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Tin can't concentrate while he's cooking. Waiting for Can to finish bathing feels like waiting for judgment. He really can't guess what Can will say later. In addition to the existence of Can who was taking a bath in his apartment, his mind could not stop imagining the wet body of a naked Can in there. His heart was anxious and his desire made everything worse.

Initially Tin did not plan to take a shower, because he had taken a shower before picking up Natt at the airport. But now it seems he needs a cold shower to calm his 'little brother' down there.

"Tin, do you want to take a bath too ?," Can asked to interrupt Tin's reverie. Fortunately, the cooking is cooked and the taste isn't too bad.

"Yeah, I also want to take a shower. You eat first. Just spend it, Can. I'm not hungry," Tin answered without looking at Can at all. He did not want to torture his "little brother" more severely.

Can, who was not aware of Tin's changes, went straight to the dining table and began to eat ignorantly. At the moment, he just wanted to eat and fill his stomach so he had the energy to talked to Tin later.

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TIN POV

While I was undressing, I remembered the incident from a few weeks ago when I cried even unconscious under the shower of this bathroom, when Can rejected me. And just now, the person who rejected me was bathing in the same shower. Then now I take a shower to calm my dragon because of the same person. Should I give the shower the name 'Can' ???

Luckily my dragon didn't go berserk, just a little 'awake', so I didn't need to masturbate to calm him down. My heart wondered how could an ordinary man named Can ravage my life like this.

I always close my heart to anyone, even to Pete. Pete is my best friend, nothing more. I never had a feeling of love for Pete. I really appreciate Pete because Pete never wanted to know, never asked and was never nosy about my life. All the things that Pete knew about me were pure because I told them when I couldn't hold them anymore. And as far as I know, Pete also never told anyone. The reason I 'proposed' Pete was only because I didn't want to lose Pete as a friend and didn't want him to be used by cunning people out there.

When Pete said that not everyone was like that, especially Ae, I could only laugh at him and pray that Pete would soon realize his stupidity. But the more I got to know the football club, the more I realized that Pete's words were true. When Can was angry because I gave a gift to his Mom and his sister and he just thought that I had insulted him with my money, that's when I was fully aware that there were people who didn't like to use other people. Can's anger really opened my eyes. It was the first time I felt that I was a bad person because of good intentions.

Can ... Cantaloupe ......

The name that bothered me since his apology letter. Even though at that time I had said that I lied about my family problems, but Can still apologized. So far, people who apologize to me are people who have intentions. Whether it's for their career, finance, their company or whatever. Can is the first person to do it sincerely. Although the apology was only written on a piece of paper, I could feel his sincerity. If someone can fall in love at first sight, I think I'm the one who fell in love for an apology letter. A strange way to fall in love.

The first time I kissed Can was while on campus because I wanted to keep his mouth off. But I never counted it as a kiss. For me, my first kiss with Can was after I bought him a cellphone. I kissed him in front of his house after delivering him home. Initially the purpose of the kiss was only to test my feelings for him. But when my lips met his lips, the time seemed to stop. My heart beats much faster than usual. Can is not the first person I kissed. Many women have I kissed, even I slept with many of them. But all the kisses were not comparable to my kiss with Can at that time. Usually I only feel arrousal when I kissed those women, but when I kissed Can ... it feels very different. It's hard to describe it. Even though he was just stayed still and didn't return my kiss. There is a feeling of warmth, comfort and fear. And one feeling I've never felt for years. Happiness. Even then I almost cried when I kissed him. Maybe because there were too many emotions that flared up in my heart at that time.

Suddenly Can pushed me when unconsciously my tongue tried to get into his tiny mouth. Really, I didn't realize it if only Can didn't pushed me at that time. I thought he would be angry with me again, but he instead smiled with his width and sincerity, thanking me for the cellphone I bought. A smile that I will never forget. That's when I was sure about my feelings for him and intended to make him mine, somehow.

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Can banged on the bathroom door because Tin had been inside for too long.

Tin also didn't realize how long he was inside, surprised to hear Can's panicking voice. Luckily he still had time to turn off the shower before, so he didn't faint from the cold like that time.

Can kept shouting while banging on the bathroom door. Tin stood up and ran to open the door. Luckily he still remembers taking a towel to cover the bottom (the readers must be disappointed ..... hahahahaha ....).

As Tin opened the door, Can was surprised to see Tin's face turning pale. Even though he didn't turn off the shower but being in the bathroom filled with cold ceramics was enough to make him cold.

Can shouted hysterically and hit Tin's chest. Again, Tin feels guilty. He had promised to make Can happy, but now he was worrying like this.

But if Can is worried, then he thinks of me right ?, thought Tin.

"I'm going home !!! If you want to hurt yourself, I won't disturb you!!!!" - Can

Tin immediately ran after Can and hugged him from behind. Can's body trembled. He is very worried. Before Tin realized Can shouting, Can already shouted and banged on the door for a long time. If Tin wasn't going to open the door in one more minute, Can was planning to break it.

Can doesn't like the anxiety when he can't meet Tin but feels awkward when they meets. He also doesn't like the jealousy with Pete and Natt. But the feelings he currently hates the most. Fear if something happened to Tin, afraid that Tin would hurt himself, afraid that Tin would not give him a chance to fix everything. Can can't hold back all those feelings. His body trembled because he could not stem the tears and sobs. Tin who realized that, can only hug him tightly and apologize many times.

"Sorry ... I'm sorry, Can. Sorry to make you worry. I'm Sorry ..."

"Hurry up and dress in warm clothes. I'll make hot chocolate for you," Can said, releasing Tin's arms and walking away.

"Can ..." Tin followed Can's lead.

"I said, dress in warm clothes, now. Or I will go home right now ?? !!." - Can

"Alright. I'll dress now." - Tin

Tin will not win against small creatures in front of him.

"I'm waiting in the living room." - Can

"Hhmm ..." - Tin

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Published : 26.01.19 ; 4.35am