After all the drama of you know... Murdering my life giver and her child. You would think I would feel some form of regret or sadness but I couldn't find any in me. Marcus was so kind as to have it all covered up as a car explosion and nobody questioned it further. Phil seemed to do really well with the news so that was sort of concerning.

I spent the next few days working on getting myself together. Controlling all these gifts I have recieved has been a pain in my ass but I am handling it with the help of my mates and friends. One thing is for sure is that I have become rather needy in my first few days as a vamp if you get what I mean. Rosalie has been giving me the sex eyes so thats gonna be good when I can get her alone.

"Mama can you help me with this dance thing" I heard a voice that belonged to Jane break me out of my thoughts.

I turned around and saw her frozen in place and I myself froze. Never had I ever been called mom before. I am not much older than Jane and Alec but I would happily taken them in as mine. I always wanted to be a mom anyways.

"I- Im sorry" Jane said with fear in her eyes.

"No Jane don't be sorry. I will happily take on the role of your mom if thats what you want. I may not be much older than you but I always wanted to be a mom. You and Alec seem to need a mother figure anyways" I explained and allowed her to run into my arms as I hugged the smaller girl tightly.

My daughter I thought to myself and how happy it made me feel.

"Really. You will be our mom" I heard the voice that belonged to Alec say as he came around the corner with tears that would never fall in his eyes.

"Yes Alec come here" I motioned for the boy to join out hug.

He too ran into my arms and we squeezed eachother tightly for what felt like hours.

"Okay. Mom" Alec said and it seemed that he was testing out saying the word and he smiled so I hope it went well.

"Well whats happening in here" My dad asked as he, Vicky, Aro, Marcus, Carlisle, Rosalie, Edward and Garrett walked into the room.

"Dad. I would like to introduce you to my children. Jane and Alec. Children this is your grandfather Charlie and your grandmother Vicky" I did a new introduction even though they have all already met eachother.

"Well isn't this the cutest thing I have ever seen. It makes me want to barf" Aro fake gagged but I could tell he was teasing by his tone.

"Congradulations. I am glad these kids could have someone to call their mother. We was always just Uncle Marcus and Uncle Aro it never felt right to be called dad" Marcus explained.

"I wanna be your Auntie" Rosalie said exitedly.

She has always wanted to have a kid and I wish I could give that to her. I would do anything in the world for my mates and the one thing Rosalie wanted I can't give her.

"No" Alec shook his head making Rosalie's face fall.

"You can be our Mom too" Jane said happily and bounced over to her.

Rosalie quickly took Jane and Alec in her arms and she had one of the biggest smiles on her faces. She looked me in the eyes and I could tell just how happy this made her.

"And Carlisle, Emmett, Garrett, Jasper and Cauis can be our Dad's and Alice can be our mom too" Alec explained.

How sweet. Wait. What happened to Edward.

"What about me" Edward asked confused.

"You can be our butler" Jane explained making Edward gasp.

"Just kidding. You get to be our dad too" Jane laughed.

I have never seen Jane and Alec so happy. They are always so quiet and broody. How adorable.

"Well. This was one of the cutest interactions I have ever seen. I am happy for you all" My dad said with a soft smile on his face.

The rest of my mates ended up coming in the room and we explained to them everything that has happened and we was all happy to call Jane and Alec our children.

I am mama. Rosalie is mommy. and Alice is mom. All the guys are just dad because they are not special as Jane said.

Rosalie and I ended up going on a walk together and it was nice. She exspressed to me how happy she was to be called mommy and how she always wished she could have a kid of her own and now she can call Jane and Alec hers.

"I am so happy seeing you happy Rosie. I wish I was able to give you a child or you be able to give birth to your own" I explained to her.

"I know and I don't want you to ever feel like you can't give me something like that because all I will ever need in life is you. But... that doesn't mean we can't have a little fun" she smirked at the end and I knew what she was talking about.

