I woke up alone... In my bed. Now how in the hell did I get here? I rolled on my stomach smiling thinking about the night/morning before. The way he touched me, looked at me, and loved my body. It was something I have never had. Even though I've been through some shit, I'm glad Jay Was The one to fight with me and not against me.

My alarm began to go off playing

It fit perfectly for my life sound track right now.

I feel so, so new and alive. It's a feeling I never want to leave. I felt kisses over my butt cheeks, and then on my back to my shoulders, before they connected with my face, then my head was turned, and I was entranced in a heated kiss. I turned over under Jay only to have him keep kissing me, before sliding into me ever so gently.

After an hour long of another love session, I was picked up and placed in the tub, which was perfect for my back, as the hot water eased my sore body. Jaylen slid behind me and we washed each other after soaking. Then we stood up, and cut on the shower to rinse off. It was sweet and new. We got out and I went to cook lunch it's way too late for breakfast.

"Where you going beautiful? " Jay asked biting his lip. "To cook handsome." I blushed looking down. Before my face was lifted. "Nope don't drop your head Queen." Jay said kissing me.

I kissed him back, then headed to the kitchen, but not before grabbing my phone. I seen I had a text from Nia, so I decided to call her. After three rings she answered

"Poooooh!!!!!" Nia answered excited. "Hey my pineapple." I was just excited to hear from her. "Awe shit you sound happy, Spill the tea." She said I can imagine her hopping up and down. "Let's meet up today, if you don't have any plans " I spoke while getting out waffle mix and boneless chicken breast out to cook.

"What you doing?" She asked

"Cooking." She was interrupted by Jay screaming my name. "Oh shit is that my b law? Ty!!!!! Nae cooking let's go." She said not even letting me answer. "See you when you get here." I said hanging up.

I knew with Ty coming over, I would have to pull out the other pack. I love my b law but that nigga is greedy. He eats more than six pregnant women.

As I'm finishing up the last chicken strip, I feel arms snake around me as lips come in contact with my neck sending shivers down my body.

"Smells good in here love " Jay whispered as his warm breath graced my neck. OMG he gone make my knees buckle. I cleared my throat

"Thanks Bae, umm Nia and Ty are on their way." I said turning off the stove, and turning around to wrap my arms around his neck.

"Cool I need to talk to him, but you first." Jay said pulling me to the table, and into his lap making me straddle him.

At first he was just looking over my face as if it was the first time he was actually seeing me. I felt this was the first time in a while, I was seeing me, my damn self.

"Nigga you gone stare orrr?" I said tilting my head to the side. "Ima stare, smart mouth ass." Jay said smiling making me blush, as I leaned in and kissed him. I was kinda shocked I did it, but something about him draws me in deeper, I'm not sure if that's a good or not just yet.

His hands started to roam my body, and the kiss got more intense. He begin to kiss down my jawline, and right when he hit my neck, I heard the door open, which made me jump up and head to the kitchen to fix plates. Whew saved by the bell.

"Oh God I love you. You and my wife are the best people in the world, I would die of hunger without y'all" Ty said hugging me and crying. I bo y'all think I'm talking bout fake tears, Nahhh, this nigga was crying real nigga tears.

"Nia!!!, come get this special nigga, now!" I said as she came in laughing. "Sis, why do you have a hickey on the back of your neck?" Nia asked with her arms crossed, awe hell.

"Oh shit can I make some popcorn?" Ty asked, told you special.

"Hell no nigga. Take your plate and go eat before I ban you from my kitchen." I said to Ty with a straight face.

"Damn you mean. Thought by now my brother would have fixed your attitude." Ty said walking off, what's that supposed to mean.

I went to get me and Jay plate and walked off with Nia on my heels. I passed Jay his plate and was about sit down until he pulled me in his lap. Like damn sir, I have seven other chairs my dude.

"No need to explain, I gotcha now." Nia said laughing.

"Awe, shut the fuck up heifer." I said throwing a piece of waffle at her that landed in her cleavage, and Ty wasted no time leaning down to eat it, as her eyes bucked.

"Well, damn." was all I could say before we all burst out in laughter.

I needed to see my sister. I see how happy she is with Ty, and if she chose not to move back home, I wouldn't and couldn't trip. She was on honor roll, and never got into trouble unless someone messed with her first. Plus shes 18.

"Awe shit na, my brother did fix your tude." Ty said taking a bite of chicken. "Ugh, you make me sick lil boy." I said to Ty. "Love you too lil girl." Ty said sticking his tongue out

"Childish ass." I retorted

"Leave my wife alone nigga." Jay said as I stood walking to the kitchen. I needed a Dr Pepper and like asap, lol.

I pulled out one for Jay, was getting pineapple some sunny D, and some sprite for Ty slow ass. When I turned around; Nia was sitting at the island looking at me smirking.

"Yes pineapple, how may I help you?" I asked her passing her, her juice which she gladly took dancing.

"My sister got the eggplant, my sister got the eggplant." Nia sung and then sipped her juice like it was the best tea in the world. "Not about to play with you guh." I said laughing

"Sooo. . . was it good?" Nia asked leaning forward towards me whispering. Lord touch her.

I just shook my head yes as she screamed, and clapped her hands as she was jumping up and down, which mase the guys come running in. Oh great a family celebration. Hell no . . .

"Y'all good?" Jay asked eyeing me up and down. "Yes, thanks love good day." I said clearing my throat. He does something to me with just a look. Maybe I need to slow us down. Fuck it, I can finally live and I'ma enjoy it.

He smirked knowing what was going on. I'm sure my cheeks were flushed.

"Well damn, Nia you made me drop my chicken, you childish bruh. And Nae you red as fuck. Y'all light brights be cute with that shit." Ty laughed, and grabbed more chicken before leaving out the kitchen.

Jay winked at me before following his brother, as me and Nia went back to gossiping, and me spilling some tea, not the whole damn pot. She also told me about Eli and the whole school thing, we both agreed to start back going to the gun range with me, cuz niggas are crazy.

We just jaw jacked and laughed for hours. I've missed times like these with my sister.

We even went upstairs, and read more letters together. We half way through the box.

My daddy wrote too damn much. But at least things are getting back to normal.

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