Chapter 24,

My Feelings Changed

Feelings change as quick as a blink of an eye, I guess I was just afraid that yours wouldn't change as quick as mine or even at all.

"So can you tell me exactly what you mean by that sentence, just one more time?"

Mason asked me for the fifth time as if he was confused if he heard me wrong although he knew that I had just told him that I didn't lie about my feelings and was seriously falling into love with him, although I told him it was just a crush and nothing too serious, yet anyways.

I laughed at this point because the nerves happily drowned away, he was actually happy that I had a crush on him but it wasn't like he was happy someone liked him but he wasn't going to date me.

No, Mason was happy because he had also mutual feelings and had only began to hate me when he believed that the post on Instagram was made by me, but I made sure that I gave him my phone and allowed him to check my entire account, including my spam one because I didn't want to screw anything up.

When my phone was handed back to me, I noticed that I was now following Mason on every social media I have ever owned, including his facebook which confuses me on why this child has Facebook, but I'm not about to ask him why.

Before you ask, I have Facebook so my grandmother can send me photos of myself when I was younger and so I can contact her as she doesn't understand how texting works so using Facebook to call her is much easy for the both of us.

I looked at Mason and smiled but we hadn't said anything, we hadn't asked each other out and I'm scared that if I leave then we never will and I didn't want to lose him, I guess I found someone that I wanted to be with.

"Look, Y/n, now that I know that you have feelings for me, it's time that you know how to feelings changed."

I prepared myself for rejection, if he was going to tell me that he wasn't going to go out with me then I needed to mentally prepare myself so I didn't end up crying in front of him, I would push myself in front of a bus if I cried in front of the person that rejected me.

"I hated you, but after getting to know you, I realized that I'm more happier being with you than being against you, and I think you should know that I have feelings for you."

Mason finally stated, I smiled having the reassurance that my crush has feelings for me and there wasn't anything he could say to change that, he's already told me how he felt and nobody should lie or hide about how they feel towards another person.

If you're scared of telling your partner, your crush or someone that likes you, how you feel, then you should not be with that said person at all.

Do what makes you happy, not what makes others happy because the one that will suffer from this will be you, that's something my father had always taught me before leaving for the army.

He told me that if it makes you happy, then you should be with it or do it, nothing and nobody is ever allowed to keep you from doing something that is your only happiness in life.

"That's a relief if I'm being honest, I was scared for a second there."

I joked, Mason smiled at me but he asked me why I felt so scared about his answer and reaction, I didn't want to sound stupid when answering but communication is key.

Feelings change as quick as a blink of an eye, I guess I was just afraid that yours wouldn't change as quick as mine or even at all.

I breathed out pretty quickly but Mason still manage to understand and nod his head, he smiled at me before walking over to me and hugging me tightly, I wrapped my arms around his neck as I laid my head on his chest.

This was a good day for me, a good day for us actually.

"Let's dance to Lover's Rock by TV Girl."

Mason muttered into my ear as he let go of me and turned his phone on, playing the song that I loved so dearly, he returned to me and we swayed to the melody and beat as the lyrics played.

But if you're too drunk to drive and the music's just right, she might let you stay, but just for the night.

And if she grabs for your hand, and drags you along, she might wanna kiss before the end of the song.

As Mason spun me around and held onto my waist tightly, I looked into his beautiful dark brown eyes that reminded me of the chocolate chips or the bark of the trees that you see in the forest.

I hesitated for a moment and smiled as he leaned down, looking into my eyes, I couldn't help but move my hand so it's cupping his cheek and pull him down to finally lock lips with mine.

Just like in the scene from the movie, it was gentle and passionate, there was nothing rushed about it at all.

Because love can burn like a cigarette, and leave you alone with nothing..