I walked into my house, well it's Caroline's but I'm living there, and into the living room.

Me " Hey, Carol-"

My jaw droped when I saw Damon sitting on the sofa.

It's been a week since his little jealousy scene at the grill and I haven't seen nor heard from him since then. I thought he gave up on me. And it hurt like hell.

Me " What are you doing here?"

Damon stood up and steped to me but i steped back.

Damon " listen, I'm not good at stuff like this but I'm sorry. I can't imagine how you fell, how much i hurt you. And honestly, I have no idea why I did it. I don't even like her that way."

Me " you're an asshole"

Damon nodded " I am an asshole"

Me " Why did you did it?. I thought you love me"

Damon " I do love you. "

Me " Then why did you nearly slept with my best friend? "

Damon " I don't know"

I held back tears " do you know how much that hurts?. How much you hurt me "

Damon shoke his head " nobody hates me more than myself. I hate myself so much for hurting you like that. I know I don't deserve a second chance but I would do anything for one"

Me " I don't know"

Damon took a step to me and put his hands on my face. He made me look him in the eyes.

Damon " Belive me, I would do anything to take it back. I love you, Y/N. I will never ever hurt you again. I promise."

I sighed.

Damon "we can make this work again. I'm gonna make this work again."

I put my hands on his wrists.

Me " I love you, Damon."

Damon " do you Forgive me ?"

Me " don't ever pull this shit again, Damon. "

Damon " but do you Forgive me?"

I nodded and kissed him. Didn't took a second for him to kiss back.

I put my arms around his neck.

He put his arms around my waist and pressed me on him.

I broke the kiss "I forgive you, Damon. Don't mess it up"

Damon put his forehead on mine " I won't, baby. I Promise "

He was smiling.

I walked downstairs and saw Bekah sitting on the sofa.

Me " they back?"

Becka " it will take a while."

Me " do they know?"

She shoke her head.

Becka " are you going to talk to him? Let him explain himself"

Me " I wanna know why he did it"

Becka sighed " if you need me. You know where to find me"

I nodded " thank you, Becks"

Becka " anything for you"

I walked out and drove to the Salvatore's.

I parked my car and walked to the front door. I knocked and Damon opened it.

Damon " Hey, sweetie. "

Me " Is he here?"

Damon sighed" upstairs "

He let me walk in.

Damon " give him the chance to explain himself"

I looked at him " I will"

Then I walked upstairs to his room. The door was open so I just walked inside.

Stefan was sitting behind his desk and writing in his diary.

I leaned against the door frame.

Me " you wanted me to hear you out? Here i am "

His head Snaped up to me. He stood up and sat down in the sofa.

I sat down next to him.

Stefan " you know about my control problems?"

I nodded " of course "

Stefan " It was hard for me so I went to the grill to grab a drink. Elena came and it lead to more drinks. "

Me " And that lead into her bed"

Stefan sighed. He couldn't look me into my eyes.

Me " I had a lot of boyfriends, but I really did love only a few. Nik killed them before they could even have to chance to hurt me. You were the only guy he likes. He killed them to protect me. I won't tell Nik what happened. I don't want him to hurt you. But be honest with me."

He nodded.

Me " Do you have feelings for her?"

Stefan shoke his head " I love you. Only you. She caught me off guard. I was drunk and frustrated with myself. She took advantage of that"

Me " it was one night?"

Stefan nodded " a night that should've never happened. I regret it so much. Please forgive me"

I looked closer at his face. He had tears in his eyes. He really regrets it.

Me " promise that I will never ever happen again"

Stefan nodded " I promise. "

I gave him a soft smile. He huged me and kissed my hair.

Stefan " i love you so much "

I was sleeping in my room. I had my own room now.

I heard a knock on the door.

I groaned " go away"

The door opened. I didn't want to look up.

Someone sat down on the edge of the bed.

I knew who it was. Nik.

I groaned and sat up.

Me " What could you possibly want?"

Nik " in my thousands of years on this earth, you are the first woman I fell in love with. And I'm a fool for hurting you like that. "

I looked at him and yawned " I'm tired, Nik"

Nik " I know but I just wanted you to know that I feel miserable for hurting you, love. "

I pushed the covers off me and noticed the rose he had in his hand.

Nik " will you Forgive me?"

I sighed.He held it out to me.

Me " I'm going back to sleep"

I laid back and put the covers back over me.

Nik stood up and walked to the door.

I sighed again " Wanna lay down with me?"

He turned to me. I gave him a soft smile.

Me " you have my forgiveness "

He smirked and and walked to the bed. He got with me under the covers. I put my head on his chest. He put his arms around me.

Nik " thank you"

I yawned " for what?"

Nik kissed my hair " for forgiving me "

I smiled and closed my eyes.

I'm a mess. I'm really a mess.

I was sitting in my room for the past weeks. It's been hell for me.

I miss him so much. It hurts.

Damon walked into my room " how you feeling, Y/N?"

I raised an eyebrow at him.

Damon sighed.

