Hi!

My schedule will be back to everyday updates, i just got out of the hospital few days ago, I needed a break that's why I've been slacking 😭🙈

And the chapters are now longer too.

So yeah enjoy the smut!

I'm suddenly both hungry and sleepy

But a lazy smile plays on my lips, "Lucifer" I play with the name on my tongue delicately, then feel him twitch inside of me.

I blush but he pulls out of me, i wince from the sensitivity and the emptiness. We both clean up and i realize my head is whirling with the thought that he's known me for a while.

Since i was eight?

How?

"I'm hungry" I say randomly as he tugs on my robe for me, his hand brushing down the sides of my body, then settle and squeezes on my hip.

Fireworks erupt and i lean my body against his, going on my tippy toes and pressing my lips to his.

"And what would you like to eat?" He mumbles in a smooth rasp against my lips.

"You" I jerk my eyes open instantly, then i let out a nervous laugh. "I mean wouldn't mind but I'm actually hungry"

"Of course" He nods, but i see the glint in his eyes he's mocking me. He tugs on my wrist leading me back inside.

We head straight into the kitchen, my head immediately builds up all the clips of us fücking against and ontop of this island.

So we're going to eat here

While my brain has an orgasm!!

Oh Lord!

He drops his phone next to mine, purposely brushing his body against mine making me hold my breathe.

"You're flushed. What on your mind бабочка?" He ask grabbing pots and pans

"Uhh nothing just pounding inside of- i mean uhn my head is pounding, yes I think i need some pain killers" I bite my lip flushing some more.

"Of course deep strokes"

"What!" I clench my thighs together

"I said deep breathe бабочка" He laughs at me.

Asshole!

I glare at him!

"Why do you call me that?" I lift a brow, watching him cut onions is suddenly turning me on.

Maybe if that shït makes me cry my body will cool down. I don't know why I'm like this despite us just fücking each other minutes ago.

"What"

"Butterfly, mostly in Russian. Why do you call me that?"

"That was how i saw you the first time I watched you dance"

"That same day?"

He nodded chuckling.

I just smile at him wondering why i never noticed him when we were little.

"It's already starting to smell good?"

"You're just hungry"

"Where did you learn how to cook so good?"

"It was either learning or starving, so yeah" He says vaguely and I don't want to prod.

Then there's the fact that he's cooking half naked for me right now.

I wet my lips completely confused on what I'm hungry for at the moment.

"So i added Russian classes to my online courses" I say off handedly, watching his muscles strain and bunch as he reaches over for something then dices meat in thin strips, grating cheese inside.

"Really?" He looks at me grinning

Fûck this man is beautiful?

"Yes you make my head hurt when you speak it and I don't understand especially over the phone or when you're talking to someone"

"I always translate for you Foxie"

"I also want to learn how to cook, maybe not like you but just enough"

"You really want to learn a lot of things"

"Yes, and you're going to teach me a simple dish when we're done"

"Anything for you Foxie"

Why did he say it like that!

Finally he's done with the pasta and rice combo, I don't know what its called. He says Shawn taught it to him. I serve a healthy amount of bean on top and more sauce and dig in!

"Do they cook this good in your restaurants?"

"They have to" He nods in agreement looking at me weirdly with the moaning sound.

And I enjoy annoying and tormenting him

When we're done, i stand to do the dishes, i pull out the disk and measure the scented dish soap, then i regulate the hot water, i pick the remote entering the codes and i suddenly feel him behind me his hand on my hip, leaning his body against mine.

An instant shudder takes over, and goosebumps spills over my skin.

I grip the sink control praying I don't press the wrong button and break all the plates. My mind quickly fogs up with us in his kitchen in this postition, except by now he already had his fingers pleasuring me in between my thighs

His hand grazes to the front of my crotch, shift my bikini panties to the side he run his fingers on my now dripping slits.

"You fûck with my head whenever i find you like this, wet, waiting for me. It makes me want to fûck you hard and ravish you over and over again" He breathe hotly into my ear "Deja vu?" He ask taunting slipping two of his fingers inside of me

The remote falls from my hand, my breath rushes out and i lean my body against his, I'm a trembling mess my moans starting to fill the room.

His hand tugs down the front of my top exposing one of my breast, which is fuller now aching with need, my nipples are already hard and sensitive

He pinches on it and i buck against him. I grind against his hand, his fingers stroking my walls slick with my wetness his thumb brush on my clït and I shake!

