For the past few months I've been working at this cute little diner. Levi isn't too very happy because he says he can take care of me. But secretly I don't want that.

I got a job because if I ever do get a divorce, I want enough money for my own place.

I don't know how many times I've greeted people and asked if I can take their orders. It's kind of tiring job. Walking around all day, writing down orders, taking them to the kitchen, then more orders, then you hear the bell call out your order, and then you have to get the food, take it to the customer. Then it all repeats itself.

Carter had to go out of state for work. Something about catching a drug dealer.

Levi has been like a glue. I know he's just trying to make everything better but I need some space. He's been talking a lot about kids.

He says that he's already 30 and that he wants some babies. Then he smiles and makes me swoon. But then I think about Carter and I feel hopeless.

As I park my car in the marriage counseling lot.

We sit in the office waiting for our counselor.

"How was your day?" He says.

"It's good, how about you?" I smile.

"It was okay. I thought about us having again." He chuckles.

"I already told you Levi. I don't know if I want a baby with...you." I look down.

"Look I know that you're not completely over this Aurora but I want you to think about it at least. I've missed you. You don't act the same anymore. We haven't had sex in months. I've been missing your touch." He whispers.

"Levi I want a di-."

I get cut off by a door opening and our counselor coming in.

"Hey guys, how are you two?" He says and sits in front of us.

"We've been doing alright. Aurora has been a little distant though." Levi says.

"How do you that she's being distant Levi?"

"She doesn't kiss me anymore without me kissing her first, she doesn't hug me, she barely even acknowledges I'm with here, we don't even have sex anymore. We're just two strangers who sleep in the same bed." He says sadly.

"How do you feel about what Levi is saying Aurora?"

"He's right. I've been distant. Because I don't know what I feel anymore. I love Levi but I don't understand what's wrong with me." I say.

"Is this about Cassandra?" He looks at me.

"No Levi it's not about her or what you did with her. It's about me and trust. I don't know if I can trust you. But I want to because I still love you. But then there's also someone else in my heart." I say.

"Did you cheat on me back?" He raises his voice a little.

"I-I no I didn't. I just kissed someone bu-."

"You what?!" He yells and jump a little in my seat.

"Levi why don't you calm down?" Our counselor says.

"No! I'm not calming down. I'm doing everything for you Aurora! I want us to be happy together again. But now you're telling me you kissed and you don't know where your heart belongs?! I'm your husband it should belong to me!" He yells at me.

"Levi I understand but when I kissed the guy I was still vulnerable and sad. I'm sorry for doing that to you." I look at him.

"Who was the guy?" He says.

"But Le-."

"No Aurora, tell me who was the guy."

"It was Carter..." I say.

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