《Time Can't Heal This》I Miss Us
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Sometimes I still wonder if I made the right decision when I chose to be alone.
I know that if I never would've ended it when I did,
You wouldn't have put down the phone; and we'd end up worse than this.
I thought about it for a year
and I can't believe it took me so long to find the strength.
But then my whole world disappeared
And I had to relearn how to think.
Suddenly my happiness,
Our history,
My past,
Our pain;
Everything about my life just blew away.
My heart was so empty
And my soul just felt cold.
I was sure that I had died inside,
And my notebooks were the only ones I ever told.
Giving up was painful;
But nothing hurt me more than trying to let you go.
I hate you for making me believe that you would never change.
'Cause It's been 3 years since I let you change me.
But I love the times we had when we were making each other laugh for hours.
They were so sweet before they went so sour.
I feel like I'm grieving for both of us while I mourn the loss of you.
Seeing you every weekend makes that impossible to do.
My soul just desperately misses what I had with you.
I don't even want it with anybody else.
But the you that you are now,
is crying out for help.
I wanna be there for you in ways that you couldn't know.
'Cause I will always love you even after all the hell.
But I don't know how to look at you knowing that I can't fix you.
It hurts my heart to realize that we're growing apart.
Why did we have to take it so far?
I don't know how we got so bad.
When I told you to go I never pictured you never coming back.
And ever since you left,
Everyday just feels so fucking sad.
And it still hurts so fucking bad.
I guess I never realized that all we ever wanted was everything we already had!
How do we get that back?
Can we get that back?
I think we killed our love
Yeah, we killed us.
Now we're strangers in each other's presence and it makes me wanna give the fuck up.
Cause I really fucking miss us!
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