😍😍

LoveRissa: Sis u look good asf yo 😈😍

OnlyEast: Aint shit up for grabs she still mine the fucc. 💙🔒. She need some act right since yall so nosey.

🔁 2TruSophia: Lock no key this shit for keeps🔒

I laughed logging off. He always faking the funk on social media and I play along. I fixed myself a plate and did a little dance, before cutting the tv onto real Housewives of Atlanta. Messy tv calms my soul pooh, and once I'm done catching up, I'll binge watch American Horror Story.

I was cuddled up on the couch, pouring me some more wine about to finish eating. When I heard the door open.

"My babies here?"

"Well hello to you too Dave. No they are with our grandmothers for the next two nights." I said sipping my wine.

"Why nobody mention this to me?"

"How many times did I call?" I said pretending like I was thinking. "40."

"Man whatever."

Just as he was about to walk up the stairs he finally looked at me biting his lip.

"I found a number and condom while cleaning up."

"Okay? Was it used?"

"No."

"So stop bugging me."

"Dumass bitch." I mumbled.

He stopped midway up the stairs. We had a stare off.

"What Milan?"

"DUMBASS BITCH!"

"Imma just leave before I hurt your feelings."

"Hurt em ho! You got condoms in yo pocket and shit leaving me with twins everyday. Meechi ass keep popping up every time I block him a new number or the blocked ones get unblocked magically. I feel like I'm being watched where I'm supposed to feel safe at. If it's gone be this let me know so I can move out with my kids."

He laughed in my face. "You can go, but my kids I'll kill you over. Matter of fact you nor them leaving the fuck."

"Dizzy Dora ho! You never here!" I screamed.

"Yo ho ass feel some type of way bout Meechi because he a opp. You was fucking with a nigga who wanted me dead. Lie and say you ain't have nothing going on when I hacked his shit. I'm trynna be sure my family straight meanwhile you deleted the messages from your phone. You sending that nigga what's mine. Lie and say he ain't seen shit you've wore for me. You was sneaky as hell Milan. Then expect to be forgiven. What have you done other than pop pills and halfway take care of my kids? Oh yeah you was still fucking with him after I caught you. Stop playing victim. That condom came from a party I went to. They were handing out condoms to errbody and the number was balled up. I ain't fucking use it! I'm never here? BECAUSE I AM BUSY TRYING TO CLEAN UP THIS MESS YOU MADE!" He yelled back at me.

I sat there looking stupid crying before running upstairs. Before I could make it pass Dave, he grabbed me.

"Let me go."

"Yo communication suck. This shit getting tiring. We might be better off co-parenting."

"No David, I want to be with you. I'll do better."

"We love each other, but steady hurting one another. That ain't real. You posting damn near naked on social media to be seen and get attention. I'm not enough for you, so I want you to find enough for you. Me trying to fix you breaking me in process mamas. I can't do this no more."

"I'm sorry..."

"I'll let y'all have this house, we can figure out a schedule."

"Stay here I feel safer with you here. Please."

He thought about it for a minute. "I'll stay in the guest house then. No funny business Milan."

I just nodded and smiled at him. I gave him a hug, and something about that hug let me know it'll be the last one for a minute. But that's okay because he'll always be mine......

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