Damon " all right. Go get ready. I'm going to drive you to him"

Me " i-"

Damon " I know what he did was stupid but he regrets it. I can see it. He's an idiot but he loves you"

I sighed " Dam-"

Suddenly Nik storms in.

Nik " It's Kol"

I looked at him " what's with him?"

Nik " he lost his control"

I sighed " and ?"

Nik " You were the only one who could stop him. You kept him in control. He needs you, Love. And you know that"

Me " he slept with my sister"

Damon " thinking it was you. As much as I hate him, he still loves you"

Me " where is he?"

Nik " At the mansion"

Me " bring me to him"

He nodded.

Later.

I walked Inside and smelled blood.

The music was blaring. There was a damn party.

I looked at Nik " He's throwing a party"

Nik looked suprised " there wasn't one when I left"

Rebekah and Elijah came to us.

Rebekah " thank god you're here"

She huged me.

Me " let's get this over with"

I walked inside. Everyone was drunk. I looked around searching for Kol.

I found him in Nik's paint room.

Kol was drinking some chick empty.

Me " So it's true "

His head Snaped to me.

He compelled the girl and she left. He licked the blood from his lips.

Kol said surprised " Y/N"

Me " Nik told me you lost it"

Kol " I'm fine"

I shoke my head " I know you "

Kol " It's either killing or crying "

I raised an eyebrow " good choice"

Kol " Why are you here?"

His eyes looked sad.

Me " Because I'm a mess. Because I want to hate you much "

He looked down.

Me " but I can't because I love you. I can't hate you"

He looked back up at me. I walked to him.

Kol " I really thought it was you. "

I nodded " It's okay. Let's just forget about that. Please "

He nodded. I put my arms around his neck and kissed him. He put his arms around my waist and pressed me to him.

He broke the kiss.

Kol " Does that mean I have you back?"

I nodded " of course"

Kol smirked and kissed me again.

I walked past Nik's painting room but stoped when I heard him and Elijah talking.

Elijah " I don't know what to do, Niklaus. I messed up so bad"

Nik " give her time"

Elijah " how much more?. I've never loved a woman like I love her. Not in my thousands of years"

Nik " You should've thought about that before you kissed the mother of my child"

I could hear Elijah sighed.

Elijah " I can't belive I did that to her"

Nik " tell her that "

Elijah " She won't talk to me"

Nik " i'm sure she already knows"

I looked confused.

Nik " I know you're out there, love. I can smell you"

Suddenly the door opened. Nik stood there smirking.

Elijah's head snapped to me.

Nik " talk this out."

Then he left.

I sighed and walked in.

Elijah " Y/N"

Me " hi"

Elijah " listen, i-"

Me " I heard everything, 'Lijah. No need to repeat it"

Elijah " I meant every word I said"

Me " I know. "

He took a step to me.

Me " I just can't stop picturing you kissing her."

Elijah sighed. I knew he was regreting it but he needs to understand that he really hurt me.

Elijah "Is there any chance for you to forgive me? I will do anything for it"

Me "give me your word that you won't do this again"

Elijah sighed relived.

Elijah "i give you my word, Y/N"

I gave him a soft smile and kissed him. He kissed back.

Jeremy

I walked down the stairs of Elena's house. Jeremy wasn't here and i wanted to spent some time with Elena. Caroline walked in the room with strawberrys and chocolate.

She sat down on the bed.

Me "mhhmm"

I put a strawberry in the chocolate and took a bite.

Elena "these are awsome"

I nodded and ate the strawberry.

Caroline looked at me and laughed.

I sighed "i got chocolate all over my mouth"

Caroline nodded and nearly choked on the piece of strawberry in her mouth.

I stood up and walkedinto the bathroom.

I licked over my lips and the chocolate was gone.

I opened the door to Elena's room but it was locked.

Me "Caroline? Elena?"

I couldn't hear them. I sighed and turned to the other door. It was Jeremy's bedroom door.

Me "why not"

I walked through the door and stood in his room. Suddenly Jeremy walked inside.

His eyes widened when he saw me "Y/N?"

I turned around to walk through the bathroom door but it was locked.

Me "what the hell?"

I walked to the room door but it was locked too.

Me "Elena, Caroline, it's not funny anymore"

Caroline "Talk it out. "

I sighed and turned to Jeremy but looked down.

Jeremy "She kissed me"

I scoffed and sat down on the edge of his bed.

Jeremy sat down next to me.

Jeremy "I told her that don't love her anymore. That i love you. She got jealous and kissed me"

Me "and you kissed back"

Jeremy" S-She caught me off guard, Y/N."

Me "She's gone now. "

Jeremy nodded.

Me "Be honest. Do you still have feelings for her?"

Jeremy "no, i don't have feeling for her"

Me "It's just, I don't want to fight over you with your dead ex-girlfriends"

Jeremy"You won't"

He put his arm around me.

Jeremy "I love you, Y/N. I don't want us to be over"

I looked at him "Neither do i"

He smiled at me and leaned down.

I wispered "I love you, Jer"

Then he kissed me.

Suddenly we heard the door open and Caroline and Elena stood in the door frame. I looked at them.

They smirked at us.

I rolled my eyes and hid my face in Jer's shoulder.