Tanner is full of bullshit. Not just the regular kind, the explosive kind. The one that sticks to the toilet in public bathrooms.

I hate cussing in general because that's the last thing I like to do but, he is full of it, complete bullshit. I look around this stadium overwhelmed with the amount of people. He said it was labeled and sectioned off but, he's a liar, a big huge handsome liar, but still a liar. This is complete chaos.

This game makes their rank fly up if they win and I'm scared that being here is going to cause him to be to nervous to play.

This morning I woke up feeling nervous, happy and excited all at the same time. I know he's going to crush it but, I will always have the doubt in the back of my head that he won't. What if he get's hurt? What if he ends up in the hospital? What if he needs me to leave? What if his family doesn't like me? What if his mom hates me?

After last night I know I care about him. I know that he means so much to me.

I took a long shower and shaved everything, just in case of today finally getting to me. I know that we are taking it slow, but if he were to start something I don't think I could possibly stop him. He makes me feel so good and I'm finally to the point where I trust him completely, he hasn't given me a reason not to, so I'm going to.

I put on an Alabama tee shirt with his number 17, on the back and some high waisted shorts I got from a thrift store a few months back, they had seen better days but, were the most comfortable pair I owned. I haven't been shopping recently anyway. They are a loose but, not unbearable.

He had given me this shirt a few weeks ago, coming from his personal collection because he said, "I want people to know what's mine", that though alone makes me smile. I know that nobody else has a custom shirt like this and it makes me feel special.

I finished my look by putting on white slip on sneakers and put my long hair into a high pony before leaving to come here.

I never thought I would be in the middle of a huge football stadium, wearing my guy's number, funny how life works. I also never thought I would be dating the biggest college quarterback in the SEC but, I'm here too. I wouldn't change it for the word, Tanner means everything to me.

I don't even know how we got so close so fast, he just feels like someone I could talk to for hours, but someone who I don't need to talk to as well because I just like knowing he is near me. He makes me have butterflies when he looks at me but fireworks when he touches me all at the same time. He hasn't forced me into anything and he hasn't been overbearing.

When I asked for time to study he let me, when I asked for time to be alone, he left me alone. He didn't try to control me or make me do anything and I'm so happy he didn't. When I see him though my day immediately becomes better and with him I feel unstoppable. I love seeing him, it just makes me smile thinking about it.

I knew he was having a hard week this past week, so I took the opportunity to show him how much he means to me. Spending the last amount of money on my debit card just to make him eat something was worth it.

The look on his face when he saw me was everything, I knew he was worming his way into my cold heart and breaking down walls I've spent years putting up when I was standing in the Chick-fil-a line praying 30 nuggets was enough for him to eat.

Just how I know I'm doing the same to him especially, when he gives me his clothes or drives me around campus so I'm not alone.

When he touched me a few months ago, I couldn't believe how good it felt. I now know why people make sex such a big deal because even being seventeen, I know that I've never felt more connected to a person before. We didn't even have sex or go all the way but I knew his body and he knew mine, and I never have felt so comfortable being with someone before.

A week ago, I was ready. I was going to let him do whatever was possible, we were in my room watching TV on his laptop and I knew. I knew that I wanted to because I trust him. We started making out and I unbuttoned his pants and got him naked. He got my pants down all for his mom to call. Maybe that was a sign to wait a little longer. Well not that night because we did get each other off, just not using our private parts.

Is it going to hurt? He's huge. I don't know what to do but I hope he loves me enough to show me.

Taking me out of my thoughts by looking at the stadium clock, it displays the time 5: 24. I start internally freaking out. The kickoff is set for 6 sharp and I want to be able to watch him run out of the tunnel with his teammates.

I start walking towards the home side of the field and pass concession stands, vendors and mom's chasing their children. I smile and keep walking finally finding the family section. I walk up to the security guard, and she's a woman just like Tanner said.

She looks up at me and asks "May I help you dear?"

I nod and pull out my student ID and seasons ticket to show her proof that I'm not a crazy stalker like a solid half of the girls here are. I know they think Tanner's hot, and I understand why but, he has never given me a reason not to trust him so I trust him. I know I shouldn't let him in this quick but I can't stop it, he's everything to me.

I reply to the lady, "Hi, I'm Ellie, Tanner said that you would let me in to sit with his family, I have my ID and seasons pa-" and I'm cut off by her smiling and saying "Oh, yes honey he came up here this morning and told me his girlfriend Ellie was coming, you can go right through the section behind me and to the first row."

She opens the sectioning string and let's me through and I respond "Thank you so much, have a great day."

She smiles and turns back around to doing her job. I walk down to the front, getting dirty looks my entire way. The girls do not look happy.

I see families and very few girlfriends and fiancés from the players seats and keep walking to the front. I guess Tanner gets front seats from his dad's status here, and the fact that he was and still is a five star recruit.

I finally make it to the front and find his family in their seats. Anxiety here I come, he's lucky I care about him or I wouldn't be doing this.

I speak "Hey Mr. and Mrs. Kingston, I'm Ellie, Tanner's girlfriend, It's nice to finally meet you." I look over at the other seats and continue the girl who looks about my age "You must be one of the triplets, Sage right?"

Mrs. Kingston stands up and pulls me in for a hug stating "Hi Ellie, Mr. and Mrs. Kingston is to formal call me Grace and this is my husband Beau, I've heard so much about you, it's finally good to meet the face of the young woman who has made Tanner fall in love".