"Fuck, oh God Lucy" I pant snaking my small hand over his wrist as he fondles my breast

"You so wet Baby and you feel so good" He growls in my ear pinching my nipple, i feel his hardness press into my back intensifying my arousal

He presses on my clit, tugging my nipple then he bends and grinds his bulge against my ass, i shake violently as i climax

My body slump against his, my breath coming out in harsh pants.

He lets go my breast, his fingers still fucking me slowly, angling my face he kisses me deeply until my head whirls.

"More" I mummur again his lips, my hand reaching behind us to grab his dick. He twitch in my palm, bitting on my bottom lips and thrust his tongue into my mouth, making me use my hand to stroke his, as he tongue strokes inside my mouth and his fingers inside of my püssy

I moan feeling another orgasm coming

But he pull out his fingers, bend me until my naked breast touch the now warm soap sud in the sink

My head whirls and i feel him step back a bit, he strokes my ass, squeezing the fleshy glopes, then he shifts my soaked bikini panties to side, i hear him groan and i blush knowing that he's look at my wet core, before running his fingers on my flushed dripping pûssy.

I squirm, my face flushing some more as he strokes me to my clit, gripping on my one of my cheek roughly he slips inside of me with one thrust.

I arch my back, gripping on the counter as my eyes blur.

"Fûck butterfly"

"Lucy, Jesus!"

We both moan in unison. His grith strectch me so good, and i spreads my legs more to take him, he's so deep inside of me and i feel the need to come immediately.

He pulls out then thrust back in again, making my breast bounce against the sud, my nipples tighten begging for attention.

He grips my hip and starts thrust inside me, not to fast but so deep, my knuckles turn white grabbing on the counter, my body shakes violently against his and he strokes inside of me much faster.

He pulls me up, exposing my other breast and tugging my nipples making me whimper. He squeezes on my breast roughly using his leg to spread my open.

I have to anchor one hand on the counter, and grip on his hand holding on my breast to keep me steady.

Our smell plunges the air as he starts to fuckme fast, making each thrust take me to my tippy toes, my hand slips off the counter and i grab the faucet for support.

"Get the fuck out!" I hear Lucy growl but I'm too filled to pay much attention.

My thighs shake with his fast thrust, his balls smack on my clit, intensifying the pleasure, i hear the repetitive smack of our flesh hitting each other and i squeeze my eyes shut, bitting on my lips!

"Fuck fuck fuck- Don't stop Lucy, yes fuck!" I moan throwing my head back, i clench around him, before exploding.

I feel him swell too, before his hot release spurts inside of me and he makes sure to jerk each drop side me.

Our heavy breathing is all that is left now.

My body is limp against him and i can barely keep my legs still.

Thank God he's holding me, I don't even know how he's standing.

"So?? Pasta or Noodles?" He rumbles into my neck pressing a kiss there and even that makes my body feel sensitive

"What?"

"You wanted to learn how to cook" He says offhandedly

I start laughing when I realize where that lead us too "You're an idiot! And I think there's pot brownies in your dick" My face flames and I'm thankful he can't see me.

But he laughs too "I blame little Grey because what in the world is this bathing suit" He say fingering the strings along my back.

"I might just order her whole collection" I wince when he pulls out. I feel his release trail down my thighs.

"Yes I think thats a brilliant idea" He nod, turning me around and flushing my body to his, his hand graces my expose breast and fondles the flesh softly before kissing me.

I lean into his touch, moaning against his mouth.

"Did someone come in here while we were- ?"

"Yes, the cook" He say nonchalantly while my face flames

"Oh God" I bury my face in his chest, my body vibrating in embarrassment

"He only saw my ass I promise" He says jokingly.

I leave to go clean up in one of those visitors bathroom, i come out to continue with the dishes and i meet Lucy doing it so i join in and we do it together.

We talk about any and everything.

And i made chicken pasta without screwing up, granted I nearly burnt the kitchen because i was distracted a nearly naked Mr Udinov, after he took off his robe, my body was buzzing.

Multiple make out sessions, groping, dry humping it's a miracle we left the kitchen in one piece.

He sets me down after giving me a piggyback ride into the room. I was already falling asleep.

"Thank you for letting me bring you here Foxie" He whispers pressing his lips softly to mine.

I blush, leaning against him to press my lips to his again.

Eventually i leave to go take a much need bathe and wash away the sex and well... today. The whole time I'm dancing and humming softly to the song I'm playing on my phone, giggling and smiling like an idiot.

I come out and meet Lucy bent over a LV bag, searching for something.

"What's wrong what are you looking for?" I step closer. Placing my hand on his shoulder, he stiffens, tense then relaxes when I start to massage on his shoulders.

