— chapter seventeen

rubi and harry push away from each other terrified from the fact someone caught them.

"shut up dean! someone is gonna come up here wondering why you were screaming like a girl!" harry whisper yells.

dean holds on to his chest, breathing heavily. "y-you b-both were about to do the dirty and i almost witnessed it." dean gasps while putting his hands to his mouth.

"no! what is wrong with you! i would never sleep with harry. the kiss was just a 'im happy your alive' kiss nothing more! harry is practically my brother."

harry's heart breaks at that moment. it meant nothing?

"so you kiss ron too then? cause i would never kiss my brother like that, especially with tongue." dean crosses his arms while looking at rubi.

rubi opens her mouth but nothing comes out. he stumped her there. plan b: change the topic.

"w-well, why did you say brother when you could've said sister?" rubi questions. what kind of question is that weasley.

dean eyes widen. "im not gay!"

"i never said you were...."

dean looks like he's trying to save himself but he doesn't know what to say. he sighs in defeat. "ok fine fine. we wont talk about this ever again. you and harry's kiss and my coming out. deal?"

dean put his hand out to rubi. rubi stares at him and shakes on it. dean sighs in relief. "erm harry ill ask you about the thing later ill wait." dean murmurs as he walks out.

as soon as he closes the door it becomes quite. harry and rubi dont even glance at each other. they just stare at the floor and around the room.

"erm harry, im really sor-"

"i dont mean anything to you do i." harry gets straight to the point just wanting to rip the bandaid off. rubi furrows her eyebrows.

"of course you mean something to me harry, your practica-"

"i dont mean friend wise"

rubi feels like she's been slapped in the face. "h-harry we shouldn't be having this conversation."

"no! i need to know rubi. ive been in love with you since the moment we first made eye contact at the train station."

"harry stop please-"

"i-i watched you have crushes on boys who i never compared to but i still wanted you so bad even though knowing i would never get to have a chance with you. and it broke me even more when you went off with cedric. whenever you two would touch i felt like was being stuffed underground, when he would hug you i felt cold. when he would kiss you i felt empty." harry had tears running down his face.

"i would jump in front of a train just to see you smiling like an angel. i would bleed myself dry just to kiss you. id give up everything if you would ask me too. i wouldn't hesitate to do anything for you. yet here you are" he gestures to rubi chuckling with no humor.

"calling me your brother after kissing me with so much passion that i felt like putty in your hands. you turning me down by telling me you dont love me like that. im chained and bloody in front of you and you just look down at me with your gorgeous smile and tell me that everything is fine. even though im chained and bloody i believe you, because for some reason i feel the need to please you all the time."

"so yeah, im fucked. i know for a fact that this cycle has no end to it. i just know." harry lets out a breath.

rubi stares down at floor with no emotions showing. she finally looks up and she looks numb. she walks towards him and points her wand at him. "obliviate"

harry suddenly stops crying. he stares at her with empty eyes. she lets out a tear but her face is still emotionless. harry eyes close and he falls to the floor.

rubi put him to sleep.

he wouldn't remember any of this tomorrow morning. everything would go back to the way it was. this was the best for him.

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rubi was so numb. she was sitting in the astronomy tower looking at the stars. everything was dizzy and fuzzy. she had ate two witch herbs that were supposed to make you feel floaty and all of that.

so now hear she was feeling like she was ok the clouds but black dark clouds. the black dark clouds mirrored her misery.

nothing makes her more miserable then looking at two birds cuddle each other against a tree, protecting they're eggs. it hurt so much for some reason.

"i had a feeling you were here" a soft grumbly voice says. she doesn't bother to look up, she was too out of it to care.

"hello albus."

the man chuckles. no student was allowed to call him albus but since this specific student was high off witch herbs, he brushed it off.

"you seem.... like you've swallowed yourself in to despair. why is that?"

rubi continues to look up at the sky with no emotion whatsoever. "because im breaking the heart of a person who means more to me than i mean to myself. i didnt even know i was hurting him. how could i hurt him without even knowing?"

dumbledore hums. "yes love is hard"

"who said it was love." rubi's chest rumbles.

"the way you are speaking is telling me you are in love with that person. you're hurt that you hurt the person that you love more than your own family." he says softly.

"i dont love no one more than my family. do not put words in my mouth."

"its ok to be in you love with harry, ms weasley."

that somehow makes her wake up from the fuzzy place. she snaps her head towards him in shock. he smiles knowingly at her. "ms weasley, this is my castle, i know everything that happens in these walls."

"yeah but that doesnt mean you know my love life." rubi glares at him. he shrugs "you are right i dont. but you two are fated to love each other. so i am in fact sure that you are in love with him."

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rubi was currently in the great hall with all of gryffindor. she was standing right next to her little brothers, fred and george. apparently they were gonna have a dance, named the yule ball.

"the yule ball has been a tradition to the triwizard tournament since its inception. on christmas eve night we and our guests, gather in the great hall with great manner. as represententives as the host school i expect each in every one of you to put your best foot forward. and i mean this literally because the yule ball is first and foremost a dance.."

rubi groans. fred and george told her about mother sending ron dress robes because she was in the library doing her homework. she didn't expect that she was sending them for a dance.

"silence, the house of godric gryffindor demands the respect of the wizardry world for ten centuries. i will not have each of you acting this certain way in the great hall as if you were all bubbling babbling baboons."

"try saying that five times faster." george whispers to fred and rubi. and fred like the idiot he actually tries it making rubi groan. they continue that for a few minutes making rubi zone out from what ms mcgonagall was saying.

suddenly i hear "mr weasley" making me come back to reality. ron replies with a scared yes making me grin. "will you join me please?"

ron gets up and starts walking to the center of the room. rubi george and fred try holding in their cackling.

"now please place your right hand on my waist"

ron looks at her horrified "where?" he asks in disbelief. "my waist" he listens and fred whistles making everyone chuckle.

they start dancing making rubi's idiot brothers dance too. "oi" a whisper says.

all three of them look at harry. fred and george get close to hear was harry has to say. "you're never gonna let him forget this are you?"

all three of them at the same times say "never"

"everybody come together."

rubi turns to fred. "may i have this dance young sir." she curtsy while fluttering her eyelashes.

fred smirks and bows down. "of course m' lady." he takes my hand and goes to the middle floor where everyone else is.

"but you lead i dont know how to dance. mother only ever taught you." fred whispers. making rubi chuckle. "gladly." she starts doing each step ms mcgonagall demands them to do. fred kept on loosing his footing but she still looked flawless dancing.

"well done ms weasley, well done. mr weasley.... not so well."

rubi giggles as she sees fred frown. the next part is to turn your partner and they'll end up with another person. so as soon fred spins her she is met with harry staring at her breathlessly.

1531 words.

purrrr. hello.

im back.....again.

with a new chapter YAY!!

updating twice in a week? *gasps*

so i wanted to tell you guys after i finish

goblet of fire ill be closing this book

and start on the next book named

SPAN. it'll be the next part of

rubi and harry's relationships so yeah just

wanted to let you know. kisses xxx.