𝟛𝟞. ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕪-𝕤𝕚𝕩

*Y/n's POV*

~6:00 A.M~

☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎☯︎︎

i woke up at about 5:30 in the morning so I could just get a short breather after last night,it's currently now 6 in the morning and i'm standing on the patio to me and mattias bedroom watching the sunset letting the wind blow through my hair,i think about my life,the kids and how much danger we could or would get them into,i feel arms wrap around my waist and kisses gets placed on my neck,"morning bubba",i say slightly smiling

"goodmorning amor,why are you up so early?",he says letting go of me and turns me to face him,i look away from him and i could tell he's giving me a confused look so i sigh and look back at him

"i'm just thinking,it's nothing really",I say looking into his olive eyes,he sighs,looks at the sunset for a moment and then looks back at me

"ok babe,you can tell me anything and you know that so what is it?"he says giving me the most cutest facd ever,i smile at him and he smiles back

"it's just that I want to live a normal life when nobody's trying to kill me or when I don't have to go on missions,I'm tired Mattia",I say still looking at him,he runs his hand through his wet hair because he had probably just got out of the shower and looks away,I look down at the ground,walk past him and into the room,I grabbed some clothes and went to take a shower,once I was finished I put my clothes on did my hair,and did my makeup which took me a long time so by the time I was done it was eight thirty,I walk out of the bathroom and Mattia is looking the mirror which was in a huge closet across from the bathroom buttoning his shirt,he catches me looking at him and I look away,I walk out of the room and go downstairs to see everyone eating cereal

"morning",Alvaro says while pouring two cups of coffee I'm guessing one is for me,I go where he is and grab the finished coffee he made me,Mattia comes down the stairs and says hey to everybody

"i have to go to a photoshoot,kennedy yours is at 9'but I'll see you guys later",he comes near me and tries to give me a kiss but I move my face (SWERVING ok let me stop) he sighs and kisses my cheek,I don't even dare to look at him,he walks out of the house and I roll my eyes

"well what the hell is going on with you two this morning",kairi says standing up about to go wash his dish,i scoff at the question

"nothing important but i gotta go it's almost 9"i finish putting away my cup,grab my keys and walk out of the house,once I got in my car and started it I drove straight to the photo shoot location,it took me about 25 minutes,I got there,went inside they put different clothes on me,fixed my hair up a little and redid my makeup,once they were done they started taking my pictures with the background they chose,I wasn't feeling the smiling today so I just didn't smile,they took my pictures and I was finished,they let me choose one to post for now

꧁ The Picture ꧂

i had left the place and bumped into someone on accident,i looked up and it was mattia,i scoff and speed walk away all the way to my car,he was going the exact same way i was,i got into my car and quickly drove home but he literally was on my ass,i parked and everything,then got out locking my car doors,he was calling my name while i speed walked in the house I threw my keys on the kitchen table and put my hair up and took deep breathes,i turned around and mattia was standing there looking at me

"what are you looking at?"I say giving him sass,he threw his hands up

"im sorry ok kennedy,it's just like I don't think it's possible and you wouldn't be you without being a spy babe,and I know you want whats better for everyone and the kids but come on",he says stepping closer to me,i back up from him and put my hand up telling him to stop

"we can try to get out of it and i will be the same Kennedy on the inside I just won't on the outside unless I really have to beat somebody's ass,but babe please I can't do it anymore",I say holding back tears,I put my hand down,he walks up to me and wraps his arms around me,I dig my head into the crack of his shoulder,he's rubbing my back telling me that everything's gonna be ok

"we're gonna be ok,i understand my love",he says kissing my forehead

AUTHORS NOTE:Y'all are not gonna like the ending and i am sorry for it in advance,im ending this story on 40 parts,and make sure y'all go read Camp Code Red ;)