"I forgot to pack something Foxie, and i need it" He says in a low voice

"Is it something we can order? Or improvise on?" I bend, crossing my arm around his neck and pressing a kiss to the side of his face.

"No, it won't get here until late tomorrow, and i need it tonight. We can't improvise, I wouldn't need it if we could"

My heart drop hearing the bloom panic in his tone, I'm desperately wishing that was anything I could to do help him get whatever it is he's looking for.

"What can i do to make you feel better?" I mumble into his neck.

He tugs on my forearm, bringing me around to face him, he kisses me softly, and i can tell whatever he's looking for is really bothering him.

His phone rings and he goes to answer it.

I get dressed in the night set she packed and lotion up. I check my phone finally and see tons of notifications. I see few missed calls from KT and shake my head because it's nearly eleven in the night, and he's calling me.

After an hour of no sign of Lucy, i go in search for him but i see him at the door moving to coming in as well.

"Hey i was coming to look for you" I say

"I have to go" He run his hand through his hair, he looks both frustrated and stressed

"Go where? Is it work related?" I move closer to him, placing my hand on the side of his stomach, stroking him, tilting my head up to look at him.

"No, no I'm tired Foxie, I'm going to take one of the guest rooms and call it a night" He grab on my wrist, and stills then strokes as if confused if he should pull my hands away or not

I shake my head blinking "What? What the hell do you mean? Why do you have to sleep in a different room?"

"Foxie, i just.... i can't sleep in here with you" He finalize. He's caught between looking authoritative and desperate.

My heart tugs and i can see million of pricks coming my way to haunt me for awhile as those word repeat in my head.

I don't fully know how to interpret his words.

My body is shaking, and I'm so tense i feel like I might break.

What the fuvk does he mean by that!

"Why did you bring me here then? What is so wrong about us sleeping in the same bad? How can something so small be that big of a deal to you!" I move away from him dropping my hands. Shaking my head.

Furious hot fat tears dropping down my cheeks I'm not quick enough to wipe them.

"It not just that-"

"Yes you're right it's a lot more! You just fûck me and get on your way! No sleep over, no cuddle, we can fuvking share a bed unless you're fuvking me in it! I can't hug you! I can't hold your hand! What the fuck is this! Do you find me disgusting or just not worth it. What else can i do to just be enough. I'm so tired of this!" I fling my hand in his face, wanting to bad to hit something repeatedly.

My tears burn down my cheeks savagely, and he looks terrified yet so powerless like he didn't expect me to notice or bring it up.

What exactly did he expect!

"Foxie! Fuck stop yelling. I'm sorry I can't provide you an explanation. But I already told you, this is how i am, and I'm trying so hard for you"

"And what for? Other than to fûck me! What else! You close up on me all the time, you only give so little of yourself. Lucy I'm so scared to hug you in public because of how embarrassing it'll be when you just freeze up on me like I'm a stranger. Why can't you want me like i want you? What the hell is all this for! Tell me!" I push at his chest, completely frustrated at this point

Because he's not giving me anything, panic is brewing and i can feel the hot bitter taste of an end coming and I'm not sure what I'll be able to do about.

"I DONT KNOW! FÜCKING STOP! you're important to me Baby you already know that, but i can't fully explain how i feel about you, i want to give you what you want! I do. But how can i when I've lived with the opposite of that my whole life. I don't know Diayhana, i just don't know how else to explain what this is-

"Well i do." I cut him off wiping my tears furiously then slapping his hand away when he tried to touch me.

"And I'm starting to hate it so much! I hate how much control you have over me, how weak it makes me to want and want when you can't give. I hate how vulnerable my guards are, how my wall come down so abruptly! And i hate that- I fuvking hate that I love you and you'll never love me back! I HATE IT! And i told you all of this would only make me fall in love with you. God!"

His eyes cloud with such revolt and fear. If anything he looks like i have him at his death brink and I just confess to burn him alive.

I feel my heart thud once and completely tear into shreds because I already know what is coming.

He steps away from me "Don't say shït like that to me fûck F-Foxie you can't- Y-you can't....."

"I can't what? Love you? You think if I could control this I wouldn't toss it out immediately. You stupid son of a bïtch! You've done wonders congratulations yes I LOVE YOU, I'm inlove with you! Too in love with you actually! How useless is that and you're done quite well with me so far so now get out or I'm leaving!"

I shove me out slamming the door in his face and pressing lock.

I press my back to the door covering my mouth to muffle my sobs down .