Rosalie grabbed ahold of my hand and we raced down the hallways at vamp speed together until we ended up at my room. We quickly flew in and Rosalie slammed me up against the door that I was suprised didn't break before pressing her lips against mine.

When we all first got together I used to wonder if vampires could have orgasms but after my session with Edward apparently they can which I am very much thankful for.

"Oh I have wanted this for so long" I moaned as Rosalie's lips trailed down my neck.

"I couldn't wait any longer to get you all to myself" Rosalie purred in my ear.

We some how ended up on the bed and the vampire speed is still messing with me abit. No matter how bad I would want to bang at rapid speeds I would rather it be at human speed while being slow and thoughtful.

The first piece of clothing to fly away was my hoodie and shirt. Next was Rosalie's shirt and bra. Then our pants. and the rest of our undergarments. Do I want to have memorable sex? Yes. Do I want to wait and take my time? also Yes. Am I going to take my time? Fuck No.

"You are so beautiful" Rosalie moaned as she cupped my breasts in her hands and I did the same to her.

"Thats got to be the highest compliment a person could ever recieve. Especially coming from a goddess like yourself" I countered causing her to chuckle.

"Are you sure you want this now? If you want to wait that is perfectly fine, Love" Rosalie told me as she hesitated a bit.

"Rosie. I have waited so long for this I am not waiting. If you want to stop though we can" I told her.

"Well if your sure there is no fucking way we are stopping" she said before placing her lips on one of my nipples.

Her cold skin against my cold skin was one of the most pleasurable things I have ever felt.

"Your mouth feels amazing sweetheart" I told her as I continued to massage her boobs as she played with mine.

That boosted her confidence and she quickly pushed me down on the bed so I was laying in the pillows before trailing her kisses down my stomach and to my aching heat.

Her lips found their way to my clit where she slowly started licking. She moaned and the vibrations from her mouth sent pleasure all the way down to my toes and a shook a little bit.

"You like that huh" she asked me as she continued to kitten lick my pussy.

"Yes. I love it actually" I replied breathlessly.

If I needed air right now I would have suffocated because I wouldn't be able to allow air to enter my lungs.

I don't know how long a vampire is supposed to last but with the way Rosie is working her mouth I wasn't going to last long. And I was eight because my stomach began to feel like it was engulfed in flames and my legs got shakey. And I felt that oh so pleasureable feeling of when a orgasm hits. My body felt amazing as I moaned and shuddered in pleasure. Rosalie smiled to herself as she watched me shake in pleasure at something she caused.

"It was good I presume" Rosalie asked me hesitantly.

"Amazing. That was fucking amazing" I praised her.

"Now its my turn" I laughed excitedly as I jumped up from my laying posistion and tackled Rosie onto the bed until she was laying down now. I was excited to be able to give her the pleasure she deserved so much.

"Sweetheart thats not neccessary. I get all the pleasure I need from watching you moan and shake under me" Rosalie told me as I started to kiss her thighs.

"No I want to do this so bad as long as you will be okay with it" I told her but made sure she was comfortable with it.

"Well as long as you really want to do it. Have fun" she smiled and put her hands behind her head as she closed her eyes in bliss.

So I got to work. I started by slowly licking from her hole all the way up to her clit a few times before flicking my tongue across her clit and sucking on it roughly. Rosie's moans only encouraged me further and I revelled in the way her thighs clenched around my head in pleausure. Thank god for porn hub. My only sexual interaction with someone that wasn't just a kiss was Edward so I am glad I am doing this right. I made sure to watch a few videos though.

I allowed one hand to wander up her body and to her breasts where I kneeded them while my other hand held my body up. I guess Rosie really was close from just listening to me moan because after a long few minutes her legs to began to shake and her moans became jagged as she came all over my tongue. I lapped up her juices eagerly and enjoyed the way she tasted.

"That was the best I have ever had" Rosie told me.

"Really" I asked her hopefully.

"The only person I got to compare it to was Royce and he never went down on me. All he cared about was his own pleasure" Rosalie told me as I climbed up the bed and snuggled into her.