I smile back and register what she just said. LOVE? As in he's in love with me? I know that we have strong feelings for each other but love is a whole other situation.

I choose to ignore the comment, "I'm happy to be here and meet you guys to, Tanner showed me a few pictures of y'all but I know I would have recognized you without it, he looks just like his father", looking over at Beau.

He smiles at me and sits up and hugs me, shocked is and understatement for how I'm feeling. He says "Good to meet you too, Ellie".

I smile at them and walk down the aisle to sit next to Sage who is next to her father, she looks busy people watching. "Hey mind If I sit next to you?"

She turns around and smiles, she has to the same perfect teeth, brown hair and green eyes as Tanner and his father, I wonder if the boys have them too. She responds "No, go ahead, It's finally good to meet you." I say "Likewise" smiling at her.

Just then Tanner's other siblings Tucker and Noah walk down and sit with us. I feel like I'm seeing triple even though they are triplets.

They boys look practically identical the only thing separating their looks are their eye colors. One has the hazelly bright green eyes like his sister, Tanner, and his father while one's are a more blue in color reminding me of his mom.

One of the twins puts his arm around my shoulder and says "Sage, you didn't tell me you had a hot new BFF that's sitting with us. I'm Tucker but, you can call me whatever you want hot mama."

I laugh and push his arm off of me. Sage looks at him and says "Unless you want your dick chopped of by Tanner, I wouldn't touch her, she's the girl he was telling us about."

Just then Tanner's mother Grace yells at Sage from the end of the aisle "Language, young lady!"

She rolls her eyes as Tucker starts "The girl huh, it's nice to meet you, Noah" he slumps back and pokes elbows with Noah. I lean forward and shake Noah's hand and smile at him.

He adds "Damn, she's to pretty for that asshole" to Tucker. He laughs and so does Tucker. That makes me feel good.

Their mother yells again "All of you and your crap mouth's need to stop!" glaring at the triplets.

They laugh and I sit back in my seat while they sit in their seats as well.

A few minute's later Sage and I's conversation gets interrupted by the teams theme song playing. Everyone in the stadium stands up and I do the same. I look down over the white brick wall and see nothing but perfectly green grass, bushes and a bench a few feet forward.

The entire athletic football department has already set up the field and the Cheerleaders line up at the tunnel. This is it, the first time I get to see him as a college SEC football player in person. I look over and see his mom smiling, along with his dad smiling away while holding her into his side.

I wonder if that's why Tanner holds me that way, the way they look at each other reminds me of what my parents had years and years ago, they look in love. I quickly look away and back to the tunnel. Fog machines start going off while the audience is screaming away. I see cameras and crew operators with headsets everywhere.

The team starts running out along with the crew, I watch them run out all while looking for Tanner. I don't see him and begin to panic. Did something happen?

A few minutes later when all the players are out, I see Tanner walking along with the head coach at the very end of the line. I smile at him while watching the coach throw his arm over the side of Tanner's shoulder talking to him.

I look at his uniform and clench my legs together as tight as possible while standing here watching him. His behind looks tight and round in his white pants, his shoulder pads are bulging, his muscles are showing in his legs through his socks, and his body looks completely massive.

I want to jump on his waist and kiss his entire body, over and over again.

He finishes talking to his coach once the fog clears, and cheerleaders disassemble. He walks over to one of his teammates, picks up a football and starts throwing it. His arm speed is freaking incredible. I can tell he is nervous because of the way he was acting last night and right now, I hope it's not me. If it is I'll walk out of this stadium right now so that he plays well.

He has a stern look on his face while warming up. I look at the clock and see its 5:48, he's about to play in one of the most important games of his life. This could easily move their rank up so much.

They are number three right now and can easily be number one by winning this.

Once his section finishes, they walk over to the benches and his head pops up. I know that he sees me watching him. He meets his parents gaze and smiles at them. He looks above them like he is looking for me.

A few second later after looking down and around at the stadium seats he sees me sitting next to his siblings. I smile at him and blow him a kiss. He turns around breaking our gaze for a minute before looking for a coach I'm assuming. They look busy fixing paperwork before the coin toss.

Tanner smiles as he sprints towards our area and jumps over the bushes, he keeps laughing though. He runs up to me and jumps on the brick wall. He sits down on top of it and says "Hey trouble, I missed you" and kisses me long and hard before I have a chance to respond.

He quickly pulls away when his name is called by the coaches for him to go participate in the coin toss. He sighs and smiles at me saying "I have to go but stay with my parents and I'll meet you outside the locker room when we are done." He looks down to see his dad and shouts "Hey old man" smiling at him.

His dad laughs at him and points to the field reminding him of where he should be. I grab him before he runs off as he jumps down and whisper in his ear so that his siblings can't hear "You got this Tan and I'll be right here whether you win or lose but, If you win, I might do something for you later" and pull my V-neck tee to the side for him to see my hot pink lace bra strap.

I put this on for a reason, we might not have sex tonight and I'm perfectly okay with that but I'm ready to show him my body. I'm ready for him to see me naked, I've seen him naked but he's never seen my chest. I'm scared and nervous for his response but I know he's going to make me feel good.

I see the cameras and fans so I quickly pull my shirt back up my shoulder to cover my bra strap. I know that bribing him with food worked for studying so why not my bra for football?

His eyes darken as he nods his head and pecks me on the lips as he says "I sure do hope so" and jogs off.