"What a dick. I love watching you shake and moan and I love knowing I am the cause of it" I revealed to her.

"I also enjoy hearing you moan my name. Its hot" she sighed.

We ended up laying there for hours and talked about random things before we decided to roll out of bed and go get us a snack. The kings have been spoiling us all by keeping pitchers of blood in the kitchen nice and cold for us and all labeled by what animal it is from. We decided to go to the kitchen for a midnight snack. Well, a two o clock in the morning snack.

We wanted to be ninjas today so even though we are in a castle full of vampires we decided to be sneaky. We put on all black and even put on our black beanies before grabbing our light sabers and nerf guns and making our way to the door of my room. Rosalie opened the door and peaked out.

She did the hand signal that we came up with that meant the cost was clear and I quickly rushed out into the hallway before pointing my nerf gun both ways.

We may have spent those hours talking about our ninja moves and coming up with top secret signals and whistles.

"Clear" I called and she followed me out and shut the door behind her silently.

We made our way down the hallway with us both sticking to the wall. We ended up at a corner and I peaked around it to see my Uncle Aro.

"What plan are we gonna use" I asked her.

"lets use plan Koala Bear" she smirked and I mirrored it.

Once Aro made it down the hallway unaware of our whispering that not even he could here. Once he made it around the corner I jumped out and jumped onto his back before latching my limbs around him in a koala like manner.

"what is happening" he asked confused.

Rosalie pressed the button on her lightsaber so it made a pew pew noise and lit up.

"Kneel and pray as if your life depends on it because it does" Rosie said bravely when I jumped off his back and cocked my nerf gun.

"I kneel for no one and I pray only to god. Not you" Aro said matching her bravery.

"Your a brave man Aro Volturi" I said as I holstered my nerf gun.

Like for real. I have holsters and everything. Our set up is awesome.

"Carry on your way but don't let us see you on our path again" Rosie said and allowed Aro to carry on down the halls.

"That was fun" we laughed together.

We immediatly stopped laughing and got back into serious mode as we made our way down the halls until we reached the door way of the kitchen.

"How do we approach this. There could be enemies on the other side" she asked me as we stared at the closed door.

"I wanna kick the door in. I have watched enough Criminal Minds that I can do it Morgan style" I told her.

"Have at it Agent Cullen" she told me and I smiled at the name.

Ever since I was turned all my mates have hinted around calling me Cullen all the time. Garrett and Cauis have even taken the Cullen last name.

You know what I did? I drawed my leg back and kicked that door in Chocolate Thunder Style. I pointed my gun around the room and thankfully there was people there. The rest of my mates including Demetri, Felix, Jane and Alec was sitting around a table playing cards.

"Put your hands where we can see them" Rosalie shouted making everyone snap out of their thoughts after staring at the kicked in door.

"Did you really just kick the door in" Felix asked confused as he pointed at the door with his hands up nonetheless.

"Alright Derek Morgan" Demetri said sassily.

"Shut it" I snapped and pointed my gun at Demetri.

"You won't shoot me" he shot back.

So I did. I pulled the trigger and the dart hit him between the eyeballs and stuck there.

"NO. MY BEST FRIEND" Felix cried dramatically.

"He had it coming" I said as I twirled the gun on my finger and blew away the imaginery smoke.

"Nice shot Darling" Jasper smiled as he sat in his seat with his hands up.

"Carlisle. Get Beth and I some mountain lion blood" Rosie demanded and Carlisle quickly followed orders and retrieved us both a cup of blood.

Once our blood was sat on the table Rosie and I holstered our nerf guns and put away our light sabers before giving eachother a kiss.

"That was fun" she whispered to me.

"Yes it was my love. I enjoy doing fun things with my amazing mates" I whispered back.

We ended up taking a seat at the table while Demetri continued to whine that I actually shot him. That was a good day. I got recieved to kids that I could call my own, had some amazing sex with one of my beautiful mates, and I got to be a ninja. Good times.

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